Losing Calories - sonjibuckets

If only I could love you like I love the color blue Then maybe I'd be a little nicer to you Maybe if I eat nothing Then I'll feel something When I look at myself in the mirror Tell myself to go out running Call it fun And then after I'll skip dinner If only I could love my body Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories Tired of pretending like I don't have a clue And saying I'm not hungry so I have an excuse But then I'm left with nothing If I eat something And I'll hate the way I look in the mirror (look in the mirror) So I go out running Call it fun (call it fun) And then after I'll skip dinner (I'll skip dinner) If only I could love my body (my body) Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody (somebody) If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories Hate the way I look at me I can be so mean Fighting my reflection like She's the enemy Can this nightmare be over please? If only I could love my body (my body) Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody (somebody) If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories If only I could love you like I love the color blue

Girl I Hate Assuming Cause It be so confusing So tell me what we doing Cause we could a room and Just tell me what you're choosing We could just go cruising Up in my Malibu and Girl all this time we losing Girl I hate assuming It be so confusing So tell me what we doing We fucking or we cooling Cause either or is soothing Were breaking all the rules & Girl who the fuck we fooling Cause all this time we're losing Your last man was abusive You know I'm exclusive If I told a woman leave husband She would it They say I am allusive I just say that I do this I'm just talking money women & the music I feel like I'm Cupid If I want a woman I shoot em I sound like I might lose it But I be feeling lucid I think these niggas stupid and They just speak it fluid Shit it's getting humid Here up in the booth man And I just spit the truth man And shout out grandma Ruth man Imma see you soon ansd Just to see just how you doing She said don't chase these women Boy just chase the viewing They want you to seduce em I said that is fake news & That's why I hate assuming Girl I hate assuming Cause It be so confusing So tell me what we doing Cause we could a room and Just tell me what you're choosing We could just go cruising Up in my Malibu and Girl all this time we losing Girl I Hate Assuming It be so confusing So tell me what we doing We fucking or we cooling Cause either or is soothing Were breaking all the rules & Girl who the fuck we fooling Cause all this time we're losing