After Death - Cerement

Am I gonna die here? How did I end up on this floor, unable to see clear? I've turned into someone I don't know The weight on my chest feels like this is the lowest life can go I'm buried inside my darkest fears Just curled up beside you in this hole I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up, messed up I'm a little messed up The memories haunt me They come out when I need you the most This isn't what you wanted, but it's what we got And I've turned into somebody I don't know The weight on my chest feels like I'm living in this hell alone I'm buried inside my darkest fears But the departed come and go I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home There's no way out, feel it in my bones I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up, messed up I'm a little messed up I've been living in a body shedding skin All the chemicals are pulsing through my blood Don't questions my beliefs, not here to make a speech Would you be angry at the daughter lately I've become? I know I'm breathing in a whole new life without you But daddy, I'm afraid I won't make it, I'll die too The doctors told me that I need to face the damage soon I'll only do it if I have to I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home There's no way out, feel it in my bones I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh

Awaken you Oh, resurrected from the grave The impulse the yearning the desolate thoughts taunting me, harrowing being I hear her groan, cursing my ears with intention The nightmares grow, evoke the masses to a place of loath Dark magic, rise though incantation The blood will flow, condemn my rotten soul Insatiable malevolence, a taste for blunder Consumes my soul, with a blackened heart of coal Kill me, oh I yearn to die End my life, seething me Condemn my rotten soul The sun will not shine on this mass of decay they will be slaves May they know not of peace and bare the mark of a torched being The dark is all that I crave, a twisted, sadistic, monstrosity Oh, so depraved, flesh and decay My soul collapses into agony, my body bleeds, my future is but a dream Condone my wretched ways, my actions dug my fucking grave, in which I'll never lay Fuck I yearn for death, kill me

Cursed Repurposed Hollow inside To be a king over the masses For the price of my bride And now my reign has cast a shadow So absent of light That I beg for the reaper But my soul is denied I one of the dead Embodiment of suffering Hollowed out Burdened by my sacrifice Encapsulated by my loss Soulless A godless wretch Cursed eternally with Blood embalmed With blackened necromancy No longer one with life it seems You envy me I envy death You fear the scythe I welcome it Dark incantation Sustain my crown Uphold the throne and impose my will For in her name Such devastation Within this realm A god am I King of the dead Embodiment of suffering Hollowed out Burdened by my sacrifice Encapsulated by my crown Soulless A lifeless wretch A sacrament of Flesh Within this loathing There is no spiral to slow the descent We plummet down and hope for ruin Necrosis Taint my skin Still There is no End Nothing Can kill what's already dead I God of the dead Embodiment of suffering Hollowed out Burdened by my sacrifice Left with nothing but an eternal life My cries have been denied Now all that's left is a misguided shell of heartache and regret For retain only malice and guilt a new dawn on my legacy

Welcome Welcome to your insanity Let confusion thrive As the moonlight falls On a blood stained sky Live a hollow life of pain And then you're fucked beyond the grave Forever and always your essence enslaved Incomplete You cannot fathom the depths of this dark that is me Miscreant Dancing with death for the eyes of that can't see Evoke the masses Of this damaged Almost devoid place Disembowel every man, woman, child Display the bones for all to see Impaled, strung up Determined to summon the demons above us To punish impostors for their wretched ways Destined to suffer to vex one another We live, and we lie with one foot in the grave Vomiting black Cursed by the gods Tell me do you beg for the end Are you begging for the end Beyond the that veil of death Do we find peace? Or just nothingness Forevermore A carousal of death A carousal of death

Dry your eyes you pretty thing Captivate me as you spin Draw a blade across my skin Beneath the flesh we're not but sin Swallow evil words begotten Vibrant vision pale and rotten As the blood cascades from vein Our love will flow and fade away The chaotic shrill of noises Paints a picture so atrocious Voices argue, broken conscious Mutant hybrid of psychoses. Bludgeoned with hammers inverted are crosses The terror it brings to witness such horrors A hideous monster released from within A spirit enslaved, the serpent of sin Darling Dry your eyes you pretty thing l Captivate me as you spin Draw a blade across my skin Beneath the flesh we're not but sin Swallow evil words begotten Vibrant vision pale and rotten As the blood cascades from vein Our love will flow and fade away Starving for life Feasting on death and despair Deterring light Find only solace of silence plunged deep in the night Vague eyes peering Strait through the film of the living And seep into depths The darkest desires found only in death Elegant hands they rot Cold to the touch As they reach for my heart The beating has stopped The voices must stop Beauty flees As vivid as roses wilting Before our eyes Our frailty burdens what's left of our life Cry your eyes out kick and scream Feel a pain so known to me We will leave this world in disbelief Insidious and grotesque scenes What is now a life forgotten Dies with us our flesh our coffins Ageing skin peals from the bone At least we shall not die alone