Maybe I'll treat you better Maybe I'll be your friend Maybe I'll wear your sweater Maybe I'll find some time To go shopping And buy you nicer clothes 'Cause the ones you've got have got to go I'll cook your dinner Put some meat on those bones That's the least I could do I'd be so good for you I build you up I'll be the best You'd have it all If we were, if we were You'd never be So damn depressed If we were, if we were I build you up You'd never rest If we were, if we were We'd be the most beautiful mess If we were forever... Maybe I'll do your laundry Maybe I'll scratch your back Tell you I adore you Make you feel like a man And all of that Now wouldn't that be nice? And you've got a life, wouldn't think less I'll drive you crazy for the rest of your life That's the least I could do I'd be so good to you I build you up I'll be the best You'd have it all If we were, if we were You'd never be So d.amn depressed If we were, if we were I build you up You'd never rest If we were, if we were We'd be the most beautiful mess If we were forever... You don't realize what your missing All the huggin', all the kissin' Shut up and listen to me But we're not I forgot I build you up I'll be the best You'd have it all If we were, if we were You'd never be So d.amn depressed If we were, if we were I build you up You'd never rest If we were, if we were We'd be the most beautiful mess If we were forever... You don't realize what your missing All the huggin', all the kissin' Shut up and listen to me But we're not I forgot

One day soon, it's gonna happen just by chance You and I will just succumb to this romance On that day my love will find you And you'll discover what a wonder life can be And you will know how much I love you If we were lovers If we were more than just good friends I know how good it could be Just by the way you're looking at me As if we were lovers, if we were lovers I've waited so long for that day I think you feel the same way You try so hard not to give it away Afraid that I'll discover What in your heart you know, is meant to be Darlin' if you want it to be me To be the one to say, I want you Then I'm telling you now Gonna find a way somehow, to be your lover And spend the whole night making love Then find it's never enough Just think what we are giving up Every day that we're not lovers Few times in our lives can we feel this way It would be a shame just to throw it away Time is slipping by, we don't know what's ahead I don't want to look back and have any regrets One day soon, it's gonna happen just by chance You and I will just succumb to this romance On that day my love will find you And you'll discover what a wonder life can be And you will know how much I love you On that day my love will find you And you'll discover what a wonder life can be And you will know how much I love you How much I love you

It's not the long, flowing dress that you're in Or the light coming off of your skin The fragile heart you protected for so long Or the mercy in your sense of right and wrong It's not your hands searching slow in the dark Or your nails leaving love's watermark It's not the way you talk me off the roof Your questions like directions to the truth It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone One day you'll be gone If we were vampires and death was a joke We'd go out on the sidewalk and smoke And laugh at all the lovers and their plans I wouldn't feel the need to hold your hand Maybe time running out is a gift I'll work hard 'til the end of my shift And give you every second I can find And hope it isn't me who's left behind It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone One day you'll be gone It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone One day you'll be gone

Haha Yeah Yeah Po-po-po Po-po-po yeah han They used to tell me (Yeah) You won't be nothing (Huh) I saw the moonlight (Wow) And thought of something (Hmm) You're too feminine Oh won't you be my friend? (Be mine) I've overcome these feelings of feeling trash all over again In my Soho room (Aw) Wonder if the neighbors hear Everything that's playing right here on my little screen I don't know I don't know who's up at all I don't know I don't know if someone else can hear this song I don't know Who I'm looking for I don't know Leave me 'lone, I just don't know Found my place through it all It's an island face to face with a ball I must've missed a thousand calls I don't know And frankly I don't care Let me sleep I am not there I don't know Frankly, I do not care I don't know What the future holds but I I just know, yeah, that I will be just fine Sometimes I Hesitate to live my life But oh no more It's time to take flight I never feel like I'm enough but that's because They done told me I'm looking a little rough Around the edges Like my heart that's made of glass Cut like a knife when they sat back and laughed All these feelings in my heart just had me feeling like a waste of space, ohohohohoh no And sometimes I get caught inside my mind, I'm ready to see brighter days where I will be just fine I've got a lot to be grateful for, and not too much to feel hateful towards Working on a better me, all this shit it's all for me I've got a lot to be grateful for, and not too much to feel hateful towards Working on a better me, all this shit it's all for me

All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love You told me you'd never go away Dear lil' Hennie take the pain away All this smoke I can't find my way My mind's slowly fading Every night I'm tweaking I'm thinking you're the reason Friends told me stop but I keep slipping Inside my heart it's dim and dark, my eyes keep glistening Roll up in a ball, get up on a call but I can never sleep No, I can never sleep All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywherе I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love Told me you'd never run away I been walking where the fuck you been? You been texting all these messages Tripped me up about my confidence Showered you in your favorite presents Used to like them but you wasn't present Your words stuck to me like they were Piers Morgan's Ignorance with a good diction All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love Yeah, huh Stop now, calm down, breathe out Don't share your thoughts, they loud What you jealous, about? That girl wasn't shit, she was Walked out, where you at? I can be there Home 'lone, where my boys, have you seen them? Ignored them, now I'm lone on a weekday Drinks out, no one to share all my feelings My ego shivering, I been super weak and I felt like the Weekend I called you on weekends But that ain't your thinking You don't like my moves, you think I be creeping All up in my feelings, but where have the drinks been? I need some I need some I need some again Oh won't you come back girl at least be my friend I need some I need some I need some again All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love Drunk in love Drunk in love

Yo Arum, you ready? Alright, let's go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to ground, can't remember my name These tears in my eyes Made me blind to the light Who the fuck told y'all I was doing alright? Yeah these late nights, alonе up in my room How the fuck you think I could go back to school? All unfair fights, alone down in my tomb I wish I coulda made mysеlf a little cool Let you fall in love with someone else But I'm a broken boy and I got no one else Been stomping walls, ripping off my nails Like a broken toy I put me on the shelf Got a hard time letting dreams go Got a hard time letting me go Got a hard time letting dreams go Got a hard time letting me go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I been on my phone, tryna leave her 'lone Even wrote her a thousand different songs They feel way too distant, the times we got along She blocked me out her life and I can't move on Looking past horizons, but I feel so small Nothing ever seems to make sense at all I'm with another person, and she loves me whole But then it comes to mind, that you did also It ain't a curse if you tryna hide the facts If you look into your eyes, clean your dick, and think of ass Can't make truce, if you don't stay true, yeah think of that You say you cheat because of devils, I say you just a rat And it's fine if you gotta compromise yourself If someone gotta see that you not perfect in and out You hate hurting people, and that hurts you most when it happens So speak your truth, embrace and use these demons Note to self 10th of February 2021 (Woooh) Huh I think that's pretty much the beat

Dark hair Brown eyes You're all that I desire Brown hair Dark eyes You're all that I desire Make love, no make-up Everything I want Break up, and make up Toxic days are far I fall asleep I think of you Wonder what you would do If we, were close Front my face all the day long How does loving take so long? The man, I trust Love is at our fingertips Like all my cigarettes I cry but smile Love is at our fingertips Talk to you with just one click So far, close by Love you, love more No that ain't an option Love you, love more No find a solution I need an intervention for what I'm going through Heart pounding, blood pumping I need to take a two Shatter my life, baby come by My arms, your arms combined A bus away, a train away, I come your way We need to wait, slower our pace; calm down my face Love is at our fingertips Like all my cigarettes I cry but smile Love is at our fingertips Talk to you with just one click So far, close by Blue moonlight, shine so bright Starry nights, wishes good nights Hello, goodbye Goodbye, hello Demon, halo Stand high, stay low At my fingertips The only one, I miss