Habit - Still Woozy

누군가를 계속 만나 하하 호호 웃어봐도 달라지는 건 없죠 그저 어딘가 있을 널 웃고 있을 널 생각하면 괜히 지는 거 같죠 참 바보 같네요 내가 차라리 네가 좀 더 힘들었으면 해 힘들어서 내 생각도 좀 하고 그랬으면 좋겠어 나도 아무렇지 않고 싶은데 그토록 널 부르던 나의 입술이 바짝 말라가는 걸 느끼며 깨달았어 입버릇처럼 너를 부르며 애타게 찾았었다고 그때처럼 널 감싸 안으며 웃고 싶다고 네게 말하고 싶어 눈을 감고 하나둘 세어보면 어느새 잠이 들어 꿈속에서도 널 나도 모르게 찾고 있죠 잊고 싶단 그 말은 거짓말인가 봐요 [우지/조슈아] 아니죠 오히려 버릇이 들었는지 지금도 또 부르는 너의 그 이름만이라도 잊고 싶은가 봐요 차라리 네가 좀 더 힘들었으면 해 힘들어서 내 생각도 좀 하고 그랬으면 좋겠어 나도 아무렇지 않고 싶은데 그토록 널 부르던 나의 입술이 바짝 말라가는 걸 느끼며 깨달았어 입버릇처럼 너를 부르며 애타게 찾았었다고 그때처럼 널 감싸 안으며 웃고 싶다고 네게 말하고 싶어 말하고 싶어 널 보고 싶어 네가 없는 지금에서야 버릇이 돼버린 널 부르는 습관들을 지우지 못하고서 살아가 너 때문에 그토록 널 부르던 나의 입술이 바짝 말라가는 걸 느끼며 깨달았어 입버릇처럼 너를 부르며 애타게 찾았었다고 그때처럼 널 감싸 안으며 웃고 싶다고 네게 말하고 싶어

(Shenseea) Have a bad habit, have it Have a bad habit Me know me have a bad habit, have it, have a bad habit Gyal bruk out, have a bad habit, have a bad habit Me know me have a bad habit, have a bad habit Me nuh chittie, me nuh do chatty Me nuh likkle mouth a massy Confident, plus me vagi space likkle like a full Cabi Di way me make me batty shake faster dan a bugatti Mek me inna people eyes like me de inna illuminati Me legs spread out like trapaulin Pussy fat, full a shelter like a awnin', yeah Me underneath pretty like a drawin' Me want a man fi jam it up inna me parkin' spot Ah mek me Tick-tock it up a bit Batty cock up inna di air, me ah go hoist it up a bit An' mek me bend fit like a gymnast Waist likkle, man ah ask if ah trim, me trim it And when me boom-boom-boom-boom, siddung pon it Any man weh get da whine 'ya haffi strong fi manage it Want a real long ting, brace inna mi bracket Love to fuck ah fi mi bad habit, bad habit Know fi move di bun Mi know fi drop it like a crumb A marathon weh nah guh done Stamina long, have donkey lung Me, boom it up an down Me man fi beat it like a drum Sweat ah run, do it fi di fun Flexible like a chewin' gum Me wan' sumthin' tougher than rock Set it, tek it from back Balance pon mi hand An' know fi balance pon mi head top Di lizard lap position hot It ah go hold you like a trap Mi pussy good, you know me got it like Dat, dat, dat, dat Tick-tock it up a bit Batty cock up inna di air, me ah go hoist it up a bit An' mek me bend fit like a gymnast Waist likkle, man ah ask if ah trim, me trim it And when me boom-boom-boom-boom, siddung pon it Any man weh get da whine 'ya haffi strong fi manage it Want a real long ting, brace inna mi bracket Love to fuck ah fi mi bad habit, bad habit Me nuh chittie, me nuh do chatty Me nuh likkle mouth a massy Confident, plus me vagi space likkle like a full Cabi Di way me make me batty shake faster dan a bugatti Mek me inna people eyes like me de inna illuminati Me legs spread out like trapaulin Pussy fat, full a shelter like a awnin', yeah Me underneath pretty like a drawin' Me want a man fi jam it up inna me parkin' spot Ah mek me Tick-tock it up a bit Batty cock up inna di air, me ah go hoist it up a bit An' mek me bend fit like a gymnast Waist likkle, man ah ask if ah trim, me trim it And when me boom-boom-boom-boom, siddung pon it Any man weh get da whine 'ya haffi strong fi manage it Want a real long ting, brace inna mi bracket Love to fuck ah fi mi bad habit, bad habit

