I met my friend at the pool He told me things are going well But not without the need to knock on wood We said goodbye After saving drowning killer bees And crying 'bout how much he loves his wife I told my friend about last night Risking my relationships and people I just can't resist And bad behavior I've been trying to hide Suffocate and drown She kissed me when I kissed her mouth She asking me, "Do you wanna skip town?" but I never could, babe You know that we both move too fast Why would you even ask me? I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just crazy about the thought of thinking I adore you I met my friend at the pool She told me she was fucking up But I wouldn't call her anybody's fool We said goodbye And she touched down on London ground And I went back to trying to live my life I saw my late friend last night He came to see me in a dream I don't know why he visits me I worked all day just let me sleep, alright? Two shots in my head I felt my legs kick in my bed I remembered what my mama had said "Now child" You never could, baby I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just waiting on someone to wake me I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just crazy About the thought of thinking I adore you

Don't pay me no mind, I'll be fine I'll pull myself together this time You're right when you're right, but I'm always wrong You could never get to me, I'm always on all night Leavin' when it's light and I'm walking home Talking to myself like I've been on the phone all night Alright I'll give you all I've got Don't pay me no mind, I'll be fine I'll pull myself together this time I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up alone I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up on their own Took me more than a couple years To see you around, it's nice to hear you're alright Still have my trophies on the wall Been a while since I went and outroped them all and that's alright Alright I gave you all I got I didn't know I gave you all I had, so Don't pay me no mind, I'll be fine I'll pull myself together this time I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up alone I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up on their own

Well, that's life Why would it change it now? I wanna, I wanna (yeah) I wanna go back but That's life, why would it change it now? One minute I'm up, one minute I'm face down I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but She is my guiding star, she's on my tarot cards She wants to break up, why don't you say? That you dug your own grave But I'm wondering if you want love anymore I wanna go back but That's life, why would it change it now? One minute I'm up, one minute I'm face down I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but That's life, that's what you told me You think too much, shut up and hold me I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but No, she won't want me back like this, no Now that I have gone and messed up She wants to break up, why don't you stay? I've been grinding my teeth so long, long, long Won't be able to smile when you're gone (gone, gone, gone, gone...) You're my baby girl, only one for me And when the walls are closing in You turn and say to me You wanna go back but (one, two) That's life, why would it change it now? One minute I'm up, one minute I'm face down I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back back, back But that's life, that's what you told me You think too much, shut up and hold me I don't care what the cost is I wanna go back, back, back but Oh, yeah (La la la, la la la) I wanna go back, back, back but