Will I ever find peace or the bliss of serenity Ascendancy, I can't be alone in this feeling Ecstasy I just don't know what ails me Burning from the inside out I'm crazed testing my mortality I tried to settle the score with myself And it never got me that far Despair It's never as it seems I rip my heart out for nothing I never thought I'd feel so low I didn't overcome or learn to grow And now I'm struggling sober You see me passed out right on the floor It's not that I'm down now and then The truth is that I cannot stop this from happening I'm settling the score with myself Now you see the real me Oh my god let's get faded This reminds me of those good times I was intoxicated Let's burn this fucker down until our judgment day Is it something unbecoming of who I should be I tried to settle the score with myself And it never got me the far Despair It's never as it seems I rip my heart out for nothing I never thought I'd feel so low I didn't overcome or learn to grow And now I'm struggling sober You see me passed out right on the floor It's not that I'm down now and then The truth is that I cannot stop this from happening

All this time I've wasted for Peace of mind I can't let go Shattered thoughts they break my soul Devil's words they set the tone My demise is all I see Cut my ties now I can't breathe Come the tides take me below Don't need angels I need hope I should call Repent my sin From above Let me in Take me away Leave me trapped below Take me away Leave me trapped below