O Lord our Lord You are high and lifted up All the saints give honour to Your name O Lamb of God by the power of Your blood You crushed the deeds of darkness And rose from death to reign And we behold Your majesty We're in awe of Your power and glory O Lord You are high and lifted up O Lord You are high and lifted up And the splendour of Your presence We can plainly see O Lord You are high and lifted up High and lifted up You are high and lifted up (Repeat 2nd chorus 2 times) You are high and lifted up You are high and lifted up You are high and lifted up

I guess I should thank you For every parting remark that you left unsaid If this were a text, you You'd probably leave that shit on read I guess I should thank you For severing ties with no second thoughts If this were a flesh wound You would've cauterized it on the spot Desperate for love Your leftover crumbs They had to suffice And pining for you To finally approve Was always my vice And I still didn't know who I was I was just an extension of The ghost town that I haunted And the love I could've sworn that I wanted And I still didn't know who I was And as the comet collides with the Sun I'm dispelled in all directions Lost all traces of myself in your affection I still didn't know I was new but I learned to Fade into nothingness just to escape your rage I knew when I saw you Weaponizing that impassive look on your face You'd always foresee The problem was me When something went wrong So did your clairvoyant mind Get this one right Now that I'm gone Cause I still didn't know who I was I was just an extension of The ghost town that I haunted And the love I could've sworn that I wanted And I still didn't know who I was And as the comet collides with the Sun I'm dispelled in all directions Lost all traces of myself in your affection I still didn't know It's always on your terms You're so misunderstood And how I wish I could Open mouth, insert foot For every time I'd say That I was there to stay Molded myself like clay But look what you became So I'm still finding out who I am Call it whatever you want but I can't Pursue a moving target Hit the brakes on the momentum that I started So I'm still finding out who I am Now that I'm not in the palm of your hand I'm ejected out of orbit Read the writing on the wall that you distorted Now you'll never know You'll never know

Sometimes I wish they would reach out Sometimes I want them To tell me they're worried about me I'm silent as a passive act As an avoidant act, and I wish I had the chance To be silent As a deafening act of defiance

I just wanted more time Just to be you and I Hard to picture this time next year Oh Remember that overnight to Portland I knew then that we were more than Than just another mistake I made Oh In all those long drives We forged our new lives And I don't know who I'd Be without you So long live the magic we created In watercolor paints and In the memories we made And long live the futures we imagined And the plans that didn't happen And everything we have been We were charting new land No one else understands Well, let's just let their approval be damned Oh And I think at least in some way We were coming of age We didn't know any better then Oh In all those long drives We forged our new lives And I don't know who I'd Be without you So long live the magic we created In watercolor paints and In the memories we made And long live the futures we imagined And the plans that didn't happen And everything we have been And everything we have been So wasn't every day Exactly what we made I don't see mistakes And wasn't every day Just exactly what we made There's nothing I would change Oh, oh So long live the magic we created In watercolor paints and In the memories we made And long live the futures we imagined And the plans that didn't happen And everything we have been And everything we have been

You'll never, you'll never know You'll never, you'll never know You'll never, you'll never know I'm not really one for name calling In fact, I don't think I'll be calling at all It's a fucking full-time job to detangle What was really love and what just was control And I've Rehearsed a thousand times What I would've said If I could go back You might be out there wondering how I'm doing, but I'm afraid that's classified now I bet you're out there wondering whatever happened to me But I'm afraid you'll never find out Warmest regards and best wishes But you'll learn to mind your business You took your fair share of my time You'll never know You're gonna have to let it go, oh 'Cause I'm afraid that's, afraid that's classified You'll never, you'll never know You'll never, you'll never know And I'm still on the mend from severing All the strings attached to what you call love You were so caught up in your ideals There was never room for who I really was And sometimes I still agonize Whether you were right About me all along You might be out there wondering how I'm doing, but I'm afraid that's classified now I bet you're out there wondering whatever happened to me But I'm afraid you'll never find out Strangled by your convictions You cite your good intentions As you watch the light fade from my eyes You'll never know You're gonna have to let me go, oh 'Cause I'm afraid that's classified And maybe I didn't turn out like you wanted But that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem And I can't help it if you pretend that you're a martyr 'Cause that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem, oh And maybe I didn't turn out like you wanted But that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem And I can't help it if you pretend that you're a martyr 'Cause that sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem Sounds like a you problem Yeah it sounds like a you problem I'm not really one for name calling In fact I don't think I'll be calling at all Cause I've Rehearsed a thousand times What I would've said If I could go back But you'll never know You'll never know You'll never know And if I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave, smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave If I see you on the street I'll smile and wave But don't think that I'll have anything to say

I thought that I left you behind, you behind But now you're the voice inside my mind, inside my mind You never gave me what I needed You made the rules and then you cheated After all these years you're with me still, with me still Just like the hound to my Baskerville, Baskerville You never thought I'd get away You thought you knew just what to say Well, just keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Just keep all that shit, keep it all, keep it to yourself Back then, I only had five bucks, broke as fuck And you were a Little Caesar's pizza, just my luck Buyer's remorse on the 405 All I could afford was to stay alive I'm sick, trembling from the fever chills, fever chills Your love is a plague hellbent to kill, bent to kill I fall asleep and still see your face What the hell else could you have to say Well, just keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Just keep all that shit, keep it all to yourself Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh Feel free to take this personally And use your inside voice when you're talking to me 'Cause you were not as advertised I wish you'd just say that say you lied But I, I was imperative To your fucked up narrative You would say you wanted my best But your specter never let me recognize That behind the façade You were always a fraud Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh Oh woah oh, oh So keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself Just keep all that shit, keep it all, keep it to yourself