I got a couple different devils, they all comin' my way I could be with you for now, but please don't ask me to stay I don't know what I'm trying to say I've got lots to say, lots to say, lots to say Yeah Hold on, I think that i'm 'bout to break I got a couple different devils, they all comin' my way I could be with you for now, but please don't ask me to stay I've been dreaming of the day, they'll know that I ran away And I don't know what i'm trying to say Well I know but I don't know exactly how I should say it I wrote a song for you, I watch, waiting for you to just play it I hate myself, I hate my life, and I don't like conversation But I'm So happy that you're with me today I never felt so amazing baby thank you for stayin' I never believed in anything but thank you for prayin' My addictions adding up just from the shit I'm portrayin' This should cover all the shit things I say I pick the pretty parts up out the words that work out It's been a minute since I died and I don't think that I slept I can never sleep at night and never got out of bed I said please, just don't let me drown Even if I ask you to Even if I have to do this I don't really know how You got me drinking by myself I've lost my mind and I can't tell How I made something so beautiful into a living hell Said I got a big problem 'cause I can't do a little And everybody sayin' go to rehab, they don't get it I'm not addicted to these drugs but I got other addictions I'm just addicted to this feeling I can't find and I miss it I walked the path to Babylon, and didn't find shit Just me starin' at me telling me that I don't know shit I was on my knees starin' at her hair on the sink I don't think I'll ever lose but I don't think I could win All this pain can be so pretty when it's covered in {?} And I don't like bein' sober and I don't even talk When you're playin' it's gamble but you're losin' a lot And when you run out of that paper someone's takin' your spot Said, this life could be amazin' or this life could be great Well if that's true then how can I live 'cause all I feel is this pain So I think I need somethin' don't need feelings today And I think I need somethin' to turn the feelings away I said please, just don't let me drown Even if I ask you to Even if I have to do this I don't really know how You got me drinking by myself I've lost my mind and I can't tell How I made something so beautiful into a living hell

You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close I'm good at letting go You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control But I should let you know Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true, know it's true Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to, wanted to Chew you up and spit you out And still you come around So, I can watch you drown Hate when you tell me that you'll wait Like you think that I could change When I've always been this way Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true, know it's true Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to, wanted to I'm haunted by the words you say When I can't say that I feel the same Admit you'll always be alone And baby you should know I'm only gonna ghost I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true, know it's true (and you know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to, wanted to (if I wanted to)

A never ending battle I have with myself that I call fucking hell. I live to die the American dream. Lying through our teeth and everything between. Do you turn your back, pretend you don't see, or open your eyes to the misery. Fuck... So here's to fucked up youth. Here's to burning lies. Here's to each fucking day that just passed me by. Fuck.

I'm sick of smiling And so is my jaw Can't you see my front is crumbling down? I'm sick of being someone I'm not Please get me out of this slump I'm sick of clapping When I know I can do it better for myself I'm sick of waiting Sick of all these words that will never matter I wire these nerves together Hoping for a chance to think on time And I'm tracing over your letter To see if your intentions are as good as mine But you're getting worse I swear it It's hard to prove you're an understatement You're getting worse and I know That you'll be calling, calling, calling me again I'm done with everything That had to do with you Don't worry your pictures are already burned I'm done with new friends Don't sell yourself short You'll lose it in the end I'll wire these nerves together Hoping for a chance to think on time And I'm tracing over your letter To see if your intentions are as good as mine But you're getting worse I swear it It's hard to prove you're an understatement But you're getting worse and I know That you'll be calling, calling, calling me again I can't help how I feel No I can't help how I feel But you're getting worse I swear it It's hard to prove you're an understatement You're getting worse and I know You'll be calling, calling, calling me again Calling me again Calling me again But you're getting worse I swear it It's hard to prove you're an understatement You're getting worse and I know You'll be calling, calling, calling me again

Dear your name here It's been a long time, a very long time Since I've heard your voice And I bet she never thought I was So sorry so. I've had a hard time, very hard time Seeing less of you. I never thought you knew. So can you see You're seeing less of me darling. And you're blind to the fact that my Heart stopped beating. And I'm as good as dead, And I'm as good as dead, Dear I forgot your name again Just picking up where I left off. This is the part where you leave me. So sorry so. I've had a hard time, very hard time Seeing less of you. I never thought you knew, So can you see You're seeing less of me darling. And you're blind to the fact that my Heart stopped beating. So can you see You're seeing less of me darling. And you're blind to the fact that my Heart stopped beating. And I'm as good as dead, And I'm as good as dead, This is all I have to say. To say So can you see You're seeing less of me darling. And you're blind to the fact that my. Heart stopped beating, So can you see You're seeing less of me darling. And you're blind to the fact that my Heart stopped beating.