Gethsemane - Claire Ryann

I only want to say if there is a way Take this cup away from me For I don't want to taste its poison Feel it burn me, I have changed I'm not as sure as when we started Then I was inspired, now I'm sad and tired Listen, surely I've exceeded expectations Tried for three years, seems like thirty Could you ask as much from any other man? But if I die See the saga through and do the things you ask of me Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree I'd wanna know, I'd wanna know my God I'd wanna know, I'd wanna know my God Wanna see, I'd wanna see my God Wanna see, I'd wanna see my God Why I should die? Would I be more noticed than I was ever before? Would the things I've said and done matter any more? I'd have to know, I'd have to know my Lord Have to know, I'd have to know my Lord Have to see, I'd have to see my Lord Have to see, I'd have to see my Lord If I die what will be my reward? If I die what will be my reward? Have to know, I'd have to know my Lord Have to know, have to know my Lord Why should I die? Why should I die? Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain? Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain Show me there's a reason for your wanting me to die You're far too keen on where and how and not so hot on why Alright I'll die Just, just watch me die See how, see how I die See how I die Then I was inspired, now I'm sad and tired After all I've tried for three years Seems like ninety Why then am I scared to finish what I started? What you started, I didn't start it God, Thy will is hard but You hold every card I will drink Your cup of poison Nail me to Your cross and break me Bleed me, beat me, kill me, take me now Before I change my mind

We couldn't turn it around, 'til we were upside down I'll be the bad guy now, but no, I ain't too proud I couldn't be there, even when I try You don't believe it, we do this every time Seasons change and our love went cold Feed the flame, 'cause we can't let it go Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away I dare you to do something I'm waiting on you again So I don't take the blame Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away, run away, ay-ay, ay-ay Let go, I got a feeling that it's time to let it go I say so, I say so, I knew that this was doomed from the get go But you thought that it was special, special But it was just the sex though, the sex though And I still hear the echo, the echo Yeah, I think, and it's time to let it go, let it go Seasons change and our love went cold Feed the flame 'cause we can't let it go Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away I dare you to do something I'm waiting on you again So I don't take the blame Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away, run away, ay-ay, ay-ay Run away, ay-ay, ay-ay

Call it invaded by How many ways could I Explain the meaning Of favor falling down He was brought in to sanctify As an armor by my side Then all in a perfect time I gave a tearful cry Play it Only way I'm free Only when I wake I'll be right Stay with me Call me heavy laden these nights Play it all for me Take it all from me Player Player Player My torment invaded by A song from an angel Played until the morning light arose Play it Only way I'm free Only when I wake I'll be right Stay with me Call me heavy laden these nights Play it all for me Take it all from me Player Player Player

Said you loved me on my birthday Under the stars hung on my ceiling Sorry that I was all in my feelings But sometimes I can't help it Stuck in a loop and it's only Tuesday Why do I have to keep overthinking I picked a fight, but I never meant it Yet sometimes I can't help it I know, I know, I know, I know I'm always gonna let it show You know, you know, you know, you know I'm not sorry that I get emotional I know, I know, I know, I know I never wanna let you go You know, you know, you know, you know I'm not sorry that I get emotional I'm not sorry that I get emotional I left a note in your suitcase Saying goodbye, watching you leaving Give you a kiss, you give me that feeling Well, you know I can't help it I know, I know, I know, I know I'm always gonna let it show You know, you know, you know, you know I'm not sorry that I get emotional I know, I know, I know, I know I never wanna let you go You know, you know, you know, you know I'm not sorry that I get emotional Oh, baby I'm (Baby I'm) I'm sorry no (I'm sorry no) But being real emotional(But being real emotional) Oh, baby I'm (Baby I'm) I'm sorry no (I'm sorry no) Not sorry that I get emotional Oh, baby I'm (Baby I'm) I'm sorry no (I'm sorry no) But being real emotional(But being real emotional) Oh, baby I'm (Baby I'm) I'm sorry no (I'm sorry no) Not sorry that I get emotional I know, I know, I know, I know I'm always gonna let it show You know, you know, you know, you know I'm not sorry that I get emotional I know, I know, I know, I know I never wanna let you go You know, you know, you know, you know I'm not sorry that I get emotional