Everything//Nothing - Termina, Nik Nocturnal & Andy Cizek

Definitely not the things that I'm seeing Did I think I'd see so instantly I found a note on my grandfather's coat When I read it aloud I got cold 'Cause he said: I'm not complaining I was just saying I'm a man, I'm a lost one you see? Come down with me to a place We'll get clean And we'll meet with them eventually You mean everything I don't know much but a crutch is a crutch If it's holding you from moving on I don't know what to do Not anymore Not anymore I don't know what to do Not anymore Not anymore And you Well you mean Everything You mean everything to nothing You mean everything to nothing You mean everything to nobody but me

Enemy Familiar friend My beginning and my end Broken truth Whispering lies And it hurts again What I fear And what I try The words I say and what I hide All the pain I want it to end But I want it again And it finds me The fight inside is Coursing through my veins And it's raging The fight inside is Breaking me again Still the same Pursuing pain Is it worth all I have gained? We both know how it will end But I do it again And it finds me The fight inside is Coursing through my veins And it's raging The fight inside is Hurting me again And it finds me The war within me Pulls me under And without you The fight inside is Breaking me again And it finds me The war within me Pulls me under And without you The fight inside is Breaking me again Oh, it's everything Oh, it's everything Yeah Oh, oh, it's everything Oh, it's everything Oh, it's everything Oh

Focus Mental dialysis Separate me from all of the fallacies plaguing within Search for a catalyst to awaken my dark intentions Option paralysis Everlasting as multiple calluses riddle my skin My psychoanalysis echoes deprivation I've been dead inside for far too long now Emptiness has since become my home Tried to clear my mind, but I can't focus No sensation in this heart of stone Heart of stone This sickness trapped inside Has left me paralyzed It's nothing like I've ever felt No way to justify No place to hide my lies Let time collapse upon itself I can't focus I can't keep my head above the water Shackled to fear and doubt, reluctance drowns me out Of this hopeless tale I am the author A self-inflicted curse taking me for all I'm worth This sickness trapped inside Has left me paralyzed It's nothing like I've ever felt No way to justify No place to hide my lies Let time collapse upon itself Make me hurt Make me Peel my skin back Ignite with the flames of defeat Scorch my insides 'til there's nothing left Nothing left Despite all progress made, my spirit remains translucent This sickness trapped inside Has left me paralyzed It's nothing like I've ever felt No way to justify No place to hide my lies Let time collapse upon itself

Tell me something else Like I can't stand myself I'm half alive and feeling miserable But I do it to myself Can't blame nobody else I'm starting to break cuz I'm destructible The silence splits my mind This fear keeps building up inside I'm ready to fall I'm ready to fall The fear keeps eating up my pride These voices scream inside my mind You'll never go far You'll never go far Should I trade my dreams for something practical? Guess I'll give up and just be cynical But I'm slipping away and falling further from reach I fear I'm destructible I'm the weak link It doesn't take too much to tear apart my seams The pain's irreversible The failure is me Don't try to heal my wounds, just watch me bleed I'll live my life in misery I'll tell you something else You do it to yourself You're half alive and looking miserable These voices rage inside your mind This pain keeps welling up inside You better keep your distance You better run and hide I fear I'm destructible I'm the weak link It doesn't take too much to tear apart my seams The pain's irreversible The failure is me Don't try to heal my wounds, just watch me bleed I'll live my life in misery This is my life This is me And it's all that I will ever be These are my choices I don't need your voices If it's not meant to be Then it's not meant to be Just stay away Stay away from Me Stay away from me Blegh Stay away from me I fear I'm destructible I'm the weak link It doesn't take too much to tear apart my seams Like Hell I'm indestructible Though I may bleed Though I may bleed You'll have to drag me out Dead and broken before I'll ever admit defeat I'm indestructible You'll never get to see me give up and leave I'll live my life in misery