Left to Bloom - Lena Raine

I got what you want, baby I got what you need, in a man Now the judgement day is coming Why're you running? (Give it up) Every time I give up, you give in Every time you get up, I'm following It's like I never left, baby It's like I never left, girl Hold my mind I'll do you right (uh) I see red and you see white (mm) Now judgement day is coming Yeah, it's telling me (give it up) Don't listen to it Take your time with it Show yourself Know yourself I can't help but wonder (yeah, I'm older now) (Still I don't know how) Every time I give up, you give in (you give in) Every time you get up, I'm following (following) It's like I never left, baby (never left) It's like I never left (never left) It's like I never left, baby (uh) It's like I never left (like I never left)

暇なMorning 今 0時まわり やりたいように過ぎていく毎日 夢物語を語りすぎる夜と 目覚めたとこでまたバカな妄想 ブルマとランチとか行きたいね Instagramのストーリーにさ 載せたりして あの子に嫉妬なんかさせてみたい Flex, flex, flex, BLOOM VASE, VASE, VASE うるさいアラーム鳴り響く起こされるMorning 好きな服を選んで仲間達と出かける街Shopping だってしょうがない 俺はJKじゃ無いけど新しい物好き I making the brand new song に brand new flow で あの子もびっくり ステージ上は Runway 求めてない完璧 楽しめなきゃ最低 後はグラス交わして Champagne てかなんだっけ？ ブルマとランチ それも良いけどね 俺はMy baby と Dinner で過ごしたい Holiday ブルマとランチとか行きたいね Instagramのストーリーにさ 載せたりして あの子に嫉妬なんかさせてみたい Flex, flex, flex, BLOOM VASE, VASE, VASE Okay, okay ギャルのパンティーおくれ 神龍居るなら 俺の願い叶えて (Let's go!) 超可愛いあの子口説きたいね その後はホテルでnn nn とかしちゃいたいね Good witchでも惚れさす道化のPlay Boy 俺から香るCHANEL COCO どうどう Bitch 今日だけ載せてもいいよインスタ 俺らのShitは惚れ薬 気をつけなよ取扱注意 待ち合わせの間に済ませるShopping 似合ってるだろ光るVersace ブルマとランチとか行きたいね Instagramのストーリーにさ 載せたりして あの子に嫉妬なんかさせてみたい Flex, flex, flex, BLOOM VASE, VASE, VASE ブルマとランチとか行きたいね Instagramのストーリーにさ 載せたりして あの子に嫉妬なんかさせてみたい Flex, flex, flex, BLOOM VASE, VASE, VASE

Let's just be honest, Jesus I'm a mess Can't seem to fill this void of emptiness My bills are paid but I'm still stressed I need You, I need You Trying to medicate, end all the pain Can't hush these voices in my brain Singing songs of silence, sounds of shame I need You, I need You But if I tell the truth I'm so afraid of truth But I know it and You know it I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change Soaking between what was and what could be I'm so afraid to loose the image they see I don't even know what's happening to me I need You, I need You But when I face the facts, my feeling's not a fact I know it, yes, I know it I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change Sometimes I feel like I, like I gotta hide I just don't get why You stay with me 'Cause my faith and my trust are wavering Wavering Maybe it's all my pride, it's hard to surrender When I've been pretending to have it together But I feel like my world is falling apart Just need a minute, just a second to catch up I know I'm not finished, I just can't seem to get up Help me remember all of the place that we made When we were both on the same page On the same page I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change (But if I tell the truth-)

