Is Your Bedroom Ceiling Bored? - Saibh Skelly

I stay up late, and I talk to the moon And I can't stop telling him all about you Wonder if you do the same thing I do These four white walls they know more than my friends They watch me type messages I'll never send This is the place that I just can't pretend to be alright Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine? Of you staring at it all the time? 'Cause it's seen so many nights where I cry And I yell at the sky for not telling you how I feel Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine? I get up early and talk to the sun And ask her for guidance But she ain't got none How am I supposed to know you're not the one I'm begging to the mirror 'cause I can't find an answer Too busy falling apart And I wonder if you're moving on If you are, what's your secret? 'Cause I can't work out where to start Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine? Of you staring at it all the time? 'Cause it's seen so many nights where I cry And I yell at the sky for not telling you how I feel Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine? I stay up late, and I talk to the moon I can't stop telling him all about you Wonder if you do the same thing I do I get up early and talk to the sun Ask her for guidance, but she ain't got none Wonder if you do the same thing I do I hope you do Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine? Of you staring at it all the time? 'Cause it's seen so many nights where I cry And I yell at the sky for not telling you how I feel Is your bedroom ceiling bored? Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine?

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling Would you have me commited for the things I'm feeling? When I tell anybody else it only goes in circles Sick of oversharing til' my face gets purple No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling You'd be more focused on fixing than who they're killing Don't know why you cringe when I say I don't want to live Four inch concrete listened better than you ever did No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone (one, one...) Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry like this Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry... like this Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

And I remember how the pillows felt like clouds Or was it the other way around? How your neighbor came in to yell at you When the party got too loud When I snuck into your living room and I wished that you would follow At first you didn't, but then you did And it was already tomorrow Then you told me how you had an uncle Who played the villain in those movies And how he died and then you cried And you apologized profusely I was nervous that this was as good as I could ever feel And I was right I confess to thinking sex was my salvation When really, they just start with the letter S You'll forgive me for thinking heaven was her bedroom It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get And I'll always remember picking up my favorite records in your apartment Kissing you before you left me for New York Weren't you a princess or an heiress or just the daughter of a rich man? In this land who calls you sunshine, so that you never have to work New York City's cold and when you love someone, you should hold on to them so tightly Until you crush them Or they wriggle from your grasp You don't just stand there and say nothing But at least I learned my lesson And I confess to thinking sex was my salvation When really, they just start with the letter S You'll forgive me for thinking heaven was her bedroom It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get If I ever make it to New York Like I said that I would Would it do me any good? If I ever make it to New York Like I told you on the phone And I confess to thinking sex was my salvation When really, they just start with the letter S You'll forgive me for thinking heaven was her bedroom It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get It's as close as I would ever get

You stopped by my best friend's house To ask her how I'm doin' now without you How I'm doing without you You know she tells me everything So you were hoping I'd rethink about you You want me thinking about you Even now you won't Let me, let me go Got me going back through Through my camera roll Even now you won't Let me, let me go Got me going back through Through my camera roll Yeah it looks like we were something It looks like we were special Tricks me into feeling Like I'm sentimental No pictures of the bad times And it makes it look so simple But every pixel lies It's all just superficial That photo under neon lights Was just before you picked a fight for nothing Always over nothing And every memory that I've saved Reminds me that I tried and failed to make it Still I can't delete it Even now you won't Let me, let me go Got me going back through Through my camera roll Yeah it looks like we were something It looks like we were special Tricks me into feeling Like I'm sentimental No pictures of the bad times And it makes it look so simple But every pixel lies It's all just superficial Superficial Superficial Superficial Superficial You stopped by my best friend's house To ask her how I'm doin' now without you How I'm doing without you

You were an illusion You made it look like we were something more Boy, what was I in for? Caused me such confusion I don't know who you are anymore Or who you ever were Warning signs and red flags But now I reconciled that I should've saved all my energy You were a waste of time Cause I sort of pathetically Thought that you were mine Oops, my mistake And I'm ashamed that I fell for all your lies A mistaken identity How did you get so sly? I, I, I How did you get so sly? I, I, I How did you get so sly? I know no one's perfect But you were nothing like you claimed to be It's still a mystery How do you live like that? Do you like driving people crazy? Like you did with me Warning signs and red flags But now I reconciled that I should've saved all my energy You were a waste of time Cause I sort of pathetically Thought that you were mine Oops, my mistake And I'm ashamed that I fell for all your lies A mistaken identity How did you get so sly? What a waste of my time You live a double life I swear you should go work for MI5 Cause you wear a disguise Almost all of the time How did you get, you get so sly? I should have saved all my energy You were a waste of time Cause I sort of pathetically Thought that you were mine Oops, my mistake And I'm ashamed that I fell for all your lies A mistaken identity How did you get so sly? I, I, I How did you get so sly? I, I, I How did you get so sly?