Liminal - Baixa Fidelidade

Rooted down, down to the spot and I visualize the day I finally open up The ground beneath me erupts Standing on, standing on a ledge and Willing all these years of dormant apathy Into kinetic energy And did you Curse my name when I took flight, or Do you just hope that I'm alright, I'm Out of sight, I'm probably out of mind But I could get used to, used to feeling like this I could get used to, used to feeling like this Kept all my, kept all my windows boarded Figures that when I was ready for a fight There's no more foes in sight I did my best impression of an Esau They weren't impressed so now I'm shedding the disguise And forfeit my birthright Before you claim that it was deception Are you sure it wasn't your projection I would explain but I don't have reception here But I could get used to, used to feeling like this When I leave the shadows of a Life I never really had But its grip on me was ironclad And I could get used to, used to feeling like this In a new frontier You always told me I would die out here And kept me locked inside with all my fears When my walls caved in The light came pouring in Had to teach my lungs how to breathe again I'll break through the heliosphere You'll say I'm just what you feared But in space, love, no one can hear And when my walls caved in The light came pouring in Had to teach my lungs how to breathe again I'll break through the heliosphere You'll say I'm just what you feared But in space, love, no one can hear Across a million lightyears Across a million lightyears

You'll never, you'll never know You'll never, you'll never know You'll never, you'll never know I'm not really one for name calling In fact, I don't think I'll be calling at all It's a fucking full-time job to detangle What was really love and what just was control And I've Rehearsed a thousand times What I would've said If I could go back You might be out there wondering how I'm doing, but I'm afraid that's classified now I bet you're out there wondering whatever happened to me But I'm afraid you'll never find out Warmest regards and best wishes But you'll learn to mind your business You took your fair share of my time You'll never know You're gonna have to let it go, oh 'Cause I'm afraid that's, afraid that's classified You'll never, you'll never know You'll never, you'll never know And I'm still on the mend from severing All the strings attached to what you call love You were so caught up in your ideals There was never room for who I really was And sometimes I still agonize Whether you were right About me all along You might be out there wondering how I'm doing, but I'm afraid that's classified now I bet you're out there wondering whatever happened to me But I'm afraid you'll never find out Strangled by your convictions You cite your good intentions As you watch the light fade from my eyes You'll never know You're gonna have to let me go, oh 'Cause I'm afraid that's classified And maybe I didn't turn out like you wanted But that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem And I can't help it if you pretend that you're a martyr 'Cause that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem, oh And maybe I didn't turn out like you wanted But that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem And I can't help it if you pretend that you're a martyr 'Cause that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem Yeah it sounds like a you problem I'm not really one for name calling In fact I don't think I'll be calling at all Cause I've Rehearsed a thousand times What I would've said If I could go back But you'll never know You'll never know You'll never know And if I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave, smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave But don't think that I'll have anything to say

I thought that I left you behind, you behind But now you're the voice inside my mind, inside my mind You never gave me what I needed You made the rules and then you cheated After all these years you're with me still, with me still Just like the hound to my Baskerville, Baskerville You never thought I'd get away You thought you knew just what to say Well, just keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Just keep all that shit, keep it all, keep it to yourself Back then, I only had five bucks, broke as fuck And you were a Little Caesar's pizza, just my luck Buyer's remorse on the 405 All I could afford was to stay alive I'm sick, trembling from the fever chills, fever chills Your love is a plague hellbent to kill, bent to kill I fall asleep and still see your face What the hell else could you have to say Well, just keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Just keep all that shit, keep it all to yourself Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh Feel free to take this personally And use your inside voice when you're talking to me 'Cause you were not as advertised I wish you'd just say that say you lied But I, I was imperative To your fucked up narrative You would say you wanted my best But your specter never let me recognize That behind the façade You were always a fraud Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh So keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Just keep all that shit, keep it all, keep it to yourself

Sometimes I wish they would reach out Sometimes I want them To tell me they're worried about me I'm silent as a passive act As an avoidant act, and I wish I had the chance To be silent As a deafening act of defiance

I just wanted more time Just to be you and I Hard to picture this time next year Oh Remember that overnight to Portland I knew then that we were more than Than just another mistake I made Oh In all those long drives We forged our new lives And I don't know who I'd Be without you So long live the magic we created In watercolor paints and In the memories we made And long live the futures we imagined And the plans that didn't happen And everything we have been We were charting new land No one else understands Well, let's just let their approval be damned Oh And I think at least in some way We were coming of age We didn't know any better then Oh In all those long drives We forged our new lives And I don't know who I'd Be without you So long live the magic we created In watercolor paints and In the memories we made And long live the futures we imagined And the plans that didn't happen And everything we have been And everything we have been So wasn't every day Exactly what we made I don't see mistakes And wasn't every day Just exactly what we made There's nothing I would change Oh, oh So long live the magic we created In watercolor paints and In the memories we made And long live the futures we imagined And the plans that didn't happen And everything we have been And everything we have been