It started with the sun peering through my bedroom window- shining on this restless body. I'll muster up the guts to get up or waste the day and lose your money. I've got a lot to say but never one to take your time away. I don't wanna be a nuisance. I'm just too kind for that. I've been so scared so I'm running far from resolve and the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning- hiding away in his tomb. Take me. Break me. Disregard these thoughts and fill my head with everything that made this worth it. So how exactly does one wake up to a world that takes from the honest, hard-working descent? Was born into a home of hardship, forever independent. Why can't I feel anything anymore? I'm not the person I was. Those days I felt so sure. I've been so scared so I'm running far from resolve and the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning- hiding away in his tomb. Take me. Break me. Disregard these thoughts and fill my head with everything that made this worth it. So I can learn to feel again. Help me get the guts to learn again. Leave home to go see the country. Leave home and you're sharing your body. Come home from seeing the country. Come home to a house filled with nothing. Stay home from seeing the country. Stay home cause I'm scared to be leaving. Now I feel myself going crazy. 20 years old with only these songs to save me. Bend my bones until they break so you can have all you can take from me. I'll still have my voice and you'll be playing games. Out on your courts still playing games. I've been so scared so I'm running far from resolve and the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning- hiding away in his tomb. Take me. Break me. Disregard these thoughts and fill my head with everything that made this worth it. So I can learn to feel again. Help me get the guts to learn again.

You picked the shirt that I'm wearing Ah did you not honey love And all the hipsters and has-beens Well, they can all just fuck off And it's been eating my heart out And now it's gone to my head That we have peaked for some months now And this is all gonna end And now she's waiting in the hall Yeah everybody here is just so weird but you're not at all You worry about the consequence of leaving for the terminal I worry about how fast I'll wear you down Darling, we're picking up speed And all the shit that I'm talking Yeah it's just nonsense and slurs But I'll be fun around your friends Oh they're glad for their girl Yeah we can put on a show huh And are you proud of me then You know I love how you hold us In the palm of your hand Darling, we're picking up speed And now she's waiting in the hall Yeah everybody here is just so weird but you're not at all You worry about the consequence of leaving for the terminal I worry about how fast I'll wear you down You picked the shirt that I'm wearing Ah did you not honey love Cuz you got great taste in fashion And surely I, I have none

You run yourself a bath I just got lost in my two room flat I swallow every word you roll off your tongue In your shadow, play on my walls You're once again just someone And it's hard to recall a single thought of today Spread all through my entangled mind A scent of lily in my bed Still left there from Sunday night Oh and how she spreads All through my entangled mind A scent of lily in my bed Still left there from Sunday night You run yourself a bath I just got lost in my two room flat (Spread, oh) I borrow some silly line from some poet I don't know You roll your tired eyes and fake a shiver with a chuckle And it's hard to recall a single word I just said Spread all through my entangled mind A scent of lily in my bed Still left there from Sunday night Oh and how she spreads All through my entangled mind A scent of lily in my bed Still left there from Sunday night A scent of lily in my bed Now what's next? My heart is in her hands A scent of lily in my bed Now what's next? My heart is in her hands (My heart is in your hands)

Try to describe What goes behind your eyes And mimic the sounds I want to hear them every night Oh, I don't wanna go inside No, no, no, not yet, not now Your disciple in the evening hour I don't know a single thing but you can Teach me Teach me On and on and don't slow down Teach me Teach me On and on and don't slow down Wine on the porch What do you need me for hey? I just wanted more Than these twenties spent depressed and crying on the floor I don't wanna go inside No, no, no, not yet, not now Your disciple in the evening hour I don't know a single thing but you can Teach me Teach me On and on and don't slow down Teach me Teach me On and on and don't slow down A lot to lose when anything goes through A lot to lose when everything hurts you Teach me Teach me On and on and don't slow down