JAS (int) - AJ Prieboy

There you go back into the sky where I snide Wanting to see you again but then I Know better than myself when I cried I'm no better than myself when I hide I want you to see me again through new light One where it came to an end through new heights Fly away it's over again I don't know what to do with myself It's no help its all over over again When time keeps ticking and I'm by myself I stand by the words that I slit in my wrists To be bold no one else can help with this To fight for something that just never exists I've been lost searching try to find the words You are the balloon in my eye The child who looks lost in the sky and wonders why God oh why You were tied and when you flew away The pain still resides sitting in the sky And my arms covered in the marks you made With your string but yet I'll still forgive you again The clouds fly but it still remains the same in my eyes I love you when I hear your name in cried eyes Fly away it's over again I don't know what to do with myself It's no help its all over over again When time keeps ticking and I'm by myself I stand by the words that I slit in my wrists To be bold no one else can help with this To fight for something that just never exists I've been lost searching try to find the words You are the balloon in my eye The child who looks lost in the sky and wonders why God oh why

You know I'm sorry For all the pain that I caused For all mistakes and all my flaws When I was with you I see you're happy While I'm sitting here, blue Reminiscing over you When it was us, loving blue I always loved us this way I always wanted to stay I always wanted to be with you I promise this time I'll see us through When it was us, loving blue It wasn't pity It all was true I made a fool out of you When I was with you I had my chance And I blew it all away I really wish that I had stayed Why am I always this way I miss your love so much I miss your loving touch I always wanted to be with you I'm sorry that I couldn't see it through When it was us, loving blue I always loved us this way I always wanted to stay I always wanted to be with you I promise this time I'll see us through When it was us, loving blue

It's over I know I can't let you go I'm not even sure what you mean to me It's not my fight and I can't decide What to do with the rest of my life I'm livin a lie And it was so great now I'm filled with hate I'm not even sure what you mean to me And I'm gonna cry like I do every night Until I say my last goodbye I'm living a lie Your not what I want your not what I need I'm not even sure what you mean to me I know it's alright and your by my side And I know I'm livin in a lie I'm livin in a lie I left you my faith now they scream my name I'm not even sure what you mean to me The demons inside break out every night I know I'm willing to die I'm living a lie I know I'm willing to die Just to have you by my side And I know it's not my fight I just need you to decide Your not what I want your not what I need I'm not even sure what you mean to me I know it's alright and your by my side And I know I'm livin in a lie I'm livin in a lie Your not what I want your not what I need I'm not even sure what you mean to me I know it's alright and your by my side And I know I'm livin in a lie I'm livin in a lie