I Don't Know What's Cool Anymore - Alphabeat

Logically I'm not listenin' to myself Why I can't walk away I need to put it up on my neatly dusted shelf And just dream of another day I don't know what I'm doin' anymore And I don't know why I persist I don't know what I'm doin' anymore Why I long for those fabulous lips and home Forever indebted to his curiosities Though I see it as a threat Oh, but all that he has taught me Through his neglect Mutual admiration Aimless fascination It's so vexing A complex fling Of things he'll never know There's too much to hear The will is not there I'm worth it, I, I swear I don't know what I'm doin' anymore And I don't know why I persist I don't know what I'm doin' anymore How'd I get myself back into this? He loves me like passing at night A rhyme that he writes but sometimes forgets And I will get just what I need I will end up right where I'm supposed to be And I refuse to be that she So baby, I know you won't But don't cry for me 'cause You don't know what you're doin' anymore And you don't know why you resist You don't know what you're doin' anymore Why you long for these fabulous lips, fabulous home And you don't know, no, no, no, no, no And you don't know, no, no, no, no, no, no And I don't know, no, no, no, no Yeah, oh, why I long for those fabulous lips and home, home

Killin' me slowly, I swore an oath to never break that hope That we could be together, that whoever I could love, I could see as forever You broke my heart, know it's kinda complicated And it ain't your fault, our love wasn't worth lasting But you took all the passion But it feels like a part of me Is a little harder on what my body likes to perceive Everything we promised, you started smoking weed I started hitting these dranks, so maybe you'd realize that it ain't the same But now it ain't about you, and it ain't about us It's just about me, and everything I just have to admit to the world, one thing I don't know how to love anymore I don't know how to love anymore I've never felt so confused, staring in the mirror With the blissfulness glooms Stare into someone's eyes I don't feel that spark Lust, just fuels a rampage in my mind Telling me I should not give a fuck Stuck in wanderlust, he always a better man, and I'm the runner up See me at my weakest, drinking every week and What are we trying to prove? I'm just trying to play it cool But not for the same reasons I ain't looking to you for love I am just looking at you to fuck If I am being honest I don't know how to love, anymore I don't know how to love, anymore To good mornings and to goodnights Every time you drove home from my place I had to pray you were alright We went shopping for clothes, you took me to your parents' house Even talked about one day you playing my spouse I told you my fears, and all my stories You always listened and never said I was boring With you I was on a high always soaring I saw you everyday My favorite moments were ordering you coffee bean Thought I scored well in this love lottery We were building something up no pottery I spent all my time Wasted all my love And you never gave it back And that's okay, but you shattered everything I don't want it to go down the same way I don't feel emotions for anyone like I did before Yet you managed to break my heart Now let me restart Let me find my way Through these trenches I'm on the side court and I'm sitting on these benches Just a wreck and Trying to fix this mess and I don't know where I'm going anymore If I'm being honest with you I wanna love the same But I really don't know how to love anymore, anymore, anymoew I don't know what say, I don't know what to do I've just been going through struggles If this is what love puts you through Maybe I don't wanna love anymore Maybe I don't wanna love anymore Anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore I don't really wanna love you anymore I don't love you anymore I don't know how to love anymore I don't know how to love anymore