I Don't Want to Know You Anymore - Alex Ricellow

Each night, just about sunset I watch you passing my door It's all I can do Not to run to you But I don't want to cry anymore Nighttime, when there is moonlight The same old moon I knew before It's all I can do Not to run to you But I don't want to cry anymore All that I know about happiness I found just being with you Then I would find myself losing my mind Over some careless thing you would do Oh, why can't I forget you? I know so well what is in store A moment or two Up in the clouds with you Then back where I was before No, I don't want to cry anymore All that I've known about happiness I found just being with you Then I would find myself losing my mind Over some careless thing you would do Oh, why can't I forget you? I know so well what is in store A moment or two Up in the clouds with you Then back where I was before No, I don't want to cry anymore

How could I let this happen again you're a sucker for lies You promised me our love wouldn't end about a hundred times Misled again, done wearing this long sleeves I'm letting my scars breathe Covered them instead I mend, I stain myself with black ink it's permanent Cause I don't want to hurt anymore inside How could I let this happen again, you're a sucker for lies (A sucker for lies) You promised me our love wouldn't end about a hundred times (About a hundred times) While I was waiting your feelings traded Just want the truth you're so complicated Is our loved faded or fabricated, the only thing I feel is frustrated (How could I let this happen again, you're a sucker for lies) (You promised me our love wouldn't end about a hundred times) Hear the sirens yea You're acting strange and I can sense things have changed no no What are you hiding yea Going deranged, you're making me feel estranged I'm screaming out for help Spiral, spiral, out of control you had a grip on my soul and then you let it go Denial, denial, didn't want to believe you chose that lie over me You could've let me know I'm nauseous, said I was different than the others you fell in love with Hiding the lies under the covers I ignored it Caught by surprise now I'm living through this torment of not being good enough for anyone I've been cut before but this ones deeper Guess she'll never know for sure if I'm a cheater As she left me on read, are there girls in my bed, think I'd rather be dead Cause I don't want to hurt anymore inside How could I let this happen again, you're a sucker for lies (A sucker for lies) You promised me our love wouldn't end about a hundred times (About a hundred times) While I was waiting your feelings traded, just want the truth you're so complicated Is our loved faded or fabricated, the only thing I feel is frustrated (How could I let this happen again, you're a sucker for lies) (You promised me our love wouldn't end about a hundred times) How could I let this happen again you're a sucker for lies You promised me our love wouldn't end but it hurt this time

Killin' me slowly, I swore an oath to never break that hope That we could be together, that whoever I could love, I could see as forever You broke my heart, know it's kinda complicated And it ain't your fault, our love wasn't worth lasting But you took all the passion But it feels like a part of me Is a little harder on what my body likes to perceive Everything we promised, you started smoking weed I started hitting these dranks, so maybe you'd realize that it ain't the same But now it ain't about you, and it ain't about us It's just about me, and everything I just have to admit to the world, one thing I don't know how to love anymore I don't know how to love anymore I've never felt so confused, staring in the mirror With the blissfulness glooms Stare into someone's eyes I don't feel that spark Lust, just fuels a rampage in my mind Telling me I should not give a fuck Stuck in wanderlust, he always a better man, and I'm the runner up See me at my weakest, drinking every week and What are we trying to prove? I'm just trying to play it cool But not for the same reasons I ain't looking to you for love I am just looking at you to fuck If I am being honest I don't know how to love, anymore I don't know how to love, anymore To good mornings and to goodnights Every time you drove home from my place I had to pray you were alright We went shopping for clothes, you took me to your parents' house Even talked about one day you playing my spouse I told you my fears, and all my stories You always listened and never said I was boring With you I was on a high always soaring I saw you everyday My favorite moments were ordering you coffee bean Thought I scored well in this love lottery We were building something up no pottery I spent all my time Wasted all my love And you never gave it back And that's okay, but you shattered everything I don't want it to go down the same way I don't feel emotions for anyone like I did before Yet you managed to break my heart Now let me restart Let me find my way Through these trenches I'm on the side court and I'm sitting on these benches Just a wreck and Trying to fix this mess and I don't know where I'm going anymore If I'm being honest with you I wanna love the same But I really don't know how to love anymore, anymore, anymoew I don't know what say, I don't know what to do I've just been going through struggles If this is what love puts you through Maybe I don't wanna love anymore Maybe I don't wanna love anymore Anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore I don't really wanna love you anymore I don't love you anymore I don't know how to love anymore I don't know how to love anymore

I tried to stop all the drinking It was just you that I'm missing The way that you kissed on my neck And helping my mom in the kitchen Please let me start the convincing I need you back in my life Imagining you as a wife Without you nothing feels right Losing you hit me just like a fucking concussion You and I fit for destruction Tell me now isn't that something Losing you hit me baby girl you know I'm tipsy Hoping the xanny will fix me If it's not us then what is we? You were my beauty and beast Kept your ass tight on a leash Those eyes were just like Mulan's That body just like a feast Your father lied through his teeth Locked you away with no key Fucked with those guys with much ease Now I sleep with no peace Losing you hit me just like a fucking concussion You and I fit for destruction Tell me now isn't that something Losing you hit me baby girl you know I'm tipsy Hoping the xanny will fix me If it's not us then what is we? Cutting my wrist knee deep Never will I be free Soon to be gone, you'll see How much you meant to me Say what you want, I'll leave Down the road, I will bleed Crossing the street, won't heed Till my lungs stop to breathe If I'm the one, who's he? Did you love him or me? I don't know what you need Can't you see my heart leaks Do I accept defeat Or do I kiss your feet? Losing you hit me just like a fucking concussion You and I fit for destruction Tell me now isn't that something Losing you hit me baby girl you know I'm tipsy Hoping the xanny will fix me If it's not us then what is we?