Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud Every little thing that I think about Just builds on top of the pain and doubt Even though I wanna just let it out I try to act like I don't mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet But sittin' there in my silence just seems to amplify it When I thought that keepin' this inside would make it better I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever But every time I think I got everything put back together I end up making more regrets, making more regrets Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart Knowing I could've changed it all from the start Fighting myself, I always lose Fighting myself, I always lose I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily I wish I'd held it in so you never knew what built up inside of me Now I don't know how it overflows, spilled out unwillingly But now everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better 'Cause you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever And every time you think you got everything put back together I end up making more regrets, making more regrets Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart Knowing I could've changed it all from the start Fighting myself, I always lose Fighting myself, I always lose Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart Knowing I could've changed it all from the start Fighting myself, I always lose Fighting myself, I always lose I can't run with this weight on my back I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past I can't breathe, I need to break free From the anger that is constantly inside me I can't run with this weight on my back I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past I can't breathe, I need to break free From the anger that is constantly inside of me Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart Knowing I could've changed it all from the start I can't breathe, I need to break free From the anger that is constantly inside of me Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart Knowing I could've changed it all from the start I can't breathe, I need to break free From the anger that is constantly inside of me

I chased every dream that the world sold to me I fought to the top till I had everything Obsessed till success was a sixth sense to me Then I slayed all my giants with just skin and bone Made something from nothing as I took the throne King of the world but my heart doesn't know It feels like I've got it all So tell me, what's wrong with my soul? My heart wants everything And I hate that part of me Am I hearing heaven or hell? I'm fighting myself If I had known who I'd be Would I have been proud of me? 'Causе it's getting harder to tell I'm fighting mysеlf I thought I'd be safe if I tried hard enough So I built up some walls Jericho's jealous of Now I'd kill for some pain just to know I'm not numb Now I'm waiting and waiting to be satisfied But the longer I wait, the more I realize The dreams that I brought 're enemies in disguise It feels like I've got it all So tell me, what's wrong with my soul? My heart wants everything And I hate that part of me Am I hearing heaven or hell? I'm fighting myself If I had known who I'd be Would I have been proud of me? 'Cause it's getting harder to tell I'm fighting myself It feels like I've got it all So tell me, what's wrong with my soul? It feels like I've got it all So tell me, what's wrong with my soul? My heart wants everything And I hate that part of me Am I hearing heaven or hell? My heart wants everything And I hate that part of me Am I hearing heaven or hell? I'm fighting myself If I had known who I'd be Would I have been proud of me? 'Cause it's getting harder to tell I'm fighting myself