Oh my god, I think it's happening again Swore to myself I would be letting it end But every time I look at those brown eyes Your smile, oh your smile Run into you on our break in the hallway And I get nervous, you're so cute there's no way Said that out loud, well what now Please don't let this be happening again This already happened once And it's already been three months but Every time I see you, my heart goes And I can't seem to make it stop Try to keep it all so cool But whenever I'm close to you I Act like such an idiot, you'd think that I'd be over it I'm far from being over you Oh my god, I think it's happening again I look for you in every single room I'm in 'Cause every time I look in your brown eyes And your hair (your hair) We sit in class and I figure out which seat to use If I sit here then maybe he'll look at me too Am I crazy? Does he see? Maybe I don't want him to This already happened once And it's already been three months but Every time I see you, my heart goes And I can't seem to make it stop (stop) Try to keep it all so cool But whenever I'm close to you I Act like such an idiot, you'd think that I'd be over it I'm far from being over you Somewhere in my mind, I'm looking for a sign Really wish you'd know, seems like it's just hope 'Cause I don't really know you like that Hate to say it, but it's just been like that Nothing else has changed, everything's the same Why's it been so long? Can't wish that you'd be gone But I keep running back because I can While you don't even put me in your plans This already happened once And it's already been three months but Every time I see you, my heart goes And I can't seem to make it stop Try to keep it all so cool But whenever I'm close to you I Act like such an idiot, you'd think that I'd be over it I'm far from being over you I don't know why (oh my god, I think it's happening again) I keep on trying (said that out loud, well what now) To make you mine (every time I see you see my heart goes) And I can't seem to make it stop

I buried a poem under each of the places we used to go In hope that you'd find one and read it so you know How I feel (how I feel) I had a dream and this is what it was You walked away with Mark and my phone started to buzz Yeah, better luck next time (better luck next time) Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself How unfair that he gets to run his dirty fingers through your hair And when we fought he was always standing there In the back of my brain, of my brain A smile so cruel and the smell of his cologne Could put me in a trance where his blood was on my hands But that's what mad people do (people do) But who's to say that you still think of me I'm just weak and miserable and only five foot three How do I compare? (compare) Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself Just to clarify I beat myself up every night Taking shit out on you I was never right Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself (I just hate myself) Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself (I just hate myself) Oh, I never hated you I don't even hate them I just hate myself

My friend drove me to the party In her red velvet dress She's always looking at her best For the tall and pretty boys I'm shaking to the core now These things get the best of me These goddamn kids can be so mean (can be so mean) Now here comes James with the long brown hair A sense of bitterness fills the air He sees me standing next to the girls And he shakes his head So smug he towers over me I'm scared he's gonna' try and cause a scene So I tell him Patiently (patiently) It took me a while To be where I am now I learnt how to fight back You don't even wanna know how He then smirks slowly And he pats my back He says The girls want a real boy And you're not that The girls want a real boy And you're not that Now everybody's dancing And I'm just sitting in the corner With my vodka orange juice (vodka orange juice) I never should have come here But I don't have a ride home And it's all thanks to you Now I don't blame you James but I can't help the way I am I didn't sign up for this life but I'm doing the best that I can And it gets hard sometimes Boy, I've tried to commit suicide multiple times It took me a while To be where I am now I learnt how to fight back You don't even wanna know how Still I look in the mirror And another looks back She says, "The girls want a real boy" She said, "The girls want a real boy" Now everybody's dancing And I'm just sitting in the corner With my vodka orange juice I never should have come here But I don't have a ride home And it's all thanks to you Now everybody's dancing And I'm just sitting in the corner With my vodka orange juice I never should have come here But I don't have a ride home And it's all thanks to you

And I confess These faded blue eyes you see So forgive me for pouring my love These faded blue eyes you see These faded blue eyes you see So forgive me for pouring my love And I confess So forgive me for pouring my love into you These faded blue eyes you see And I confess To falling in love too easily And I admit to making things harder For me than they have to be But in my defence The world hadn't welcomed my love until recently So forgive me for pouring my love into you And I confess So forgive me for pouring my love These faded blue eyes you see These faded blue eyes you see So forgive me for pouring my love And I confess So forgive me for pouring my love into you These faded blue eyes you see And I confess To falling in love too easily And I admit to making things harder For me than they have to be But in my defence The world hadn't welcomed my love until recently So forgive me for pouring my love into you And I confess To falling in love too easily And I admit to making things harder For me than they have to be But in my defence The world hadn't welcomed my love until recently So forgive me for pouring my love into you Wonder if you stayed up as late as I Thinking 'bout we Searching through my mind You're as far as the eye can see Love the high that comes with the night Because it's my time to dream And I confess To falling in love too easily And I admit to making things harder For me than they have to be But in my defence The world hadn't welcomed my love until recently So forgive me for pouring my love into you These faded blue eyes you see So forgive me for pouring my love into you I confess So forgive me for pouring my love into you These faded blue eyes you see