Death After Life - The Order of Chaos

Previously, on Ready to Die ... me and her sister had somethin goin on (Ayo, would you listen to me motherfucker?) I reach my peak, I can't speak Call my nigga Cheek, tell him that my will is weak (Ayo c'mon nigga, cut that) I'm sick of niggas lyin, I'm sick of bitches hawkin (Ayo, yoyo Big, ayo chill) Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin *gunshot* *Life After Death piano and music comes in* *Heartbeat slows, sound of ambulence sirens* *Sound of pulse monitor and breathing machine* Damn... we was spose to rule the world baby We was unstoppable! The shit can't be over, no The shit can't be over man I know you hear me nigga I know you hear me You got too much livin to do Too much unfinished business It ain't over *Flatline*

Am I gonna die here? How did I end up on this floor, unable to see clear? I've turned into someone I don't know The weight on my chest feels like this is the lowest life can go I'm buried inside my darkest fears Just curled up beside you in this hole I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up, messed up I'm a little messed up The memories haunt me They come out when I need you the most This isn't what you wanted, but it's what we got And I've turned into somebody I don't know The weight on my chest feels like I'm living in this hell alone I'm buried inside my darkest fears But the departed come and go I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home There's no way out, feel it in my bones I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up, messed up I'm a little messed up I've been living in a body shedding skin All the chemicals are pulsing through my blood Don't questions my beliefs, not here to make a speech Would you be angry at the daughter lately I've become? I know I'm breathing in a whole new life without you But daddy, I'm afraid I won't make it, I'll die too The doctors told me that I need to face the damage soon I'll only do it if I have to I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home There's no way out, feel it in my bones I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh