Hole In the Head - Sugababes

I don't really care about the fame and the lights You know that it's fake as fuck when everybody nice I don't gotta be the one that anybody likes I'm already on my lonely get the fuck out of my face like I've been doin' better when operating alone Shit up in my head I been living with tryin' to cope I burned every bridge that would ever lead to a home And I said I'd build 'em back like I really mean it but don't I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again And therapy don't work if you don't do the work I tried but then I took the plight to paper Painted pictures started poppin' With the pain projected pried the piece And put it through the process Plus I prolly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential Now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils Pressure peaking and they're judgin' every move that I been makin' All these counterfeits pretending that I'm not the one you hate I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin) And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head So give me no applause (N-no) Tell me all the things you really wanna say if you were honest But I know you're not, I think I know the plot (What?) Keep on smiling just to hide the jealousy that keeps on building While you take your shot Ne-never subtle I turn a city to rubble I'm stepping down where I want to And never concerned about who wanna talk 'Cause I'll just cut you and anyone bringing trouble Consider it my rebuttal when I hit you with the double Yeah, I did this on my own and I don't need the love (Need the love) You keep watching me do it, I know it eats you up So keep on doubting, I know it's gotta be gettin' old Seeing me in your thoughts when you're alone I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit I am the one that's getting under your skin And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head (But you will never be whole again) Fuck you, watch! Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin) And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head

I live my life in chains Got my hands in chains And I can't stick with the cards That I got with a deal Like this I must insist That a girl's got more to do Then be the way you think a woman should I'm taking it into my own hands In this man's land I can understand Why I'm taking command I've had enough of stuff And now it's time to think about me, me yeah And you can easily gamble your life away Second after second and a day by day You play the game or you walk away It's a new turn on a blue day And a cool deal of life for me And it's all good I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier (Soldier) I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart I've always played it safe nothing's ever safe Give me the courage to back my own convictions Every decision I make I pay it back and more Now turn the cards and let them fall to me 'Cause I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me I'll give it back 'cause it's not the way it has to be And you can easily gamble your life away (Gamble your life away) Second after second and a day by day (Day) You play the game or you walk away It's a new turn on a blue day And a cool deal of life for me And it's all good I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier (Soldier) I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart That's not the shape The shape of my heart My heart That's not the shape And you can easily gamble your life away Second after second and a day by day You play the game or you walk away It's a new turn on a blue day And you can easily gamble your life away (Gamble your life away) Second after second and a day by day (Day) You play the game or you walk away It's a new turn on a blue day And a cool deal of life for me And it's all good I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier (Soldier) I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart That's not the shape of my heart That's not the shape Shape of my heart