(Fucking fucking fucking fucking fucking) It fucking hurts to be alive Oh, the disposable fragility of life And my identity is my mother died Anything to distract from being straight and white But I want to be the perfect mix Of everything fucked up you want to fix And my wokeness is a myth I'm oh, so desperate For your love And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me And oh, do you think of me? And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me And to control how you think of me So I'm listing all the qualities That make me seem a little more appealing No the future doesn't freak me out My boundary issues are solved And I'm seeing a therapist And I'm considering quitting plastics I've gone pescatarian And I'm curious And I'm into keeping my body fit I'm sex-positive And mysterious But am I the perfect mix Of everything fucked up you can't resist? My wokeness now so thick I'm trudging through it For your love And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me And oh, do you think of me? And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me Control how you think of me Standing in the spotlight now Not sure of what to say Maybe talk about how dating's weird Something where everyone can relate Okay Hey fellas, we can all admit dating during this Me Too movement's a little awkward (Ooh, ooh) You ever notice how the biggest dorks Are always the biggest freaks in bed? (Ooh, ooh) Every time I smoke weed, I tell ya what I get the munchies (Ooh, ooh) Oh, wah-ah-ah-ah! And I just want you to love me I just want you to love me Oh, do you love me?

More and more Your kiss feels like an half open door I can't get in Please stop me before I begin It hurts to be in love When you've never gained enough It hurts to be in love Send this urge Keeps my body right on the verge We touch and then I wanna do it over again It's hurts to be in love When you only want me half as much It hurts to be in love I'm always worried You think that I'm pushing to hard Baby it hurts me When you tell me that I'm going to far It's hurts to be in love When you only want me half as much Oh baby it hurts It's hurts to be in love

I'm somewhere over Memphis And you're still in bed And I probably should've said this Before I left I never meant to hurt you And now that I did We're going in a circle 'Cause it's not black and white with you and I Guess the stars weren't right this time We drew the line and crossed it Wanted it but we lost it Caught in a lovers' loop You hurt me, hurts you I wasn't born a fighter But you went and opened fire What a familiar view You hurt me, hurts you Photos that remind me Of what we had Always find a way to my screen They take me back To somewhere up in my dreams When we first met No, I don't recognize me 'Cause it's not black and white with you and I Guess the stars weren't right this time We drew the line and crossed it Wanted it but we lost it Caught in a lovers' loop You hurt me, hurts you I wasn't born a fighter But you went and opened fire What a familiar view You hurt me 'Round and (hurts you) we go Ask why we do this, we don't really know Around and around we go Ask where we're going, we don't really know We drew the line and crossed it Wanted it but we lost it Caught in a lovers' loop You hurt me, hurts you I wasn't born a fighter But you went and opened fire What a familiar view You hurt me, hurts you You hurt me, hurts you You hurt me, hurts you