Calories (feat. 4KPHIL.) - RunnitBack

If only I could love you like I love the color blue Then maybe I'd be a little nicer to you Maybe if I eat nothing Then I'll feel something When I look at myself in the mirror Tell myself to go out running Call it fun And then after I'll skip dinner If only I could love my body Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories Tired of pretending like I don't have a clue And saying I'm not hungry so I have an excuse But then I'm left with nothing If I eat something And I'll hate the way I look in the mirror (look in the mirror) So I go out running Call it fun (call it fun) And then after I'll skip dinner (I'll skip dinner) If only I could love my body (my body) Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody (somebody) If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories Hate the way I look at me I can be so mean Fighting my reflection like She's the enemy Can this nightmare be over please? If only I could love my body (my body) Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody (somebody) If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories If only I could love you like I love the color blue