Insecurities - Sean Amir

Dear dear diary, where to start? I think I suffer from a troubled heart Let me share my theories They come in three parts First of all, I doubt myself Second one is that I tend to dwell Third is up, lonely as hell What a mess I'm sorry it took me all this time To confess my mental crimes But I think I'm ready now So let me introduce you to my mind Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not smart, not pretty like a star Not weak, not tough, not nearly good enough Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not small, not skinny like a doll Not sleak, not rough, not nearly good enough Mirror mirror mirror mirror on the wall I get anxious when I alcoholed Can't you see my agony? Or don't you care at all? All they ever say is to love yourself But is it wrong to lack some confidence I know they can feel it too We all do I'm sorry it took me all this time To confess my mental crimes But I think I'm ready now So let me introduce you to my mind Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not smart, not pretty like a star Not weak, not tough, not nearly good enough Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not small, not skinny like a doll Not sleak, not rough, not nearly good enough Don't know where to start It's like they're crawling down beneath Under my skin Seems like all they want Feed of my confidence again But I won't let them win Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not smart, not pretty like a star Not weak, not tough, not nearly good enough Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not small, not skinny like a doll Not sleak, not rough, not nearly good enough

I've stretched myself too thin Tried to be everything Don't know how to love I care way too much I need a thicker skin To let nobody in Don't know how to guard My tears and my loss Dark nights, the silence eats me up, but Day comes and everything's enough I'm free but I'm fragile I'm happy but I'm worried I'm set up but I'm so afraid I get pins and needles When I think about it It catches me everyday I've got scars on my soul that I'm scared to show I cried in the morning but you'd never know I should let it be, it's just my insecurities I should let it be, it's just my insecurities I tried to raise my voice Get clouded by the noise Tripped up more than twice Those fools taught me right I bared my naked soul All on my painful flaws Wish I could open up Take in the love Dark nights, the silence eats me up, but Day comes and everything's enough Oh, I'm free but I'm fragile I'm happy but I'm worried I'm set up but I'm so afraid I get pins and needles When I think about it It catches me everyday I've got scars on my soul that I'm scared to show I cried in the morning but you'd never know I should let it be, it's just my insecurities I should let it be, it's just my insecurities Every freckle on my skin has a reason Every scar that I have was worth bleeding Every curl on my head is a treasure (I think about it, I don't wanna lie, can't find it, ooh) I'm free but I'm fragile I'm happy but I'm worried Set up but I'm so afraid I get pins and needles When I think about it It catches me everyday I've got scars on my soul that I'm scared to show I cried in the morning but you'd never know I should let it be, it's just my insecurities I should let it be, it's just my insecurities I should let it be, it's just my insecurities

Our insecurities, they bend us down on broken knees Our insecurities, we wear them till we cannot see The crap the shit the garbage our mind it has to swallow; It makes us enemies, building up mistrust with greed Turns me to shut the door and hide away while time gets lost Your ignorant response can leave you looking of a beast (Chorus) And when you're pushing me away You're scared you'll get too much And when you're playing the jester Well I guess you ought to Or else it might mirror a flaw that lies in you Oh damn your insecurities Not always insecure, but bold on what you think is right I hope you break the crown before you plate it on your head (Chorus) Oh damn your insecurities, they're catching up with you

My insecurities, they're for sale Yeah this overthinking's got me almost sinking I'm a wanna be, I'm a fail Yeah my mind's a red light, they say shut up and drive But you, confident and cool You played the role, too hard to control You, breaking every rule Threw out the script, too hard to predict My insecurities, I can't shake I've made every mistake watch me bend and then break Oh I'm drowning, in the crowd You have everything I need, your success is guaranteed But you, confident and cool You played the part, you're oh so smart You, breaking every rule In the limelight, no need to hide You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him