Miracles, signs and wonders Everywhere I go To show Your glorious power That the world would know Your Kingdom come, Your will be done Just like Heaven right here on Earth We're under an open heaven And we pull the Kingdom down The Kingdom is right here The Kingdom is right now The blind will see, and the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again We cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven Miracles, signs and wonders Everywhere I go To show Your glorious power That the world might know Your Kingdom come, Your will be done Just like Heaven right here on Earth Yeah We're under an open heaven And we pull the Kingdom down The Kingdom is right here The Kingdom is right now The blind will see, and the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again We cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven Ooh Creation is groaning Eagerly waiting The sons of God revealed Oh-ooh Creation is groaning Eagerly waiting The sons of God revealed Revealed Revealed, yeah The blind will see (and the lame will dance) the lame will dance (The mute will speak) the mute will speak (And the dead will live again) the dead will live again And we cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven (beneath this open heaven) The blind will see, the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again And we cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven The time has changed And I've just been on this mindset In this mindset where I go, "God, I don't wanna live my life that way" I don't wanna get more comfortable every year I'm tryin' to take a bigger and bigger step of faith every year Because I'm just thinkin' I'm gettin' closer and closer to the finish I just want to go 100 percent, because I wanna end well To me, to me happily ever after starts at my death Happily ever after to me is if one day I can stand before God with my wife and kids And I just want to be able to see them I'm in the presence of God and look at each of my kids and tell you, tell them I told you it'd be worth it, didn't I tell you When we were there on Earth, when we were living through life I told you it'd worth it, that whatever you got to sacrifice That this God, He always comes through, and He promised me that That it's gonna get even better, a hundred times better than what we had on Earth I told you it'd be worth it

Here inside my Heart There is a work That You've started And I know it's not just here You are working Everywhere Far off in the Distance People learn of your Existence Red and Yellow, Black and White We're all Precious in Your Site No one took your Life from You You Laid it down Willingly So we lay down our Lives 'Cause we Agree You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good Good You are You are You are Good, Ooh, ooh You're good, You are good Trust us with this Mission Give us Clarity and Vision Help us Love as we are Loved Every Nation Tribe and Tongue And we will not be Fearful For we know that you hear us When we Cry out to Your name It's the only name that Saves No one took your Life from You You Laid it down Willingly So we lay down our Lives 'Cause we Agree {You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good} {We can't Wrap our Hands Around You You are too good, Far too good to us We tend to Run around in Circles But You're still good Far too good to us} {You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good}

Let me finish, let me finish talkin' Let me get this off my chest I'm no stranger, you know me well But it feels like we just met I'm just tryin' to cope with the impossibilities I wish were possibilities feels like I'm in a dream I know you say you want me, but you're too afraid of happy That hurts me, it scares me, but this is reality Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me Telling me lies, like I'm making this up Like this is insanity (Sometimes my mind plays tricks) Mm, this ain't reality (Sometimes my mind plays) My mind is playing tricks on me I won't believe it, I won't believe it Not for one second I don't believe it, I don't believe it But I still have questions I wanna believe you (I want to believe you) But you're not helpin' Wish you were see-through (I wish you could see me) Wish I could see you (I just want you) I wish that I could free your mind (I just want you) And sometimes I wish that we could just rewind time (What if I never knew) Oh, ooh (What if I just want you) And I want you to want you, too (I just want you) I'm hoping that you'll change your mind (Change your mind) I'm praying you'll try to try To be happy for once You deserve to be happy for once I just want you to be happy for once Then you come alive (I just want you) When you looked in my eyes (When you looked in my eyes) (I just want you) I saw you come alive (I just want you) You can just choose, you can decide I'm so afraid to lose you That I'm losing myself I'm so afraid to choose you (I'm so afraid to choose you) So I'm choosing myself (So I'm choosing myself) I'm so afraid to lose you, mm 'Cause I'm finding myself in you Still everyday that I choose you, mm I'm choosing myself Deep down you remember, me But even if you don't choose me (I just want you) I'm choosing myself (I just want you) I'm choosing myself It's about time, didn't we come alive? Don't make me choose by myself (I pray that you'll chose me) I know it's confusing (Please say that you'll choose me) Just make up your mind this time This time (I pray that you'll choose me, say that you'll choose me) I'm choosing happy, the real me I'm choosing the freedom I feel when I look in these eyes (Please say that you'll choose me) I want the true me (Please say that you'll choose me) I'm choosing myself Mm, mm Mm, oh