Lost in your own home From what you've known Drifting alone Drifting alone Blood running cold Frozen to the bone As we're getting old As we're getting old You think you'll get out now? Think you'll get away now? Forget it You think you'll get out now? Forget it So forget the medications Fogging all these complications Can't even hold these conversations Caused by all the observations Everything you've known Everything destined to be dropped Your head keeps pounding And keeps on pounding And keeps on pounding Will it ever just fucking stop? Everything you've known Everything destined to be dropped Everything you've known Dropped... Dropped... Your request to reach for light Forget it... Forget Losing focus... as the blood... AS THE BLOODSHED SURROUNDS ME Losing focus, as your god- As your god crawls towards me As your god crawls towards me As the bloodshed surrounds me As the bloodshed surrounds me Wake the fuck up and forget it So forget the medications Fogging all these complications Can't even hold these conversations Caused by all the observations Everything you've known Everything destined to be dropped Your head keeps pounding And keeps on pounding And keeps on pounding Will it ever just fucking stop? Everything you've known Everything destined to be dropped Wake the fuck up - FORGET! DRIFTING ALONE!

Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you? I thought I knew all the answers to what it's all about I never once had to think about what I'd do without The kind of lovin' you gave me, but now you let me down I wasn't ready to let it go, but I'm over that now I was always the easy-come with the easy-go Facing the future without you, well, that ain't easy, no The person I am alone is somebody I don't know I wanna be holding on to you, but you let me go Why did I do this to myself? Why did I do this to myself? Why did I do this to myself? Now I'm having an identity crisis And you know that I don't ever get like this The adrenaline is doing my mind in You're my medicine, but now I can't find it So I'm having an identity crisis And I'm doing all I can just to fight it But my head is spinning, I can't define it I can't hide it, no, I can't hide it That I'm having an identity crisis (Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?) (Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?) How did I go from the top of the world to underground? What do I do to get movin' and say I'm better now? The hardest part is to start it up without knowing how I can't deny it, I lied when I said I'm over that now Why did I do this to myself? Why did I do this to myself? Why did I do this to myself? Now I'm having an identity crisis And you know that I don't ever get like this The adrenaline is doing my mind in You're my medicine, but now I can't find it So I'm having an identity crisis And I'm doing all I can just to fight it But my head is spinning, I can't define it I can't hide it, no, I can't hide it That I'm having an identity crisis (Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?) (Who am I, who am I, who am I) (Now I'm having an identity crisis) (Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?) (Who am I, who am I, who am I) (Now I'm having an identity crisis) (Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?) (Who am I, who am I)

My papers they say My papers they say My papers they say India clara My papers they say My papers they say My papers they say India clara Your abuelo say My tia she say And the people say Mejora la raza Your abuelo say My tia she say And the people say Mejora la raza Pelo bueno Pelo malo No te cases Con fulano Marry fair Stay out of the sun Bleach your skin Isn't this fun? Ayayay ayay identity crisis Ayayay ayay identity crisis You came out looking like a blanquita No me venga con tu cuento Que tu abuelo es andaluz No me venga con tu cuento Que tu abuelo es andaluz En la sangre caribeña hay Taino y negritud En la sangre caribeña hay Taino y negritud Pelo bueno Pelo malo No te cases Con fulano Marry fair Stay out of the sun Bleach your skin Isn't this fun? Pelo bueno Pelo malo No te cases Con fulano Marry fair Stay out of the sun Bleach your skin Isn't this fun? Ayayay ayay identity crisis Ayayay ayay identity crisis You came out looking like a blanquita Con to' ese sazón, esta vaina emborracha, muchacha Con to' ese sazón, esta vaina emborracha, muchacha Ayayay ayay identity crisis Ayayay ayay identity crisis You came out looking like a blanquita

I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table But I never get it right No, I never get it right I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees I can't understand why they're stingin' me But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I've got what I need I'll rip and smash through the hornet's nest Do you understand I deserve the best? And I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I got what I need I try to stick this pin through a butterfly 'cause I I like all the pretty colors But it just fell apart, so I flung it in the fire To burn with all the others 'Cause I never get it right No, I never get it right I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees I can't understand why they're stingin' me But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I got what I need I'll rip and smash through the hornet's nest Do you understand I deserve the best? 'Til you do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I've got what I need And this time, I'll get it right This time, I'll get it right It's gonna be this time, I'll get it right God, let it be this time, I get it right So I'm cuttin' that branch off the cherry tree Singin' this will be my victory Then I See them comin' after me And they're followin' me across the sea And now they're stingin' my friends and my family And I I don't know why this is happening But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I got what I need I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table

There was a time when I tried to hold the ocean in my fists When I mistook the language for the light There was a tightness that gripped my soul and bubbled at my wrists And choked me within inches of my life But now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey There was a time when I tried to bind and bottle up the sea I tried to hide my heart inside my head There was a maze of these vicious lines that cut through everything I pulled against them till my body bled But now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey I will find, I will find another way, way And I will lean, I will lean into the grey, grey Now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey Yeah, I've had enough of black and white I'll lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey I'll find another way and I Will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey

Somewhere down the way, there's a hidden place that anyone That all of us could find But our maps have failed, so venture through the veil and realize That these roads are intertwined Far beyond those walls, gleaming black and white Further than our false schemes of wrong and right Is a field where we can walk Leaving all our names behind I will meet you there, beyond the pines Templed in twilight or dawn The light and easy air Tracing the lines on our palms Somewhere down the road is a place that we can go where everyone And everything is divine And when we're all awake, we can finally make and end of these Divisions in our minds Far beyond those walls, gleaming black and white Further than our false schemes of wrong and right Is a field where we can walk Leaving all our names behind I will meet you there, beyond the pines Templed in twilight or dawn The light and easy air Tracing the lines on our palms I will meet you there, beyond the pines Templed in twilight or dawn The light and easy air Tracing the lines on our palms And I will meet you there (Don't go to sleep) Our souls and feet both bare (With grass beneath) The oaths we needn't swear (Are vast and deep) Our breath will be our prayer (Alone, complete) I will meet you there, beyond the pines Templed in twilight or dawn The light and easy air Tracing the lines on our palms I will meet you there, beyond the pines Templed in twilight or dawn The light and easy air Tracing the lines on our palms I will meet you there

Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right Yeah the margin of error is slight Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right Yeah you know that you could Save my life (There is a risk, there's a risk when your dealing with love) You could snap my neck (Any speed you drive can be dangerous) Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right Yeah you know there's a fine line between Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right 'Cause I know what betrayal can mean When this frame fails me Will I trust you to carry me through? I know there's no such thing as safety But I know what a promise can do Will I trust you, will I trust you to carry me through? I will trust you, 'cause I know what a promise can do