Another page in the diary of a soldier Dead body freeze in a morgue it ain't a pleasant aroma They say the population dropping side effects of corona Lil' one fifteen with a thirty on him ain't scared of that corner He's been stressing to relief it stuff a wood marijuana I know zombies in real life I served a few am I wrong or right? I bought for two sold for five to keep a roof and running lights Make a sale or be locked in one, had my mama waiting for me overnight If you wanna survive you better learn to fight, If you want respect you gotta earn the right C.V. gave me a couple rocks had a tan to it that butterscotch Fast forward shit came and went, found a laptop I turned up a notch With J.T. and Dee in the Red Tops trying to figure how to get a Rollie watch Shoes talking I was fucked up now I be the one the whole world watch Stuffing cans in a trash bag as a younging I want me money Flip a nigga quick going toe to toe if he thought I was sweet like some honey Through the dark times I had hope it'll turn around and then it'll be sunny Ain't got enough til I can't count it I'm gone stack it 'til it's over runny Listening waters when I shower how I meditate Scars on top of my skin and on my mind can't bear to hesitate I had to jump right in get bruised 'cause nobody would educate It's like I'm in a prison got release but I don't know the date I woke up ready locked and I'm loaded, I get to it I'm wedded devoted Watch my temper can't move on emotion, won't destroy me I can't be corroded If you do some bullshit that wasn't one hundred trust and believe me it's noted Every once in awhile was in need of some help overall on the water I floated My mind and the pain that I been through is hard to part the two You tried to fuck us over it backfired that wasn't smart for you Scheming on whoever, however, that shit's a art for you I could show how to fish but you rather me fill a cart for you For the law that I live and I die by some shit I can't even compress If you on attack I can't lie when it happens I gotta address Flashing out lately really been tempted got some anger inside compressed Gotta take what you know then pimp it you a fool to do anything less Stuffing cans in a trash bag as a younging I want me money Flip a nigga quick going toe to toe if he thought I was sweet like some honey Through the dark times I had hope it'll turn around and then it'll be sunny Ain't got enough til I can't count it I'm gone stack it 'til it's over runny Listening waters when I shower how I meditate Scars on top of my skin and on my mind can't bear to hesitate I had to jump right in get bruised 'cause nobody would educate It's like I'm in a prison got release but I don't know the date

Screaming at the window Watch me die another day Hopeless situation Endless price I have to pay Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice Diary of a madman Walk the line again today Entries of confusion Dear diary, I'm here to stay Manic depression befriends me Hear his voice Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice A sickened mind and spirit The mirror tells me lies Could I mistake myself for someone Who lives behind my eyes? Will he escape my soul Or will he live in me? Is he trying to get out Or trying to enter me? Voices in the darkness Scream away my mental health Can I ask a question To help me save me from myself? Enemies fill up the pages Are they me? Monday 'til Sunday in stages Set me free, oh

I never thought that I would find out We were just lovers in the dark You've known someone for a long time But you never really know who they are It feels like it was only last week I was tripping right into your heart If we're not gonna do this honestly Baby, won't ya give me back what you took apart When I was on my knees in the darkness Yeah, you'd be there to break my fall But now I'm lying here so helpless But somehow I just still want more You left me with nothing Now I'm lying in the arms of a stranger But why do I think of you? You left me with nothing Now I'm looking in the eyes of a stranger Just tryna get over you Yeah, you left me with nothing I chase an old love just to feel love But it gave me nothing that was real No matter what I give, it's not enough But I guess I'm holding on to you still When I was on my knees in the darkness Yeah, you'd be there to break my fall But now I'm lying here so helpless And somehow I just still want more You left me with nothing Now I'm lying in the arms of a stranger But why do I think of you? You left me with nothing Now I'm looking in the eyes of a stranger Just tryna get over you Yeah, you left me with nothing Standing out in the crowd Nobody can hear me now I'm tryna get over you Standing out in the crowd If only you could see me now I'm tryna get over you You left me with nothing And now I'm lying in the arms of a stranger Why do I think of you? You left me with nothing And now I'm looking in the eyes of a stranger Just tryna get over you Yeah, you left me with nothing You left me with nothing Yeah, you left me with nothing And now I'm looking in the eyes of a stranger Just tryna get over you Yeah, you left me with nothing You left me with nothing