When you look so good, the pain in your face doesn't show When you look so good and baby, you don't even know When the world is ours but the world is not your kind of thing Full of shooting stars, brighter as they're vanishing Oh you've seen enough to know it's children who teach You're still free enough to wake up on a bed or a beach You're the best thing about me The best thing that ever happened a boy You're the best thing about me I'm the kind of trouble that you enjoy You're the best thing about me The best things are easy to destroy You're the best thing about me The best thing about me I been crying out: How bad can a good time be? Shooting off my mouth, that's another great thing about me I have everything but I feel like nothing at all There's no risky thing for a man who's determined to fall You're the best thing about me The best thing that ever happened a boy You're the best thing about me I'm the kind of trouble that you enjoy You're the best thing about me The best things are easy to destroy You're the best thing about me Why am I Why am I walking away? (Walking away) Why am I walking away? I can see it all so clearly I can see what you can't see I can see you love her loudly When she needs you quietly You're the best thing about me The best things are easy to destroy You're the best thing about me Why am I Why am I walking away? (Walking away) Why am I walking away?

Tell me your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies Mama almost lost her boy at fourteen It was 2020 baby, I was stuck in quarantine So I plugged out my phone, dropped a perky And a lean I was fucked up, I was fucked up, me Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Mama almost lost her boy at twelve I tried to kill myself cause I couldn't take The pain no more Mama cried, I haven't changed one bit But my mind's on the fence Friends want me to stay but I wanna go My days have been grey I don't know what to say I think I'll be okay All this pain will go away Your love broke me mentally Who would've thought that love would be this Deadly Your love is suicide Your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies

I'm not okay, be feelin' pain Every day is a struggle I told everyone I'm fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, askin' if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fuckin' gun Gonna blow my damn brains out, and end all of my pain Was that too much for you Yeah, was it too much? I'm never enough, I'm never enough for you I lost myself, I gave my all to you I got a habit of never really thinking through Fuck my head up, really thinkin' that I had it too You say I'm no better than him, I got racks up in my denims I hated my past, so the old me, I had to kill him I ain't never worried, get the money, so I never feel him What would I ever do without her love Givin' her is the best I've ever heard of Damn, know it hurts, so I make it better, only to just getting worse, so Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Now I'm stuck up in my own head I should've never let her lay in my bed I should've never No, I'm not okay, no, I'm not okay Cause you dealt a lot of damage to my heart I've never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I ain't never be the same, I ain't never be the same Loving you was a curse, now I be feeling worse I'm not okay, I be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day's a struggle I told everyone I was fine, but I had lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love I'm not okay, be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day is a struggle Told everyone I was fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you? No, I'm not okay No, I'm not okay Cause you dealt damage to my heart I never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I'd never be the same I'd never be the same Loving you was a curse Now I'm feeling worse Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love

Told me it was forever but it didn't last Tell me where did I go wrong? Tell me where did I go wrong? I thought we would last long I didn't know forever could end You broke my heart to a million pieces Why did you leave me crying you said we could still be friends But bitch it's not the same put the blame on me Fuck you for the pain you put me through I gave you my all but clearly wasn't enough You will never find another man like me lately I've been reminiscing about us All the times we'd be kissing and hugging each other Lately I've been missing your love It was clear to me that you didn't want my love My biggest fear was losing you and it came true I'm drowning in my tears feeling so blue We slowly grew apart why would you leave knowing that I would Die for you I would lie for you Why would you leave knowing that I would die for you I would've lied for you I would've done anything for you But you threw it all away You said you would stick by my side No matter what no matter what But you lied So many times I cried So many times I cried I can't believe that we're over Can't believe that we're over nobody will be able to replace you Nobody will be able to replace you I really did love you girl You told me that this was for the better I can't accept the fact that you're gone So I'm writing you this letter Tell me where did I go wrong? I thought we would last long I didn't know forever could end You broke my heart to a million pieces why did you leave me crying? You said we could still be friends but bitch it's not the same Put the blame on me fuck you for the pain you put me through I gave you my all but clearly it wasn't enough You would never find another man like me Lately I've been reminiscing about us All those times we'd be kissing and hugging each other Lately I've been missing your love