We've been talking for an hour We just can't find the end We won't understand each other I wonder how it feels to fall asleep And love the one that's next to me I don't know why I'm stuck around with you I've been told I should go Find myself again You're taking my soul, everything I own Poisoning my head We fall down the more we keep trying Leaving us with scars I've been told I should go And find myself again Find myself again We keep holding on for nothing We both know we pretend We should go but we keep trying To find a reason why we can't move on I think we're scared to be alone We had our times but now I know That they are gone Wonder how it feels to fall asleep And love the one that's next to me I don't know why I'm stuck around with you I've been told I should go Find myself again You're taking my soul, everything I own Poisoning my head We fall down the more we keep trying Leaving us with scars I've been told I should go And find myself again And find myself again And find myself again

We took the long way home, you held my hand The day's so full of all the things we had planned We walked beyond the green, beyond the day We shared a dream that I let slip away I had to find myself, (find myself) I had to find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself You were the man who knew too much to say So many things that I learned came your way These things I know that I can't forget Deep in my heart, they're a part of me yet They helped me find myself, (find myself) They helped me find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself Too many years rolled by without a word I tried to hide behind things that I'd heard And now the truth is clear for all to see That through it all, it was you believed in me You helped me find myself, (find myself) I had to find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself I got to find myself, (find myself) I got to find myself, (find myself) No use looking for no one else 'Cause I'll be lonely 'till I find myself

Yo You think you could rap now, oh you the man You that nigga that be spitting rhymes to his friends You think that this bullshit really help you pay the rent Living all your life in sin and claiming heaven sent When you gon' recognize with me here it's a difference And why you try to analyze another man's position Going in for overtime for food up in the kitchen I never had my father so I made my own decisions Everyone around me they can clearly see the vision If you don't like me don't be saying that we niggas Playing all the cards right, providing I'm the dealer A man with a good mindset, you dealing with a winner Yeah And yeah I rap now, yeah I am the man I know you don't like it but this really ain't your plan I am not the social type to follow all my friends And I could use a promo hype, but I get what I can Don't tell me that this life don't guarantee the money Tell me that the lifestyle could turn me to a junkie Living at my mother's house, we always getting fussy Never know what's coming next just always seems to bug me Yeah I Used to get a hall pass just to skip out on my class I was young, I was dumb, but ain't wanna be the last nigga that ain't get it done Because I'm trying to be the one to play the lead up in the front And I 1,2 step it kick my feet up when it's done Trying to drain me of my energy, these niggas must be dumb This my covenant, life has been a mystery to come and I got nothing to lose Don't be scared to take a chance on something you wanna do Yeah If I don't do it I don't speak about it I keep it real within myself and y'all keep the comments I make sure that when I drop this that your speaker's knocking And I'm a go getter nigga ain't nobody stop me For real

You claim that I'm far away You claim You claim that I'm far away, I pray for a better day I can't even fathom, my mind is in another place I don't understand or wanna plan another way Hoping we could land, our differences, face to face I struggle from place to place Pray the judge will rest my case Hurt from what my sister did Why my heart is filled with pain Hard for me trust someone Thinking that I'm good, I'm straight I worry bout my mom It breaks my heart to see her face When I got arrested, she broke down immediately Knew she was afraid Hoping that the bad cop ain't do nothing to me Since my sibling do the most Try to get me out the way so I try to play it safe Can't disclose out too much info Watching how I'm wording shit Before they try to send for Me As I'm coping with my feelings from my mental I always try to keep a peace of mind, keep it simple And be civil Woah You know I, You know I, you know I Women love my energy, Them niggas hate and envy me That talk behind my back shit is something That can never be An issue that's on my side Them niggas like my family Type of shit that we been going through I'm praying for my nigga T I'm wishing we could go back To summer '16 Bumping to some throwbacks and smoking good weed Linking Dev while I rap and talking big dreams But I fled off just to go and treat a thot like a queen Truth be told I wanted to go back and redeem Blinded by my feelings, was attached, and a feign Never thought the worst of it could happen to me But I guess it was the part in life I crash and I bleed But What doesn't kill me makes me stronger I'm on go and I'll go longer Sometimes I fantasize shit sometimes I wonder How I keep from going under How I keep from going under Going under Going under Going under

