For Myself - 40phones

(Ain't nobody really understands) (I think I need time for myself, just leave me) (Think I need peace of mind) (Cuz this life ain't easy) Ain't nobody really understands I think I need time for myself, just leave me Think I need peace of mind Cuz this life ain't easy So I hold myself responsible I gotta take care of it all even though it feels impossible I feel like I gotta pay the price I'm going hard and I'm afraid I might Lose myself along the way But its ok cause I, Pray that I don't stay behind I have seen a lot of things in this crazy life Its ok cause I know that it is necessary And all the suffering is temporary I'm ok with all the weight that I have to carry I feel the pressure and its weighing heavy I got a bag full of money but I'm feeling empty I won't let it affect me Never understood I feel like no one gets me Still only show you the best me Ain't nobody really understands I think I need time for myself, Just leave me Think I need a peace of mind Cuz this life ain't easy So I hold myself responsible I gotta take care of it all even though it feels impossible I feel like everybody just wants money While I just want peace of mind Everybody wants to be free But ain't nobody got the time We are all too busy with our lives We are all hurting inside It's alright, it's alright Sometimes you gotta look around And see what is really going on I'm always doubting who is real and who is not Who's still here when I really blow up? Feel like a lot of people never showed love I try to find some inner peace I work alone you see nobody next to me Dropped out of school And I tried to chase the dream They want to hate But I don't give them a reason Cuz everything I do is from the heart And I'm really not here for the charts I'm really just here for the love And I never gave up! (Feel like a lot of people never showed love)

Mmm-mmm-mmm Hmm-hmm 난 알고 있는데 다 알고 있는데 네가 있는 그 곳 어딘지 너도 가끔씩은 내 생각 날꺼야 술이 취한 어느 날밤에 누구를 위한 이별이었는지 그래서 우린 행복해졌는지 그렇다면은 아픔의 시간들을 난 어떻게 설명해야만 하는지 돌아와 니가 있어야 할 곳은 바로 여긴데 나의 곁인데 돌아와 지금이라도 나를 부르면 그 어디라도 나는 달려 나갈 텐데 돌아와 우리 우연한 만남이 아직도 내겐 사치인 가봐 돌아와 나를 위한 이별이었다면 다시 되돌려야 해 나는 충분히 불행하니까 누구를 위한 이별이었는지 그래서 우린 행복해졌는지 그렇다면은 아픔의 시간들을 난 어떻게 설명해야만 하는지 돌아와 니가 있어야 할 곳은 바로 여긴데 나의 곁인데 돌아와 지금이라도 나를 부르면 그 어디라도 나는 달려 나갈 텐데 돌아와 우리 우연한 만남이 아직도 내겐 사치인 가봐 돌아와 나를 위한 이별이었다면 다시 되돌려야 해 나는 충분히 불행하니까 Oh-oh Oh-ah-ah-ah, ah Ooh, mmm Mmm-mmm-mmm

They say that it gets better, just get over the hump But I hate the East Coast weather and the person I've become Everyday the band might break up and no therapist can help But this is me, just feeling sorry for myself SNL and Fallon seemed easy at eighteen Everyone's your biggest fan until the day you don't succeed And I know I sound dramatic and ungrateful for my health But this is me just feeling sorry for myself I wish that I was small enough To drown inside this paper cup And nobody would find me No need for feeling lonely No crying over cards I've been dealt Or feeling sorry for myself I just can't seem to go vegan and the world, it hates my guts I wish that I could call up Jesus, tell Him what the fuck is up I'm Peter Pan who's lost his magic, all my youth fell off a shelf But this is me just feeling sorry for myself Yeah, I ask a lot of questions like, "Will Karah fall in love? Will Alex find the right girl? Will Mickey get another job?" 'Cause I can't even write a pop song, I can only story tell So this is me, just feeling sorry for myself I wish that I was small enough To drown inside this paper cup And nobody would find me No need for feeling lonely No crying over cards I've been dealt Or feeling sorry for myself My love language is nothing Maybe I just need a hug If you're listening to this song Just know you're my parachute, you're my blood And I know it's not the end, only time can tell But this is me and I know I'm kinda boring And I'm borderline annoying But this is me feeling sorry for myself They say that it gets better Why'd you even call me? I can't even stand to get dressed

I been itching for a plot, yeah But ain't no waving cannons on my block, no 7th Ward Lord, take a shot, yeah I'ma keep my head down (Don't give a fuck) Switching scripts, they're never in the same spot, yeah Fuck this music shit, I'm itchin' for a plot, yeah Ain't no, ain't no fucking digits on my clock, no I ain't one of y'all, just let me rot, yeah I was just with Peep in London Still feel like I don't exist at all, no Fuck this social gathering I'ma smoke a square out in the fucking hall, yuh They told me watch out for the snakes But they forgot about the plague And the AK and with Lil Remains And the AK and what little remains, what little remains Hold up, hold up, hold up, had to put down the narcotics But I ain't really stopping, Xanny and Suboxone Stay up in my wallet, on the block, catch the Glock Shoes hanging like a cord Not a tour, 7th Ward Magnolia brown, Soulja Slim to the bone Hot boys, prime-time Dotted line, never signed On the drugs, can't doze If I do be exposed, oh no Chopper city, dead bodies Alligators, disembodied Did the crime, not the time Lil jits on the porch grippin' Nines, grippin' Nines Pull that torch, light 'em up (Yuh) Young as 12, livin' hell Lil Remains, Yung Plague No respect given 'less you steal or you take, hoe