Dear dear diary, where to start? I think I suffer from a troubled heart Let me share my theories They come in three parts First of all, I doubt myself Second one is that I tend to dwell Third is up, lonely as hell What a mess I'm sorry it took me all this time To confess my mental crimes But I think I'm ready now So let me introduce you to my mind Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not smart, not pretty like a star Not weak, not tough, not nearly good enough Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not small, not skinny like a doll Not sleak, not rough, not nearly good enough Mirror mirror mirror mirror on the wall I get anxious when I alcoholed Can't you see my agony? Or don't you care at all? All they ever say is to love yourself But is it wrong to lack some confidence I know they can feel it too We all do I'm sorry it took me all this time To confess my mental crimes But I think I'm ready now So let me introduce you to my mind Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not smart, not pretty like a star Not weak, not tough, not nearly good enough Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not small, not skinny like a doll Not sleak, not rough, not nearly good enough Don't know where to start It's like they're crawling down beneath Under my skin Seems like all they want Feed of my confidence again But I won't let them win Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not smart, not pretty like a star Not weak, not tough, not nearly good enough Meet my insecurities Let's count in one two three Not small, not skinny like a doll Not sleak, not rough, not nearly good enough

Our insecurities, they bend us down on broken knees Our insecurities, we wear them till we cannot see The crap the shit the garbage our mind it has to swallow; It makes us enemies, building up mistrust with greed Turns me to shut the door and hide away while time gets lost Your ignorant response can leave you looking of a beast (Chorus) And when you're pushing me away You're scared you'll get too much And when you're playing the jester Well I guess you ought to Or else it might mirror a flaw that lies in you Oh damn your insecurities Not always insecure, but bold on what you think is right I hope you break the crown before you plate it on your head (Chorus) Oh damn your insecurities, they're catching up with you

My insecurities, they're for sale Yeah this overthinking's got me almost sinking I'm a wanna be, I'm a fail Yeah my mind's a red light, they say shut up and drive But you, confident and cool You played the role, too hard to control You, breaking every rule Threw out the script, too hard to predict My insecurities, I can't shake I've made every mistake watch me bend and then break Oh I'm drowning, in the crowd You have everything I need, your success is guaranteed But you, confident and cool You played the part, you're oh so smart You, breaking every rule In the limelight, no need to hide You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him You always win, you always win, you always win That's why I wanna be like him

I won't wear makeup on Thursday I'm sick of covering up I'm tired of feeling so broken I'm tired of falling in love Sometimes I'm shy, and I'm anxious Sometimes I'm down on my knees Sometimes I try to embrace all my insecurities So I won't wear makeup on Thursday 'Cause who I am is enough And there are many things that I could change so slightly But why would I succumb to something so unlike me? I was always taught to just be myself Don't change for anyone I wanna laugh, I don't wanna cry Don't want these tears inside my eyes, yeah Don't wanna wake up and feel insecure I wanna sing, I wanna dance I wanna feel love inside my hands again I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful I'll wear my sweatpants on Thursday And I'll drink sloe gin from a can I'll build my own independence I don't always need a man You know sometimes I feel lonely Could do with the company Oh, I get high when I'm down But you know that's alright with me So I will do nothing on Thursday Sit alone and be And there are many things that I could change so slightly But why would I succumb to something so unlike me? I was always taught to just be myself Don't change for anyone I wanna laugh, I don't wanna cry Don't want these tears inside my eyes, yeah Don't wanna wake up and feel insecure I wanna sing, I wanna dance I wanna feel love inside my hands again I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful I won't wear makeup on Thursday 'Cause who I am is enough And I, I wanna laugh, I don't wanna cry Don't want these tears inside my eyes, yeah Don't wanna wake up and feel insecure I wanna sing, I wanna dance I wanna feel love inside my hands again I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful

