Another page in the diary of a soldier

Dead body freeze in a morgue it ain't a pleasant aroma
They say the population dropping side effects of corona
Lil' one fifteen with a thirty on him ain't scared of that corner
He's been stressing to relief it stuff a wood marijuana
I know zombies in real life I served a few am I wrong or right?
I bought for two sold for five to keep a roof and running lights
Make a sale or be locked in one, had my mama waiting for me overnight
If you wanna survive you better learn to fight, If you want respect you gotta earn the right
C.V. gave me a couple rocks had a tan to it that butterscotch
Fast forward shit came and went, found a laptop I turned up a notch
With J.T. and Dee in the Red Tops trying to figure how to get a Rollie watch
Shoes talking I was fucked up now I be the one the whole world watch

Stuffing cans in a trash bag as a younging I want me money
Flip a nigga quick going toe to toe if he thought I was sweet like some honey
Through the dark times I had hope it'll turn around and then it'll be sunny
Ain't got enough til I can't count it I'm gone stack it 'til it's over runny
Listening waters when I shower how I meditate
Scars on top of my skin and on my mind can't bear to hesitate
I had to jump right in get bruised 'cause nobody would educate
It's like I'm in a prison got release but I don't know the date

I woke up ready locked and I'm loaded, I get to it I'm wedded devoted
Watch my temper can't move on emotion, won't destroy me I can't be corroded
If you do some bullshit that wasn't one hundred trust and believe me it's noted
Every once in awhile was in need of some help overall on the water I floated
My mind and the pain that I been through is hard to part the two
You tried to fuck us over it backfired that wasn't smart for you
Scheming on whoever, however, that shit's a art for you
I could show how to fish but you rather me fill a cart for you
For the law that I live and I die by some shit I can't even compress
If you on attack I can't lie when it happens I gotta address
Flashing out lately really been tempted got some anger inside compressed
Gotta take what you know then pimp it you a fool to do anything less

Stuffing cans in a trash bag as a younging I want me money
Flip a nigga quick going toe to toe if he thought I was sweet like some honey
Through the dark times I had hope it'll turn around and then it'll be sunny
Ain't got enough til I can't count it I'm gone stack it 'til it's over runny
Listening waters when I shower how I meditate
Scars on top of my skin and on my mind can't bear to hesitate
I had to jump right in get bruised 'cause nobody would educate
It's like I'm in a prison got release but I don't know the date