Find Myself Tobu

We've been talking for an hour We just can't find the end We won't understand each other I wonder how it feels to fall asleep And love the one that's next to me I don't know why I'm stuck around with you I've been told I should go Find myself again You're taking my soul, everything I own Poisoning my head We fall down the more we keep trying Leaving us with scars I've been told I should go And find myself again Find myself again We keep holding on for nothing We both know we pretend We should go but we keep trying To find a reason why we can't move on I think we're scared to be alone We had our times but now I know That they are gone Wonder how it feels to fall asleep And love the one that's next to me I don't know why I'm stuck around with you I've been told I should go Find myself again You're taking my soul, everything I own Poisoning my head We fall down the more we keep trying Leaving us with scars I've been told I should go And find myself again And find myself again And find myself again

We took the long way home, you held my hand The day's so full of all the things we had planned We walked beyond the green, beyond the day We shared a dream that I let slip away I had to find myself, (find myself) I had to find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself You were the man who knew too much to say So many things that I learned came your way These things I know that I can't forget Deep in my heart, they're a part of me yet They helped me find myself, (find myself) They helped me find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself Too many years rolled by without a word I tried to hide behind things that I'd heard And now the truth is clear for all to see That through it all, it was you believed in me You helped me find myself, (find myself) I had to find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself I got to find myself, (find myself) I got to find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself

What's good What's good, what's good Like this, should I do it like this Should I do it like this I was lost trying to get involved I had to find myself spread wings and go fly away I needed everything to fall I can't deny my call Gods gifts no matter what they say No matter what they say They fake No matter what they say They Hate No matter what they say I gotta stay on the low and I gotta keep my faith Growing up I played my part up in a man's league I can understand some niggas won't understand me I finally caught it and it's feeling like a fantasy Can it be I'm building up a future for a better me And if they hating on me I'm gonna let them be I promise I won't sell my soul and I put that on the death of me I put that on the death of me I know that I'm gonna know what fits best for me I don't need you to understand 'cause you don't see You don't see you don't see Got me wrapped up in my fantasy You can't tell me who to be I was lost trying to get involved I had to find myself spread wings and go fly away I needed everything to fall I can't deny my call Gods gifts no matter what they say No matter what they say They fake No matter what they say They Hate No matter what they say I gotta keep my faith I know I been flying Feeling so free tonight We vibe and we so fly and I know that I'm so high I smoke I drink Get crossed and I like to do a dance Cause I got all the money and the power Fuck you and your flowers Smoking medical grade so fuck what you say Built this from the ground up We move, you chase I got checks for my boys, got toys for my girls Give a fuck about a hater, I'm gonna run this world I know I been Flying with my wings so wide and my eyes so open I was lost trying to get involved I had to find myself spread wings and go fly away I needed everything to fall I can't deny my call Gods gifts no matter what they say No matter what they say They fake No matter what they say They Hate No matter what they say I gotta keep my faith

How do I kill myself Or the parts that've been created to please? And leave what's real, what still has meaning I know it won't be enough for you But it's out of my hands I'm letting go I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up from all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again How do I love myself With the constant reminder of all that I left behind? And it's all that you seem to want from me I'm never enough for you Well, it's out of my hands I'm letting go I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up from all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again What will it take? How many times do I have to break Before you get it? I don't wanna be what you remember It's my sanity and happiness, it's not fucking about you I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up from all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again