Cuts n Bruises - Sushi Soucy

First, I'll make it complicated Then I disappear when it gets hard (oh-oh-oh) Do my best to suffocate it Tryna make it stop before it starts (oh-oh-oh) I got reasons Acting like I got no feelings I keep on making excuses I can't hold onto the good things, oh Hate to do this But the truth is, my heart's got bruises Never meant to hurt no one I'm not the one, don't take it personal (oh-oh-oh) To everyone I used to know I think you should know that it wasn't intentional (ooh-ooh) I got reasons My feelings change like the seasons I keep on making excuses I can't hold onto the good things, oh Hate to do this, but the truth is, my heart's got bruises (bruises) Can't trust nobody, it's stupid, oh Hate to do this, but the truth is, my heart's got bruises Sometimes, I wanna cry Some nights, I really love myself Sometimes, I'm doing fine So tell me I can go to hell I keep on making excuses I can't hold onto the good things, no, no, no Hate to do this, but the truth is, my heart's got bruises (Bruises) Can't trust nobody, it's stupid, oh-oh-oh Hate to do this, but the truth is, my heart's got bruises

All I want to do is make the people rock But them I heard dem der words I never trusted you lot And why don't you go back to Africa From I heard that sound these a vibe non-stop, right? Round 1, i'll tie you up in knots You caught me with a right, is that all you got? Let's make our way to the parking lot Coz I know one of us have got to drop Winners losers mind confuser Step in the ring and you know get bruises Winners losers mind confuser Jump inna de ring and you know you get bruises Winners losers mind confuser People should know better It's not hard or it's not clever Dem ah walk in a drunkard crew And dem are look violence Through intoxication They want to start a confrontation But they ain't got the sense or co-ordination Who you looking at? For pray clowns be storking All liquored up, pay no mind keep walking Wrong move there in your face for a fight To explode with a right upper cut dynamite He's had enuff he ain't getting up He's had enuff he ain't getting up He's had enuff he ain't getting up He's had enuff he ain't getting up Winners losers mind confuser Jump in the ring and you know get bruises Winners losers mind confuser Jump inna de ring and you know you get bruises Winners losers mind confuser He's had enuff he ain't getting up He's had enuff he ain't getting up He's had enuff he ain't getting up Winners losers mind confuser Step in the ring and you know get bruises Winners losers mind confuser Jump inna de ring and you know you get bruises Winners losers mind confuser Bruises Bruises

Dear reader, unearth me Before I fade to black These pages, razor blades Secrets I can't take back Don't you dare, you promised That's where I spill my guts My hopes and vitriols Big words and paper cuts I wrote those words to you And every bit was true But you were not meant to read them Those words were mine Unveil me, my diary Like ghosts here from the past Will follow without mercy Some words were built to last aeons I wrote those words to you And every bit was true But you were not meant to read them Those words were mine I wrote those words to you And there wasn't much else to do But you were not meant to read them Those words weren't mine These pages Razor blades Secrets I can't take back

(Renegade, Renegade, Renegade) I-I make it rain in this bitch, strippers mad 'cause I'm giving 'em paper cuts (hey, hey) We put a bag on your head, get him knocked off, I told him don't play with us (hey, hey) Only the gang in my house, if you ain't with the gang, you can't stay with us (hey, hey) My money counter just broke, I was flicking my thumb, got a paper cut (hey, hey) I make it rain in this bitch, strippers mad 'cause I'm giving 'em paper cuts (hey, hey) We put a bag on your head, get him knocked off, I told him don't play with us (hey, hey) On-only the gang in my house, if you ain't with the gang, you can't stay with us (hey, hey) My money counter just broke, I was flicking my thumb, got a paper cut (hey, hey) Shawty feel safe with a real nigga, we in the Coupe and that stick with us I'm 'bout to run out the restaurant, if you ain't gang, you can't sit with us (gang, gang) My poppa hit the McChicken inside of his closet, I picked it up No, I ain't shoot it that day, but I felt like a shooter, I lifted up Niggas, they know about 3oh, you try run up on me, that shit it ain't easy Shawty keep sending me pictures, she got on them Vicky's, I told her don't tease me I came a long way, believe me Now they in line just to meet me Slide in your block in your 'Rari, I'm in and out so quick, them niggas ain't see me I make it rain in this bitch, strippers mad 'cause I'm giving 'em paper cuts (hey, hey) We put a bag on your head, get him knocked off, I told him don't play with us (hey, hey) Only the gang in my house, if you ain't with the gang, you can't stay with us (hey, hey) My money counter just broke, I was flicking my thumb, got a paper cut (hey, hey) I make it rain in this bitch, strippers mad 'cause I'm giving 'em paper cuts (hey, hey) We put a bag on your head, get him knocked off, I told him don't play with us (hey, hey) Only the gang in my house, if you ain't with the gang, you can't stay with us (hey, hey) My money counter just broke, I was flicking my thumb, got a paper cut (hey, hey) Hey, hey, hey, hey My fingers got paper cuts I sip out a dirty cup Sticked up, these niggas can't murder us High top, but it's a convertible 700 horses had me skirting up I ain't shit like them lil' boys you heard about He'll spin your whole block just for word-to-mouth Rose gold on me, I'm the golden child Walk in Neimans, I said you can smell it loud Get that fuckboy, don't fuck with no pedophile I'm too high, ain't no way Gunna coming down These ain't Nikes but I run the town How I spend 15 racks on a couple pounds? How you say that's your dog, you ain't buss him down? Make it rain and I hope don't nobody drown I make it rain in this bitch, strippers mad 'cause I'm giving 'em paper cuts (hey, hey) We put a bag on your head, get him knocked off, I told him don't play with us (hey, hey) Only the gang in my house, if you ain't with the gang, you can't stay with us (hey, hey) My money counter just broke, I was flicking my thumb, got a paper cut (hey, hey) I make it rain in this bitch, strippers mad 'cause I'm giving 'em paper cuts (hey, hey) We put a bag on your head, get him knocked off, I told him don't play with us (hey, hey) Only the gang in my house, if you ain't with the gang, you can't stay with us (hey, hey) My money counter just broke, I was flicking my thumb, got a paper cut (hey, hey) Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey My finger's got paper cut (hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey) My finger's got paper cut

Average Like I've never heard that one before See, that one stupid word is why I don't act anymore One bad review from someone you love And suddenly it doesn't matter who thinks you're above average And so you stick to writing nothing else If you never show off, your only critic is yourself But now I've learned that I'm not the best So if you need a failure, you can ask where the nearest is I'll say, "Look no further than your favourite lyricist" Me, the kid waking up from a dream Realising his music is the worst he's ever seen And who cares if it was from when he was 15? It deserves the same judgement It deserves the same judgement God, it's so hard to be good for your age When you know that your work's not good enough for the stage You got the skills of an idiot who got too much praise And your whole damn career just turns into a phase And the fire in your heart is beginning to fade And you're one critique away from considering trading your piano for money Isn't it funny How average can cut so deep?

It seems rather sudden when all you've ever know just disappears Everything around me is falling apart, but I'm still here Times weren't always easy, but I always pull through You're my family, what else am I supposed to do? But if I put up with it for all those years Then why in the world couldn't you? Must we go our separate ways? Are you sure this isn't just a phase? Could you have not made it 'til I graduated from school? Aren't those the rules? But, at least, I'll have you still, right? Um, about that I have actually decided That I am gonna move in with mom What? I don't want to leave you, I'm sorry But I have to go (have to go) I want to discover the things about myself I didn't know (I didn't know) I hope you'll forgive me for what I'm about to do It breaks my heart to know that I'm hurting you I'll see you around, we can both still hang out So chin up and don't look so blue Must we go our separate ways? (I'll always be here for you) Are you sure this isn't just a phase? (Whenever you need me to) Can you not have waited 'til we graduated together? Would that not have been better? You cannot leave, I don't know what I'll do Life, it just won't be the same without you Could this have not waited a year or two longer for me? I'm on my knees, knees

What is this feeling I have for you, it's like Like I'm barely breathing, and my lungs fall through Someone please bring me an aspirin or an Advil for the pounding in my head Am I dead? What am I doing? I can not fall in love With a human who only thinks of themselves This is ridiculous I need to get ahold of myself Before I melt What is this feeling? It's love Ew