I Hate It Here - SwavorKing

I try to stay busy I do the dishes, I mow the lawn I try to keep myself occupied Even though I know you're not coming home I try to keep the house nice and neat I make my bed, I change the sheets I even learned how to use the washing machine Keeping things clean doesn't change anything What am I gonna do when I run out of shirts to fold? What am I gonna do when I run out of lawn to mow? What am I gonna do if you never come home? Tell me, oh what am I gonna do? Oh, I hate it I hate it here When you're gone I caught myself thinking I caught myself thinking once again I had to try to keep my mind out of this Try not to pretend I check the phone I check the mail I check the phone again, I call your mom She says you're not there and I should take care I hate it here When you're gone I hate it I hate it here When you're gone I try to stay busy I take out the trash, I sweep the floor I try to keep myself occupied 'Cause I know you don't live here anymore

I wish I could erase it, but I can't though And not for lack of trying I'd be lying if I said that I could let go You already know Everything I'm feeling 'cause You told me not to worry about a month ago We're just friends, stop being so irrational Fast-forward to my fears becoming factual And your ghost likes to visit with me nightly To tell me how every day was something fictional and I see you in every single person that I meet and I'm sorry But the thought of you with him is enough to leave me weak And I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it And I'm so past gone I packed my bags and just became another passenger Tryna act strong It's tit-for-tat and I ain't perfect but I'm searching for some purpose They marching in they lines inside the circus But this burden might be worth it If I carry it with everything I've got So tandem with the shots Cold handed with these rocks that I kick back No, no, no, don't hit me with no props I don't get that It's low-key like baritones Gimme lil' love and a quarter count of that serotonin Living for the moment I navigate through the pheromones I'm just tryna bare with 'em Sleepless nights I'm cold looking in myself (and it's no use tryna get used to) Haunted by your ghost, I see nothing else (the weight of living without you) You're like a demon in disguise Have to run away (and that's something that I can't undo) I'm tryna heal, move on Gotta let you go But all I know is I see you in every single person that I meet and I'm sorry But the thought of you with him is enough to leave me weak And I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it

You're post to be my sneaky link Woo ho How yo feelings get involved and you act like you ain't know You're just a sneaky Yeah yeah yeah Rough sex you love the way I make u grip the wall You're my sneaky link yeah I'm with my baby so I can't pick up your calls Baby You my sneaky link Never let your feelings get involved I'm a call your phone when I'm on bad terms with my bitch And I know you feel the same cuz I know that yo Nigga ain't shit You feel the blues and you don't even fuck wit Crips Aye aye And I know you fuck with cuz you know I stack it up just like some chips Yeah yeah yeah Thought we had an understanding never thought that you would plan this Now I'm telling you I need space like these other planets Bull shit, my old lady got to fully clip She'll really come and bust it if she finds out what we doing I'm a act like i don't know you You can't get jealous this some shit that a nigga done already told you You told me you want niggas who spoil you How you expecting me to be with you when you ain't loyal You're post to be my sneaky link Woo ho How yo feelings get involved and you act like you ain't know You're just a sneaky Yeah yeah yeah Rough sex you love the way i make u grip the wall You're my sneaky link yeah I'm with my baby so I can't pick up your calls Baby You my sneaky link Never let your feelings get involved I swear to god yo Nigga find out he gone know how I'm coming How they say? he gone know how we bumming He's just a lame nigga he don't know just how we flame niggas I got some young niggas I swear they be my main hitters I should've known that you would lie to me My shorty called you and she told you was trying me That pussy WAP and that head SLOP I need it one more time I'm already single so I don't think that i am crossing the line I've already rolled the dice I've already lost my wife I can't leave you alone (lone) And I know I living wrong But i can't let ya go You're post to be my sneaky link Woo ho How yo feelings get involved and you act like you ain't know You're just a sneaky Yeah yeah yeah Rough sex you love the way I make u grip the wall You're my sneaky link yeah I'm with my baby so I can't pick up your calls Baby You my sneaky link Never let your feelings get involved