The Hollywood hills weren't made for someone like me The banks and the rivers were always more of my speed Time has passed slowly since the day that I ran away And the more that I picture your smile I see my mistake You and the Pines Are loving longing waiting Grinning with your arms out under Grey skies Masking all the pain inside and Knowing that you're desperate to be saved Loved every moment I spent just being with you But lonely took hold and I did what I'd never do Time has passed slowly since the day that I ran away And the more that I picture your face I see my mistake You and the Pines Are loving longing waiting Grinning with your arms out under Grey skies Masking all the pain inside and Knowing that you're desperate to be saved Time has passed slowly since the day that I ran away And the more that I picture your smile I see my mistake

I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table But I never get it right No, I never get it right I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees I can't understand why they're stingin' me But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I've got what I need I'll rip and smash through the hornet's nest Do you understand I deserve the best? And I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I got what I need I try to stick this pin through a butterfly 'cause I I like all the pretty colors But it just fell apart, so I flung it in the fire To burn with all the others 'Cause I never get it right No, I never get it right I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees I can't understand why they're stingin' me But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I got what I need I'll rip and smash through the hornet's nest Do you understand I deserve the best? 'Til you do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I've got what I need And this time, I'll get it right This time, I'll get it right It's gonna be this time, I'll get it right God, let it be this time, I get it right So I'm cuttin' that branch off the cherry tree Singin' this will be my victory Then I See them comin' after me And they're followin' me across the sea And now they're stingin' my friends and my family And I I don't know why this is happening But I'll do what I want, I'll do what I please I'll do it again 'til I got what I need I keep swingin' my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table

There was a time when I tried to hold the ocean in my fists When I mistook the language for the light There was a tightness that gripped my soul and bubbled at my wrists And choked me within inches of my life But now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey There was a time when I tried to bind and bottle up the sea I tried to hide my heart inside my head There was a maze of these vicious lines that cut through everything I pulled against them till my body bled But now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey I will find, I will find another way, way And I will lean, I will lean into the grey, grey Now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey Yeah, I've had enough of black and white I'll lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey I'll find another way and I Will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey

Image marred by self-infliction Private wars on my soul waged Heart is scarred by dual volition Juxtaposed and both engaged Kindle flame, a test of faith Pray help me see it through I put all my trust in you Refine hate and love Fall afresh on me End this crisis of Identity Draw this darkness out like poison Stab, retrieve, again decline Help me drive the dagger deeper Trace with me explicit line Take this blade, a test of faith And strike me deep and true I put all my trust in you Refine hate and love Fall afresh on me End this crisis of Identity This is my voice, all shadows stayed This is my heart, upon the alter laid Please take all else away Hear my cry, I beg, I plead, I pray I walk into the flame A calculated risk to further bless your name So strike me deep and true And in your strength I will live and die both unto you

Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right Yeah the margin of error is slight Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right Yeah you know that you could Save my life (There is a risk, there's a risk when your dealing with love) You could snap my neck (Any speed you drive can be dangerous) Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right Yeah you know there's a fine line between Mix the chemicals right dear Mix the chemicals right 'Cause I know what betrayal can mean When this frame fails me Will I trust you to carry me through? I know there's no such thing as safety But I know what a promise can do Will I trust you, will I trust you to carry me through? I will trust you, 'cause I know what a promise can do