Hole In My Head - Bvmmer & OldMilk

I don't really care about the fame and the lights You know that it's fake as fuck when everybody nice I don't gotta be the one that anybody likes I'm already on my lonely get the fuck out of my face like I've been doin' better when operating alone Shit up in my head I been living with tryin' to cope I burned every bridge that would ever lead to a home And I said I'd build 'em back like I really mean it but don't I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again And therapy don't work if you don't do the work I tried but then I took the plight to paper Painted pictures started poppin' With the pain projected pried the piece And put it through the process Plus I prolly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential Now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils Pressure peaking and they're judgin' every move that I been makin' All these counterfeits pretending that I'm not the one you hate I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin) And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head So give me no applause (N-no) Tell me all the things you really wanna say if you were honest But I know you're not, I think I know the plot (What?) Keep on smiling just to hide the jealousy that keeps on building While you take your shot Ne-never subtle I turn a city to rubble I'm stepping down where I want to And never concerned about who wanna talk 'Cause I'll just cut you and anyone bringing trouble Consider it my rebuttal when I hit you with the double Yeah, I did this on my own and I don't need the love (Need the love) You keep watching me do it, I know it eats you up So keep on doubting, I know it's gotta be gettin' old Seeing me in your thoughts when you're alone I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit I am the one that's getting under your skin And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head (But you will never be whole again) Fuck you, watch! Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin) And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head

(Yeah) I've been feelin' all wrong Ticking like a time bomb Sleepin' with the lights on Everything is fine Till I think about the time that I lost on you If you're gonna sing Better sing it like a swan song So that everyone think about you when done And you're long gone too Don't know the price, but I won't take no advice From anyone that ain't exactly where I am Understand that I'm living my truth Don't be surprised if I won't give you the time Because I'm done being nice and I been done with you Hell no Don't call me on the phone I'd rather be alone Than anywhere you been or where you'd go And you could give me hell Or hope I'm doin' well But that don't mean a thing, I hope you choke Like I'm walkin' on a rope If I fall I don't know where I'ma go Cuz I thought that I could cope I was wrong and this I already know (Yeah) I'll be doin' fine though I've been makin' progress That was just a lie though If I'm being honest I'm all about the truth Don't know where my mind goes I can't find the off switch Always getting lost But I never switch the topic It's all about you I knew that we lost it I knew it was toxic The minute you walked into my life I up and dropped it Don't call me dramatic I wanted a bad bitch But I never imagined the damage you'd cause Hell no Don't call me on the phone I'd rather be alone Than anywhere you been or where you'd go And you could give me hell Or hope I'm doin' well But that don't mean a thing, I hope you choke Like I'm walkin' on a rope If I fall I don't know where I'ma go Cuz I thought that I could cope I was wrong and this I already know Love me Hate me Don't beg me to stay please Cuz I been thinkin' Bout' you (all the white lies) Lately (and the white lines) One foot in my grave You just toy with me 'till I go crazy Rather be insane than anything with you Hell no Don't call me on the phone I'd rather be alone Than anywhere you been or where you'd go And you could give me hell Or hope I'm doin' well But that don't mean a thing, I hope you choke Like I'm walkin' on a rope If I fall I don't know where I'ma go Cuz I thought that I could cope I was wrong and this I already know