I can see it I can see it now I can see it flow I can see it I can see it now I can see it flow Where does all the wind go? It flows out the window As all the colors glow They pour out the window The side I'm on is a no show Throw it out the window Seeing what I don't know It flew out the window The newest feeling Just don't lose it now Can it grow somehow I never knew what it could mean Until I felt it incomplete What's love to me? I thought I'd see Where does all the wind go? It flows out the window As all the colors glow They pour out the window The side I'm on is a no show Throw it out the window Seeing what I don't know It flew out the window

Oh, I live with the world Like you would with an ex I'm checking in Where she's checking out next She makes moves deep in my head Burning a hole right down in my chest Like the morning Just slide out the window 'Til the dawning Just slide out the window She waits for the end Wearing a sundress We were growing up Now we're growing apart Like the morning Just slide out the window 'Til the dawning Just slide out the window You gotta slide Oh, you gotta slide Oh, you gotta slide You gotta slide When the sеasons change And it gets dark We'll own sunrise Hold your breath And cross your heart I'll take you there Like the morning Just slide out the window 'Til the dawning Just slide out the window You gotta slide You gotta slide You gotta slide You gotta slide You gotta slide You gotta slide You gotta slide Slide

Life was fun Life was great Til I made my big mistake Oh no it'll never happen to me Life was short And life was sweet I was thinking as I hit the street I could hardly beleve I could scarcely conceive But I had gone out the window I had gone out the window I had gone out the window She was fine She looked great And so we made our big mistake I swear I swear I swear It'd never happen to her But the pavement knocked her head around When she hit the solid concrete ground From 30 flights above And she was thirty something loving nothing Gone out the window She had gone out the window She had gone out the window Catch me if I'm falling, Catch me if I'm calling He was smart he was wise He'd profoundly philosophize Empathy for all humanity 'Til one day by an open window There's a note that read I've gone out the window - I'm dead He said yes to life for all of his life But then one day he said no I gotta go out the window We all go out the window Catch me i am falling Catch me I am calling Catch me we are falling Catch me we are calling

It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new And their face and their eyes Their hello and goodbyes You're chasing a high And it's making me cry I'm sick of the lies Don't tell me you'd die for me Just to lie to me Baby, why do I believe- When you tell me that you love me No joke, I've been cravin' your company Last minute you switched, you don't fuck with me That's rough, kinda sucks but luckily I don't need you as much as I thought Sever all ties with the love I want I'm sitting alone in this restaurant With a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt She's not around no more Vacancy screams from my bedroom door I cannot take this shit anymore Writing these words till my fingers sore It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new And their face and their eyes Their hello and goodbyes You're chasing a high And it's making me cry I'm sick of the lies Don't tell me you'd die for me Just to lie to me Baby, why do I believe-

She makes home feel like a home in my head (In my head) And when I'm with her, I feel hope again I swear the weather on the coast all depends On where we are but it's still home in the end I felt hopeful (For once) You've got all of (My trust) You have no clue (What you've done) We were drowning (In love) I lost myself (In us) I don't know where to go And who to call when things get like this My car ran outta gas You said you could pick me up, but I feel like an asshole Offered you some cash, you declined, it didn't matter I was full of glee and you were full of laughter Laughter, and after, we went home and watched shit Turned on the TV, kickin' back, we were exhausted Flipped through channels 3 to 36 while eating Chex mix Couldn't find a thing so we resorted back to Netflix 'Til we passed out and then I got up off of the couch I picked you up in my arms and wiped the drool from your mouth Both half asleep but I still stumbled silently through the house Until I came upon a path that I've never known about And then I saw some lights in my reflection of doubt My conscience beheading North while my heart trips to the South And honestly, I'm feelin' torn in which direction I route Because I believe in everything we're building around She makes home feel like a home in my head And when I'm with her, I feel hope again I swear the weather on the coast all depends On where we are but it's still home in the end Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

So around the same time, uh That I started like freestyling like writing more, uhm I had just gotten fired The only other job that I worked apart from music I was a janitor at a hospital Deadass Yeah So I worked overnights I was like 12 'til 4 a.m Just like four hour shifts I don't think I've Ever been this fucking stressed in my life Creature part two isn't finished, I lied Just to get them off my back though I tried I can't create when I'm dying inside Moving this weekend I wish I could fly Don't have my car but I still gotta drive Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why Am I like this? I don't like this All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don't like him Depression take me by 25 Fuck going out I'll just stay inside "This isn't you", I say to myself Every night lately I contemplate suicide "Oh but you're famous online so your life must be great" They say, but that's a fucking lie Crawl into bed around seven a.m And the headaches come full force, I wanna die Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be

How does it work? How do you do this to someone? Oh, as if you had no choice? I'm drownin' in my headspace Drivin' shockpoint like I'm Isaac Clarke in Dead Space Two gram cone to my dome, now I'm dead, wait I feel fine, celebratin' poppin' champaigne Caught me in my zone, all alone, marijuana on my lip Fixin' for the herb, I'm packin' purple 'till I'm stiff Fall asleep in chairs or couches I don't give a shit Lil' sleepy boy, I'm overlookin' on a clip This that fuckin' cliffnote Cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho Breakin' 'till it fall apart, I guess you got the memo Good bye to my hello I was once a shade of blue but you turned to me yellow My color palette is minimum but I don't give a fuck Flip it 'till it's saturated, the vibrance ain't enough Been awake for days and I'm amazed that I'm still up Sleep is for the weak and I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up