Never mind tomorrow Never mind the fall Never mind the worry If I'm standing next to you I held you in the morning And I kiss you late at night Never mind, never mind, never mind Who is wrong or right You said I'm lazy And I was giving up on us But how can you blame me If I wasn't enough? I never minded when your heart turned dark With every fight I loved you just as hard And I tried to stop you overthinking And I gave you my word from the start But I never minded all your broken parts Look at all our history And there's no going back Remember what you gave me And now I'm done with being mad You pushed me and I pulled you back Too far, we came off the tracks Never mind, never mind, never mind It all don't matter now You said I'm lazy And I was giving up on us But darling can you blame me If we ran out of love? I never minded when your heart turned dark With every fight I loved you just as hard And I tried to stop you overthinking And I gave you my word from the start But I never minded all your broken parts Every time you said you were breaking I'm laying right by your side Every time your guns were blazing Every time you said you hate me I lay right by your side Every time your emotions faze me Never mind, never mind, never mind I never minded when your heart turned dark With every fight I loved you just as hard And I tried to stop you overthinking And I gave you my word from the start But I never minded all your broken parts

I'd give you all my money If love was the currency If my back was up against it I'd swear on my property I know you ain't the one to gamble And bet you you're gonna win Lay all your cards on the table Let me know if you're out or in If you give a little time then I'll be yours (ooh) Just spend a little time 'cause it don't cost (ooh) One, two, three, add it up You plus me, that's enough Put it all down on a good thing Don't you wanna know what you're missing? One, two, three, add it up What I need ain't a lot Put it all down on a good thing Don't you wanna know what you're missing? Put a little love on me A little love down on me Won't you put it down on me Put a little lovin' down on me If you want security Then baby, invest in me You don't need to bail me out, no 'Cause everything I've got is there for you If you give a little time then I'll be yours (ooh) Just spend a little time 'cause it don't cost (ooh) One, two, three, add it up You plus me, that's enough (oh no) Put it all down on a good thing Don't you wanna know what you're missing? One, two, three, add it up What I need ain't a lot Put it all down on a good thing Don't you wanna know what you're missing? Put a little love on me (put a little love on me) A little love down on me Won't you put it down on me? Put a little lovin' down on me No, I won't let it all go to waste (put your love on me) 'Cause I know, yeah, I know what it takes (put your love on me) No, I won't let it all go to waste (put your love on me) 'Cause I know, yeah, I know what it takes (put your love on me) One, two, three, add it up (add it up) You plus me, that's enough (that's enough) Put it all down on a good thing (oh) Don't you wanna know what you're missing? (Oh) One, two, three, add it up (add it up) What I need ain't a lot (ain't a lot) Put it all down on a good thing (oh) Don't you wanna know what you're missing? Put a little love on me A little love down on me Won't you put it down on me? Put a little lovin' down Put a little love on me A little love down on me Won't you put it down on me? Put a little lovin' down on me

I won't wear makeup on Thursday I'm sick of covering up I'm tired of feeling so broken I'm tired of falling in love Sometimes I'm shy and I'm anxious Sometimes I'm down on my knees Sometimes I try to embrace all my insecurities So I won't wear makeup on Thursday 'Cause who I am is enough And there are many things that I could change so slightly But why would I succumb to something so unlike me I was always taught to just be myself Don't change for anyone I wanna laugh, I don't wanna cry Don't want these tears inside my eyes, yeah Don't wanna wake up and feel insecure I wanna sing, I wanna dance I wanna feel love inside my hands again I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful I'll wear my sweatpants on Thursday And I'll drink sloe gin from a can I'll build my own independence I don't always need a man You know sometimes I feel lonely Could do with the company Oh, I get high when I'm down But you know that's alright with me So I will do nothing on Thursday Sit alone and be And there are many things that I could change so slightly But why would I succumb to something so unlike me? I was always taught to just be myself Don't change for anyone I wanna laugh, I don't wanna cry Don't want these tears inside my eyes, yeah Don't wanna wake up and feel insecure I wanna sing, I wanna dance I wanna feel love inside my hands again I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful I won't wear makeup on Thursday 'Cause who I am is enough I wanna laugh, I don't wanna cry Don't want these tears inside my eyes, yeah Don't wanna wake up and feel insecure I wanna sing, I wanna dance I wanna feel love inside my hands again I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, oh I Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna feel beautiful