I've got a vision So clear in my head It's a strange kind of prison It is and it isn't It's the life I'm bound to live Without ever knowing why It's the beauty of the morning It's the soft line of your thigh It's the day that I found your note As I walked along the shore I read the lines you wrote Left hidden in my coat It's the truth It's the truth And it's a lie She loved to be alone, alone To feel the shape of her self a home That could not be known Like a stranger on the street Whose eyes you fail to meet He loved to be alone, alone To feel the limits of his hours blown Scattered and thrown Like on a windy day All meaning cast away It's the truth It's the truth And it's a lie

There you go back into the sky where I snide Wanting to see you again but then I Know better than myself when I cried I'm no better than myself when I hide I want you to see me again through new light One where it came to an end through new heights Fly away it's over again I don't know what to do with myself It's no help its all over over again When time keeps ticking and I'm by myself I stand by the words that I slit in my wrists To be bold no one else can help with this To fight for something that just never exists I've been lost searching try to find the words You are the balloon in my eye The child who looks lost in the sky and wonders why God oh why You were tied and when you flew away The pain still resides sitting in the sky And my arms covered in the marks you made With your string but yet I'll still forgive you again The clouds fly but it still remains the same in my eyes I love you when I hear your name in cried eyes Fly away it's over again I don't know what to do with myself It's no help its all over over again When time keeps ticking and I'm by myself I stand by the words that I slit in my wrists To be bold no one else can help with this To fight for something that just never exists I've been lost searching try to find the words You are the balloon in my eye The child who looks lost in the sky and wonders why God oh why

It's over I know I can't let you go I'm not even sure what you mean to me It's not my fight and I can't decide What to do with the rest of my life I'm livin a lie And it was so great now I'm filled with hate I'm not even sure what you mean to me And I'm gonna cry like I do every night Until I say my last goodbye I'm living a lie Your not what I want your not what I need I'm not even sure what you mean to me I know it's alright and your by my side And I know I'm livin in a lie I'm livin in a lie I left you my faith now they scream my name I'm not even sure what you mean to me The demons inside break out every night I know I'm willing to die I'm living a lie I know I'm willing to die Just to have you by my side And I know it's not my fight I just need you to decide Your not what I want your not what I need I'm not even sure what you mean to me I know it's alright and your by my side And I know I'm livin in a lie I'm livin in a lie Your not what I want your not what I need I'm not even sure what you mean to me I know it's alright and your by my side And I know I'm livin in a lie I'm livin in a lie