Brkn - Madison Ryann Ward

I'm Mr. Manic Blood romantic Adrenaline addict Oh, I think it's just fantastic I'm talking to myself again Truth is, I'm my own best friend I'm sitting here tripping out Words, they climb right outta my mouth One by one I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight I'm like an anchor Drowning in anger I love the danger, goddamn I'm getting stranger I'm going against the grain I can't help it, I just love to hate Black heart beating out of my chest I won't stop like I'm possessed I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight That I'm dead weight I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight That I'm dead weight I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight

Good girls always pay attention to the bad guys They're never gunna mention when you ask why It really make me question you but that's fine I'll just act fine Cause the good girls always pay attention to the bad guys They're never gunna mention when you ask why It really make me question you but that's fine I'll just act fine I been breaking down and honestly I don't know where I'm headed Life is upside down and I wonder why I lost my direction Wanna leave this town but I'm stuck inside a home that I dreaded Smiles turn to frowns but I can't stop I'm forever indebted To the ones I hurt when I was lost and couldn't find my way Just put me in the dirt I'm digging out cause I know time is grave I'm searching for a cure to fix the sadness running through my veins Although I'm insecure about my last and all my past mistakes Cause the good girls always pay attention to the bad guys They're never gunna mention when you ask why It really make me question you but that's fine I'll just act fine Cause the good girls always pay attention to the bad guys They're never gunna mention when you ask why It really make me question you but that's fine I'll just act fine Lately I been hurting on the surface you would think I'm fine Patient but I'm nervous I'm a burden on the brink of dying Hated undeserving fucking worthless life's a waste of time Ima close the curtain I'm uncertain just to say goodbye I'm a different version of myself that I had left behind God show me a purpose what my worth is just give me a sign Forgot that if I'm worth it what my worth is just can't be defined The whole time I been searching what i learned is read between the lines

Call it invaded by How many ways could I Explain the meaning Of favor falling down He was brought in to sanctify As an armor by my side Then all in a perfect time I gave a tearful cry Play it Only way I'm free Only when I wake I'll be right Stay with me Call me heavy laden these nights Play it all for me Take it all from me Player Player Player My torment invaded by A song from an angel Played until the morning light arose Play it Only way I'm free Only when I wake I'll be right Stay with me Call me heavy laden these nights Play it all for me Take it all from me Player Player Player