I know You've fallen again The way I fell before Cause I'm a bad loser When you get your way And I know that I'm chained I'm chained again And you've lost your way To the bed that I once made Cause I'm a bad habit One you cannot shake And I hope that I change Don't follow me Don't follow me So if I go Where the flowers grow Into the deep below Oh, would you forget me now? Still small Small voice of calm Place the blame into my arms Cause I'm a bad habit One you cannot shake Oh, Mary, mercy! Would you pray for me? Would you pray for me? So if I go Where the flowers grow Into the deep below Oh, would you forget me now? And if I could Make the days okay Wash the stains away Oh, would you forgive me now? Cause I've made my mistakes And I feel something's changed And I know what's at stake Wash the stains away So if I go Where the flowers grow Into the deep below Oh, would you forget me now? And if I could Take the pain away Wash the stains away Oh, would you forgive me now? I've made my mistakes And I feel something's changed Wash the stains away And I feel quite okay

I met my friend at the pool He told me things are going well But not without the need to knock on wood We said goodbye After saving drowning killer bees And crying 'bout how much he loves his wife I told my friend about last night Risking my relationships and people I just can't resist And bad behavior I've been trying to hide Suffocate and drown She kissed me when I kissed her mouth She asking me, "Do you wanna skip town?" but I never could, babe You know that we both move too fast Why would you even ask me? I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just crazy about the thought of thinking I adore you I met my friend at the pool She told me she was fucking up But I wouldn't call her anybody's fool We said goodbye And she touched down on London ground And I went back to trying to live my life I saw my late friend last night He came to see me in a dream I don't know why he visits me I worked all day just let me sleep, alright? Two shots in my head I felt my legs kick in my bed I remembered what my mama had said "Now child" You never could, baby I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just waiting on someone to wake me I don't really know where my heads at I just know my heart's not there yet Or maybe I'm just crazy About the thought of thinking I adore you

Don't pay me no mind, I'll be fine I'll pull myself together this time You're right when you're right, but I'm always wrong You could never get to me, I'm always on all night Leavin' when it's light and I'm walking home Talking to myself like I've been on the phone all night Alright I'll give you all I've got Don't pay me no mind, I'll be fine I'll pull myself together this time I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up alone I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up on their own Took me more than a couple years To see you around, it's nice to hear you're alright Still have my trophies on the wall Been a while since I went and outroped them all and that's alright Alright I gave you all I got I didn't know I gave you all I had, so Don't pay me no mind, I'll be fine I'll pull myself together this time I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up alone I'll try to be someone who could hold up Hold up on their own

You never leave my mind (come on) Why would you have to go You couldn't be the kind I could ever outgrow You never leave my mind Oh why would you have to go When I'm looking up I can see that I haven't left you, no Oh you, no never see me real Fun in my eye So maybe I'm fixing (come on) I'm fixing to die But you know I love it when you hit the air Then around yelling, that's when I'm melting It always happens so fast, and just like that And just like that You never leave my mind (come on) So why would you have to go You couldn't be the kind That I could ever outgrow You never leave my mind So why would you have to go When I'm looking up I can see that I haven't left you, no My routine, you think I mean it I just wanna get a rise from you And that's where I go, yeah You know I love it when you do You know I love it when you hit the air Then run around yelling, that's when I'm melting When I'm melting Yeah I know it's fine, that's all I can do I know it's mine Just to be around, that's all I can do That's all I can do You never leave my mind (come on) So why would you have to go You couldn't be the kind I could ever outgrow You never leave my mind So why would you have to go When I'm looking up I can see that I haven't left you, no When I'm looking up I can see that I haven't left you, no