I think I have a problem These blackened eyes are bloodshot Lust like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything Broken but I don't need I don't need you to fix me Numb to the pain, I could drown in the rain My demon's safe kept in my grave Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets, the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (That I'd become a crooked soul) I see a devil in myself Inflicting all the grief and doubt Feel (feel anything) Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets, the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (Don't need your help, time will tell) I see a devil in myself I see a devil in myself Lust like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (Crooked soul) I see a devil in myself

Again those voices talk to me Trying to manipulate me Wish it would end before I'm giving in to them Two faces, one name Zero empathy for this disarray Cut my head off to see the misery within All these lies in my mind I'm never good enough All this time I keep saying I'm never good enough All these lies in my mind And I'm not giving a fuck Wishing it would stop Before I give it up I fight To end my crooked mind I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life I tried To bend to please you right I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied Adapt, reject Take it out of my head Is this my voice or is this somebody else? The only suspect that I see is myself Behind the masquerade I fell victim to my own delusion Is this my voice or is this somebody else? I fight To end my crooked mind I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life I tried To bend to please you right I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied Cut my head off to see the misery taking the best of me

How did we let it all come to nothing? (Nothing) Feeling like I should've been feeling something (something) Lately, I've been puttin' it off to see if (to see if) You'd come back crawling The floor is falling out So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me Don't you play dumb when I see what you run from So don't you leave me empty when it's only in my eyes How do you feel the same without me? How do you feel the same when I don't sleep? Somehow found me, but you still doubt me How do you feel the same without me? Call me when you know you're feeling lovesick (lovesick) Or you can call it off when you see that I ain't shit (I ain't shit) Lately, I've been putting it off to see you Don't come back crawling The floor is falling out So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me Don't you play dumb How do you feel the same without me? How do you feel the same when I don't sleep? Somehow found me, but you still doubt me How do you feel the same without me? So don't you hold me If you don't wanna know me So don't you leave me empty When it's only in my eyes How do you feel the same without me? How do you feel the same when I don't sleep? Somehow found me, but you still doubt me How do you feel the same without me? How do you feel? How do you feel Without me?

My daughters and my sons I fear our end has come Don't stay awake just to find it's too late To turn back time I'm sorry if it hurts But I won't speak one word My mind is confined, draped in chains The voices I hear echo Crash and burn Promise I won't return Faster I crash and burn The more that I lose concern The surface of the sun Too close to not be touched Hold me in place while I disintegrate And turn to dust I don't wanna die having wasted all my time On hating those I've hurt Tears fill my eyes, oh, it stings The earth will turn while you sing Crash and burn Promise I won't return Faster I crash and burn The more that I lose concern Crash and burn Won't return Crash and burn The more I lose concern Watch me as I fall Safe and sound My sick thoughts The one you loved Forever lost Crash and burn Down on my knees Alone in my prison Crash and burn Reaching that there is nothing Held in place I disintegrate Feel my heart start to separate One last look to remember me There is nothing There is nothing left Held in place I disintegrate Feel my heart start to separate One last look to remember me There is nothing left

How could you hope for me to be safe When you're judging me from the front of the cage Hell isn't make believe It's the silence that lasts between you and me I'm living in a battle Between your faith and my dismay You're living in a chapel But treating me like your personal plague Drown in the water Burn in the fire God was not the one that ever hold me together Lead the way to crucify, will it lead you to heaven? Hell isn't make believe It's the silence that lasts between you and me You pray when there's a crisis with folded hands, down on your knees The crisis undeserving if you don't practice what you preach You used to know me but you let go slowly It must be lonely, being so holy Drown in the water Burn in the fire God was not the one that ever hold me together Lead the way to crucify, will it lead you to heaven? You used to know me but you let go slowly Words written by the hands of man, and you call it divine intervention Gates of ivory Don't fall, don't fall Gates of ivory, don't fall from your tower It must be lonely, being so holy Drown in the water Burn in the fire God was not the one that ever hold me together Lead the way to crucify, will it lead you to heaven? Drown in the water Burn in the fire (Burn in the fire) Gates of ivory Don't fall, don't fall

I walk in the room, and I can't conceive it The hospital bed, you're fighting to breathe in I'm holding your hand but it's losing color I know you weren't ready to go Where you are now, God only knows I guess Heaven really needed you To leave us in that vacant room A different you that's doing well A universe laid parallel A hundred things that I could lose Not one of them could lead to you A different version of yourself A universe laid parallel A panic attack at five in the morning We bury the dead without any warning It hits me in waves, the lack of color I know you weren't ready to go Where you are now, God only knows I guess Heaven really needed you To leave us in that vacant room A different you that's doing well A universe laid parallel A hundred things that I could lose Not one of them could lead to you A different version of yourself A universe laid parallel

Hold me in a dim-lit world So I can learn how bad it hurts Open up the vacant door When I am lost without you It's criminal to feel like this The fear to know that you won't live Held you as your heartbeat stopped Now heaven's arms surround you It's lonely in the aftermath The tired souls that bend 'til they crack Your final breath, I can't accept That you and I will both never speak again Hold me in a dim-lit world So I can sink into the earth Buried in my darkest thoughts I'm always lost without you So give me all you cannot take I promise I can hold your weight When you can learn to disappear We let that love surround you It's lonely in the aftermath The tired souls that bend 'til they crack Your final breath, I can't accept That you and I will both never speak again Dark sun Cover the world in midnight eternal Dark sun Leave me alone when I need it most I know you can't come back I know you can't come back

I've been wading through the quicksand Trying to find a way to pretend All my demons know where I stand, oh, oh I've been sinking down and I know The more I move, the lower I go I've been wading through the quicksand, oh, oh Take if you wanna take That's your only way to live The brink of a miracle But something's gotta give I'd dedicate a thought for you Now I'm fightin' to forget your name Our love wasn't typical But nothing's gonna change Tables turn but let them burn 'cause I don't mind when I look at you and realize I've been wading through the quicksand Trying to find a way to pretend All my demons know where I stand, oh, oh I've been sinking down and I know The more I move, the lower I go I've been wading through the quicksand, oh, oh Quit if you wanna quit You don't have to say a word I know you won't fail to hesitate When you kick me to the curb Tables turn but let them burn 'cause I don't mind when I look at you and realize I didn't get what I wanted Now everything is just haunted Recall the world was so quiet Now everything is just violent 'Cause I've been wading through the quicksand Trying to find a way to pretend All my demons know where I stand, oh, oh I've been sinking down and I know The more I move, the lower I go I've been wading through the quicksand, oh, oh I've been wading through the quicksand, oh, oh I've been sinking down and I know The more I move, the lower I go I've been wading through the quicksand