Yo Nef Yo Nef It's like that Okay I'm feeling a pump, it run off adrenaline Ready to jump so high than I ever been Running like gump, I never been hesitant Praying for love, It's never been genuine Back in my days When I was so stuck in my ways and working a minimum wage Afraid of the stage Was looking to go for it all but niggas had told me to wait Aye Back on my bullshit, onto the next shit Crossing off goals, I put on the checklist I'm back on the road, don't need for a Lexus Still come from the bottom so niggas respect it Aye I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I want it, I want it all I do Notice they ain't fucking with me It's funny how niggas could change I thought this what you wanted for me You out here putting fingers to blame A shame, you lame, we not the same You changed The same You changed Ashamed, A shame, you lame, we not the same I wouldn't think you'd ever fold Yeah I'm a Rockstar living young Got my diamonds from the district now my tennis chains floss All these flaws don't get involved Know some killers from the Southside It only takes a call Feeling sorry for yourself, my emotions stay evolved Wishing we will fall Aye, Black don't miss that call Don't miss that call Lights out Knock your lights out now it's on Like it's my house on my hour, moving strong Big bills paid, aw yeah now we on Pay me in advance That commission hit, that's strong I'm a heartbreaker 'cause she got the switching when we up Double down the punch I feel like Suge off the cup I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I want it, I want it all Move Get out the way I'm gonna need some space, I got some bars for days I'm rolling some niggas that's trying to pave a way To get out of the city, can't rock with all of that hate Making lanes in this shit I flow different nowadays, everybody want a hit Think it's free but got to pay And her body can't resist, make her legs go separate ways I know she came to play with my games I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I wanna, I wanna ball I want it all, I want it all I want it, I want it all

Yeah Yeah This ain't a song, it's straight facts Honestly Hate to say it but here we go I'm never switching, if I see it, imma call it I feel there's gotta be a reason that I started Rapping everyday, trying to pave another way Paid my dues upfront, put respect up on my name I'm gonna be honest man, I'll never be the same My dirty laundry shows the wrinkles and the stains Hid my feelings in the dark Imma keep working hard, Imma I do what I do to make sure I play my part In my position, move cautious, and I pay attention If somethings missing Better believe imma go and get it No I ain't dissing, heart on my sleeve I don't got no feelings The time's ticking, they don't believe you, until you winning It's not impossible to push through all the obstacles You better have the mindset to get it Be unstoppable Pushing to progress, all them demons psychological World full of hate, all those thoughts are diabolical I got it now, I don't wanna miss it or slow it down My flows different My conscious says I'm the goat now I know they listen but hate the fact that I'm on now Your love is fake I can see right through you C'mon on now Life has been a bitch, Covid had us bugging out Shit ain't making sense Seem like we keep running around Circles around a bench And a stimulus check Only raise the price we pay To be living in debt Odds are I'm creative I'll be better, I'll be greater There be niggas I don't fuck with, I'll never be a hater Too focused on my energy, I'm trying get this paper Go stupid for the music shit My only way to stay up Big things coming so I stay on alert I saw my life was falling then I put in the work I put my heart into it, this is a skill that I learn You only trying play it cause your feelings are hurt Would all that be worth it, would all that be worth shit When i go to tell my story Do they know what I work with Fighting off anxiety, going through worse shit People always lying, ain't nobody for certain My country is divided, poorly ran by a person They wanna keep us quiet, make it feel like we serving I try to work in silence cause I know they be lurking Shit Already know they be lurking

Aye Aye Look I know I been gone a while but It's me again, look I'm on the come up and I'm built different I took a break but hear me out, I know you still listen My mind was filling up with doubt, I had to deal with it My momma told me sky's the limit Try to heal with it and get a feel with it Nah wait, wait a minute Let me tell something else about the way I'm living I went to school to get some help, and I finished, thinking welp Ain't a job to call me back, got to push it for myself And I have no other option This is a serious topic I been working so hard and praying hope to get top picked I'm not shit I know if they diss me it's nonsense I'm soaking in the moments, never throwing the towel in Aye All my people tell me writing is a go But I been feeling like I need writer for my flows And I could use a promo just to help me get a show Just a humble young nigga, tryna get a way to grow I need to focus got some things in life I wanna see I'm on a mission trying to find out who I got to be I need to make it I'm in love with all the finer things Diamond rings Trying to be a boss with a lot of strings To pull it off, tell it all on the right track I'm at studio, I told you I'll be right back You should know me this my only way to fight back My demons in attack, and I'm Kobe, god is my Shaq Three peat, elite And I got a few niggas always there for me I be spitting out the bars zay be making the beats You call me wade, he like Lebron the way we carry the heat Ain't no reason to stop, hell nah no way I been telling y'all since the day I dropped Own Way I been moving all around I so la mente Only look criticize when I tell em straight Facts And we trying to get it on, got it going on Trying to make a song God'll put us on Nothing lasts long, gotta Make a decision tonight, this shit could change your whole life Trying to get it on, got it going on Trying to make a song God'll put us on Nothing lasts long, gotta Make a decision tonight, this shit could change your whole life Trying to get it on, got it going on Trying to make a song God'll put us on Nothing lasts long, gotta Make a decision tonight, this shit could change your whole life Trying to get it on, got it going on Trying to make a song God'll put us on Nothing lasts long, gotta Make a decision tonight, this shit could change your whole life Make the decision, stick to the vision You, you gotta go and decide No need for wasting your time You could go make it life Your life can change in a night Make the decision tonight Make your decision tonight Growing in a church helps you see the worse Like you always getting judged everywhere you turn If you don't the mistakes then how can you learn Kinda hard for me to say it but respect is earned When they think you can't do it, you gotta say that you can When they think you can't do it, you gotta say that you can And That's a true definition of a grown ass man