Guts - Monrios

Counting ticks from the clock It's a morning too modest She's finding parts of my face Funny looking and anxious It's a cruel world before the eyes of these posh innocents I would use her to stay alive if the ground were to bend And baby pulls her hair for a Vicodin She falls flat on the bed again Mutters something about the end While covering her eyes with both her hands I on the other hand I feel fine with the way I am I awoke to her elegance I've figured out a way to make amends "Could you cut open all of my chest I'm already too restless Of course I'm feeling depressed Find a way we could use it" It's a cruel world before the eyes of these posh innocents I would use her to stay alive if the ground were to bend And baby pulls her hair for a Vicodin She falls flat on the bed again Mutters something about the end While covering her eyes with both her hands I on the other hand I feel fine with the way I am I awoke to her elegance I've figured out a way to make amends My, my, my We're pretenders We're beaming We're the signs of our time My, my Oh, whatever And baby pulls her hair for a Vicodin She falls flat on the bed again Mutters something about the end While covering her eyes with both her hands I on the other hand I feel fine with the way I am I awoke to her elegance I've figured out a way to make amends

It started with the sun peering through my bedroom window- shining on this restless body. I'll muster up the guts to get up or waste the day and lose your money. I've got a lot to say but never one to take your time away. I don't wanna be a nuisance. I'm just too kind for that. I've been so scared so I'm running far from resolve and the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning- hiding away in his tomb. Take me. Break me. Disregard these thoughts and fill my head with everything that made this worth it. So how exactly does one wake up to a world that takes from the honest, hard-working descent? Was born into a home of hardship, forever independent. Why can't I feel anything anymore? I'm not the person I was. Those days I felt so sure. I've been so scared so I'm running far from resolve and the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning- hiding away in his tomb. Take me. Break me. Disregard these thoughts and fill my head with everything that made this worth it. So I can learn to feel again. Help me get the guts to learn again. Leave home to go see the country. Leave home and you're sharing your body. Come home from seeing the country. Come home to a house filled with nothing. Stay home from seeing the country. Stay home cause I'm scared to be leaving. Now I feel myself going crazy. 20 years old with only these songs to save me. Bend my bones until they break so you can have all you can take from me. I'll still have my voice and you'll be playing games. Out on your courts still playing games. I've been so scared so I'm running far from resolve and the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning- hiding away in his tomb. Take me. Break me. Disregard these thoughts and fill my head with everything that made this worth it. So I can learn to feel again. Help me get the guts to learn again.