Is it rainin' at your house like it's rainin' at mine Do you miss me like I miss you, is it cloudy all the time Do you tremble when the phone rings And you think I'm on the line Is it rainin' at your house like it's rainin' at mine? Does it thunder and lightnin' even when the sun shines Is it rainin' at your house like it's rainin' at mine? Is it rainin' at your place just like it is over here If it is then sweetheart like me, I know you're scared I just called you to console you like any old friend would do Is it rainin' at your house and by the way I still love you Does it thunder and lightnin' even when the sun shines Is it rainin' at your house like it's rainin' at mine? Is it rainin' at your house like it's rainin' at mine?

Haha Yeah Yeah Po-po-po Po-po-po yeah han They used to tell me (Yeah) You won't be nothing (Huh) I saw the moonlight (Wow) And thought of something (Hmm) You're too feminine Oh won't you be my friend? (Be mine) I've overcome these feelings of feeling trash all over again In my Soho room (Aw) Wonder if the neighbors hear Everything that's playing right here on my little screen I don't know I don't know who's up at all I don't know I don't know if someone else can hear this song I don't know Who I'm looking for I don't know Leave me 'lone, I just don't know Found my place through it all It's an island face to face with a ball I must've missed a thousand calls I don't know And frankly I don't care Let me sleep I am not there I don't know Frankly, I do not care I don't know What the future holds but I I just know, yeah, that I will be just fine Sometimes I Hesitate to live my life But oh no more It's time to take flight I never feel like I'm enough but that's because They done told me I'm looking a little rough Around the edges Like my heart that's made of glass Cut like a knife when they sat back and laughed All these feelings in my heart just had me feeling like a waste of space, ohohohohoh no And sometimes I get caught inside my mind, I'm ready to see brighter days where I will be just fine I've got a lot to be grateful for, and not too much to feel hateful towards Working on a better me, all this shit it's all for me I've got a lot to be grateful for, and not too much to feel hateful towards Working on a better me, all this shit it's all for me

All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love You told me you'd never go away Dear lil' Hennie take the pain away All this smoke I can't find my way My mind's slowly fading Every night I'm tweaking I'm thinking you're the reason Friends told me stop but I keep slipping Inside my heart it's dim and dark, my eyes keep glistening Roll up in a ball, get up on a call but I can never sleep No, I can never sleep All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywherе I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love Told me you'd never run away I been walking where the fuck you been? You been texting all these messages Tripped me up about my confidence Showered you in your favorite presents Used to like them but you wasn't present Your words stuck to me like they were Piers Morgan's Ignorance with a good diction All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love Yeah, huh Stop now, calm down, breathe out Don't share your thoughts, they loud What you jealous, about? That girl wasn't shit, she was Walked out, where you at? I can be there Home 'lone, where my boys, have you seen them? Ignored them, now I'm lone on a weekday Drinks out, no one to share all my feelings My ego shivering, I been super weak and I felt like the Weekend I called you on weekends But that ain't your thinking You don't like my moves, you think I be creeping All up in my feelings, but where have the drinks been? I need some I need some I need some again Oh won't you come back girl at least be my friend I need some I need some I need some again All she wanna do is party all night Drinks everywhere I'm feeling so drunk, so lost Drunk in love Drunk in love Drunk in love

Yo Arum, you ready? Alright, let's go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to ground, can't remember my name These tears in my eyes Made me blind to the light Who the fuck told y'all I was doing alright? Yeah these late nights, alonе up in my room How the fuck you think I could go back to school? All unfair fights, alone down in my tomb I wish I coulda made mysеlf a little cool Let you fall in love with someone else But I'm a broken boy and I got no one else Been stomping walls, ripping off my nails Like a broken toy I put me on the shelf Got a hard time letting dreams go Got a hard time letting me go Got a hard time letting dreams go Got a hard time letting me go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I see these demons in my mind and I can't get rid of them They seem to haunt my dreams and I can't let them go I been on my phone, tryna leave her 'lone Even wrote her a thousand different songs They feel way too distant, the times we got along She blocked me out her life and I can't move on Looking past horizons, but I feel so small Nothing ever seems to make sense at all I'm with another person, and she loves me whole But then it comes to mind, that you did also It ain't a curse if you tryna hide the facts If you look into your eyes, clean your dick, and think of ass Can't make truce, if you don't stay true, yeah think of that You say you cheat because of devils, I say you just a rat And it's fine if you gotta compromise yourself If someone gotta see that you not perfect in and out You hate hurting people, and that hurts you most when it happens So speak your truth, embrace and use these demons Note to self 10th of February 2021 (Woooh) Huh I think that's pretty much the beat