Hurts to Smile - nobodybutsunder

Lookin' out at the wide wild world It's a lot for the boys and girls There's a lot of bad things out there When they nod and they just don't care You've got imagination If it hurts to love Better do it anyway A friend of mine is a friend of yours It's a gift but it's always a curse To go on without it You caught a ride from a bad bad heart It's the thing that tears you apart It's got to come from something If it hurts to love you Should I walk away? If it hurts to love Better do it anyway If it hurts too much Well I loved you anyway Lookin' out at the wide wild world It's a lot for the boys and girls You carve it out of a bad bad heart It's the thing that tears us apart If it hurts to love Better do it anyway

(Fucking fucking fucking fucking fucking) It fucking hurts to be alive Oh, the disposable fragility of life And my identity is my mother died Anything to distract from being straight and white But I want to be the perfect mix Of everything fucked up you want to fix And my wokeness is a myth I'm oh, so desperate For your love And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me And oh, do you think of me? And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me And to control how you think of me So I'm listing all the qualities That make me seem a little more appealing No the future doesn't freak me out My boundary issues are solved And I'm seeing a therapist And I'm considering quitting plastics I've gone pescatarian And I'm curious And I'm into keeping my body fit I'm sex-positive And mysterious But am I the perfect mix Of everything fucked up you can't resist? My wokeness now so thick I'm trudging through it For your love And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me And oh, do you think of me? And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me Control how you think of me Standing in the spotlight now Not sure of what to say Maybe talk about how dating's weird Something where everyone can relate Okay Hey fellas, we can all admit dating during this Me Too movement's a little awkward (Ooh, ooh) You ever notice how the biggest dorks Are always the biggest freaks in bed? (Ooh, ooh) Every time I smoke weed, I tell ya what I get the munchies (Ooh, ooh) Oh, wah-ah-ah-ah! And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me Oh, do you love me?

A whole lotta loving Gotta go, you've got me hurting I'm down to call it even But you know I've got no reason Holy Mary Mother There will never be another They can call us heathens But, baby, don't stop believing It hurts to be hurt We're lovers on the road again Nothing is the same, but still it is Yeah, still it is Don't you know it feels good to feel good You linger like an old refrain Nothing is the same, but still it is Yeah, still it is I know I'm not the only Feeling better when you hold me I'm down to call it even 'Cause ever fool has got a reason Holy Mary Mother There will never be another They can call us heathens But, baby, don't stop believing It hurts to be hurt We're lovers on the road again Nothing is the same, but still it is Yeah, still it is Don't you know it feels good to feel good You linger like an old refrain Nothing is the same, but still it is Yeah, still it is Oh, it hurts to be hurt We're lovers on the road again Nothing is the same, but still it is Yeah, still it is Don't you know it feels good to feel good You linger like an old refrain Nothing is the same, but still it is Yeah, still it is

More and more Your kiss feels like an half open door I can't get in Please stop me before I begin It hurts to be in love When you've never gained enough It hurts to be in love Send this urge Keeps my body right on the verge We touch and then I wanna do it over again It's hurts to be in love When you only want me half as much It hurts to be in love I'm always worried You think that I'm pushing to hard Baby it hurts me When you tell me that I'm going to far It's hurts to be in love When you only want me half as much Oh baby it hurts It's hurts to be in love