IF I'M NOT HERE - Canblaster

Glee I can't let these niggas knock me off my pivot God sat me down and talked to me, I listened I was in that cell, he told me that I'm gifted I don't make it in the booth, then I'ma make it in the kitchen I'm special with the mic, special with the whippin' I ran out of money, had to pay attention All the people that was 'round me, they ain't have my best interest You ain't have my best interest You lazy with yo' loyalty and yo' position And now I gotta execute 'cause you don't listen That throwaway on me, dumpin' with position I know shawty only on my trail 'cause she see a ticket I read between the lines and people, they intentions Can't have you niggas around me shit gon' go to missing I had to press that bump, I had to feel it You know if it ever come down to it, a nigga with it All these drugs got the whole world jiggy Hoes comin' out they clothes and niggas trippin' Why hit the top to back to the bottom? All these bitches fallin' for me like it's autumn I'm tryna tell you, homie, you don't want none They freed me so I'm right back to that money hunt Somebody tell these niggas they don't want none Kodak Black but I'm sprayin' blue hundons They said my nigga Cool on the fuckin' run When they let him out of prison, I'll be 31 I knew I was a star when I was sellin' hard Everybody told me I would make it when I was on the block See, before the rap shit, I was jackin' cars I couldn't get all my time 'cause I was doin' fraud Me and my nigga Lil' Marcus tearin' up the Y It hurt me 'til my heart hurt, they gave him 25 I'm from the Nola, all I know is slang that iron Just like I told you, if I'm lyin' then I'm flyin' Just like I told you, if I'm lyin' then I'm flyin' Just like I told you, if I'm lyin' then I'm flyin'

If I'm lucky, You will tell me that you care, That we'll never be apart. If I'm lucky, This will be no light affair, It's forever from the start. If I'm lucky, There'll be moonbeams all around, Shining bright as day. You will hold my hand And you'll understand All I cannot seem to say. If I'm lucky, There will be a time and a place, You'll kiss me, we'll embrace; In that moment, Every wishful dream I ever knew Will come true; If I'm lucky, I will go through the years with you. If I'm lucky, There will be a time and a place, You'll kiss me, we'll embrace; In that moment, Every wishful dream I ever knew Will come true; If I'm lucky, I will go through the years with you.

If I'm so happy How am I losing all this sleep? If I'm the only child How do I feel like the black sheep? If this is what we always wanted How's the signal so weak? If I'm loved unconditionally How's this condition so unique, so unique? But when you're with me I feel like I'm embracing it And when you cry I know that you've been saving me And if I'm insecure How have I been so sure That I'm gonna care for you 'Til I am no more If I'm insecure How have I been so sure That I'm gonna care for you 'Til I am no more But if this life matters How am I still wasting it? If I'm an animal Shouldn't I be embracing it? When you're with me I feel like I'm embracing it And when you cry (when you cry) I know that you've been saving me, from me And if I'm insecure How have I been so sure That I'm gonna care for you 'Til I am no more How have I been so sure That I'm gonna care for you 'Til I am no more If I'm insecure How have I been so sure That I'm gonna care for you 'Til I am no more How have I been so sure That I'm gonna care for you 'Til I am no more

If I'm a bird, I'll fly up to the heavens and ask God How you were made so lovely If I'm a tree, I'll be your shade when it's too warm outside Your shield when it's drizzling too hard If I'm a bird, I'll fly up so high to guide you home Through the safest path out of here If I'm a tree, I'll always stand tall beside you and I'll always take care of you I will save the world I will save the world I will save the world for you

Hello, where have you been? You're about to miss it all I would give anything to hear you call, if I'm honest Sometimes, it's all that I can do to keep my head up high I'm like a book with empty pages inside Cold wind blowing through the window shade I'm calling what else can I say? I'm like a billboard in the sky How many times you've passed me by, you've passed me by? You're like a blinking neon light How many times I've bought your lies Sometimes I wonder why, if I'm honest My life, it's not as easy as I make you think I close my eyes and I try not to blink, if I'm honest Cold wind blowing through the window shade Fallin' faster each and every day I'm like a billboard in the sky How many times you've passed me by, you've passed me by? You're like a blinking neon light How many times I've bought your lies? Sometimes I wonder why Come back, come back Please don't leave me all alone Come back, come back I'm right here Come back, come back I'm willing if you are I'm like a billboard in the sky How many times you've passed me by, you've passed me by? You're like a blinking neon light How many times I've bought your lies? Sometimes I wonder why I'm like a billboard in the sky How many times you've passed me by you've passed me by? You're like a blinking neon light How many times I've bought your lies? Sometimes I wonder why, if I'm honest