Faryad Ost| song

I need to apologize to normal people in my life There are things they don't understand So I have to explain how my body works Uh Yeah Listen Maintenance is an every day work Every single second, it's an inner war Every simple task can be a dilemma My body wanna do it, but my mind says never Maintenance is an every day work Every single second, it's an inner war Every simple task can be a dilemma My body wanna do it, but my mind says never If I ain't answerin', sorry can't handle it Too much human interaction makes me have headaches Give me time to fix myself, let me fix this rivet My brain need some greasin', Will be back in a minute When you hate yourself, socializing's hard It's too stressful, my head's goin' bald This abyss' infinite, every day I'm fallin' They call you weak for seekin' help, so I don't feel like callin' Maintenance is an every day work Every single second, it's an inner war Every simple task can be a dilemma My body wanna do it, but my mind says never Maintenance is an every day work Every single second, it's an inner war Every simple task can be a dilemma My body wanna do it, but my mind says never Look into my eyes, they look so calm But inside is different, there's a storm goin' on I apologize, I don't mean to make it weird I just think explainin' it might make you feel it I don't think I'm shit, so excuse my narcissism That's my treatin' process, I don't really mean it I got no confidence, and that's what I need So I might play my self worth a bit extreme Wanna get out of bed, but I'm out of fuel But somethin' pulls me up, I should make some music That's the only ray of light I see comin' through I see the world different but not in a good way Today I went to rage, sometimes I can't take it Right now I'm indifferent, I'd just love some balance I don't wanna act like I'm special 'cause people hate it I'm not an asshole and I'm tryin' to make you understand it Maintenance is an every day work Every single second, it's an inner war Every simple task can be a dilemma My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

Sun's coming up with it another day Headphones on it's called working late No time to lose money don't wait Life ain't fair so I grind every day Grind every day grind every day Grind hoping one day I shine every day Grind every day grind every day No days off so I shine every day My girl cheated on me but I ain't mad at her Made me grind even more like an added buff No time for useless emotions Ain't no bitch gonna hurt me anymore Thinking about my goals keep my brain fresh Planning every move like I'm playing chess Ain't talking money couldn't care less Positive vibes only we the best Looking up to the legends only going higher No more advice from no broke motherfucker Kept me down that's enough I'm breaking these chains All these haters surrounding me shit needs change Criticize me even if it's shitting on me I ain't passing knowing anything negative on me Yeah improving every day The song's talking I don't need to say Sun's coming up with it another day Headphones on it's called working late No time to lose money don't wait Life ain't fair so I grind every day Grind every day grind every day Grind hoping one day I shine every day Grind every day grind every day No days off so I shine every day Wake up in the A.M. compose a beat (Uh) This energy's hard to keep (Yeah) I got backstabbed again I should start writing Ain't no missed shots when my pen starts firing I didn't come for losing I put my passion in it They want me to lose say he didn't have it in him Proving them wrong in less than a minute Before I die I should put myself in the picture Had this vision since fourteen Don't look around I'm the whole team Flowing over beat is in my genes Let's talk a little about my dreams Getting so much money they call me Illuminati Phone call inform me about a new Bugatti Hotboxin' talking while Mike is nodding Accepting my first Grammy in Versace Sun's coming up with it another day Headphones on it's called working late No time to lose money don't wait Life ain't fair so I grind every day