Again those voices talk to me Trying to manipulate me Wish it would end before I'm giving in to them Two faces, one name Zero empathy for this disarray Cut my head off to see the misery within All these lies in my mind I'm never good enough All this time I keep saying I'm never good enough All these lies in my mind And I'm not giving a fuck Wishing it would stop Before I give it up I fight To end my crooked mind I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life I tried To bend to please you right I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied Adapt, reject Take it out of my head Is this my voice or is this somebody else? The only suspect that I see is myself Behind the masquerade I fell victim to my own delusion Is this my voice or is this somebody else? I fight To end my crooked mind I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life I tried To bend to please you right I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied Cut my head off to see the misery taking the best of me

I think I have a problem These blackened eyes are bloodshot Lust like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything Broken but I don't need I don't need you to fix me Numb to the pain, I could drown in the rain My demon's safe kept in my grave Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (That I'd become a crooked soul) I see a devil in myself Inflicting all the grief and doubt (feel, feel anymore) Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell I see a devil in myself If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (Crooked soul)

When we were young and indifferent, we could not have known This world will chew you up and spit you out on your own I know it hurts It hurts me too, just to watch you sinking I can't help thinking Was there something holding you back? Was the weight of the world on your back So long, you're sick of the gravity? Is there someone telling you no? Do you wander with nowhere to go? What are you waiting, oh, what are you waiting for? I'm reaching out, please take my hand The water's getting higher and I can't understand Why I can't pull you in Do you even care? Do you even want me there? We are the victims just like our parents taught us to be Roots planted firmly, but we fell so far from the tree And still we cling to the past with an iron grip As we all fall fast asleep Dreaming of security The chance to redefine The years we've wasted Living on borrowed time My will is spent I used the very last drop Trying to keep my head on straight enough I know it hurts It hurts to feel it all slip right past you I just want to ask you Was there something holding you back? Have you had to cover your tracks So long, you lost your identity? Is there something dragging you down? Crippled under the weight of the crown What are you waiting, oh, what are you waiting for? What are you waiting for? I'm reaching out please take my hand The water's getting higher and I can't understand Why I can't pull you in Do you even care? Do you even want me there? For all of our differences I always said I'd be there if you should come undone It took all I had in me Do you even care? Do you even want me there? Do you even want me there? There are ghosts in every window And they'll follow you back home But if you stay a moment I can tell you all I know Of how these times have changed us How they bring us to our knees How they send us down the crooked path Divide us temporarily I'm reaching out, please take my hand The water's getting higher and I can't understand Why I can't pull you in Do you even care? Do you even want me there? I said I'm sorry, I swear I'll do better I never thought we'd have to carry this weight together This is contagion, a plague that I bear And it kills me to say that I really need you here

Been on the road, losing track of days I pull you in while you pull away It's like I always play to lose you I saw your eyes filling up with tears You pull the plug and then you disappear This home has never felt so empty Effortless the way you left me Cut me open with your own two hands Breathing is so difficult to comprehend When the air I breathe is taken from me It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt There's no light, it's just dark Feel my body growing numb Watch me as I come undone Is there relief in the misery? Thought we would last an eternity Forever I will feel this hollow It's not enough to believe in me And now I'm left with the memories One day I'll learn to live without Effortless the way you left me Now the air I breathe is taken from me It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt There's no light, it's just dark Feel my body growing numb Watch me as I come undone A burial plot for you and I Where we can both learn to die It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt It's my fault that you're gone There's no light, it's just dark It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt There's no light, it's just dark Feel my body growing numb Watch me as I come undone A burial plot for you and I Where we can both learn to die It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt A burial plot for you and I Where we can both learn to die

I don't wanna lie And you can't tell the truth, so It's over I don't love you anymore I needed you to pull me through But you don't care, you bring it right back to you The lonely nights inside my room You're at the bar, drinking 'til your liver's bruised Look at yourself in the mirror Distorted, but I see it clearer Life of the party when you're Crying while you're dancing Spinning in the backseat I guess you got what you want I guess it's not enough Crying while you're dancing You woke up in a stranger's bed And realize you're hanging by the thinnest thread Now you're coming down and falling fast Where you end up, you'll break like you are made of glass Look at yourself in the mirror Distorted, but I see that you're Crying while you're dancing Spinning in the backseat I guess you got what you want I guess it's not enough Crying while you're dancing Look at yourself in the mirror Distorted, but I see that you're Crying while you're dancing Spinning in the backseat I guess you got what you want I guess it's not enough Crying while you're dancing

Dreamstate Always told me to keep you close The feeling's fading when you're a ghost I dream of colors that light your face But real life showed me it takes away 'Cause every time I wake up I'm waiting for a miracle And maybe when the night comes I'll find you in another world So how do I live in a dreamstate? When nothing is real when I'm awake The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate Death played victim through hide and seek You felt its cold touch when you were weak Your soul departed, the sky turned blue But when I'm sleeping, I talk with you 'Cause every time I wake up I'm waiting for a miracle And maybe when the night comes I'll find you in another world So how do I live in a dreamstate? When nothing is real when I'm awake The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate 'Cause every time I wake up I'm waiting for a miracle I can try but it blinds when I walk through hell Now my dream's a reminder I know that nothing is real (nothing is real) Nothing is real (nothing is real) Nothing is real (nothing is real) No, the pain won't erase, I cannot wake So how do I live in a dreamstate? When nothing is real when I'm awake The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate I'm living in a dreamstate

God won't speak to me, made my plea's but he's not listening I lie sleepless in bed reflecting on every lie I've been fed What a world to be chained and bound to, I feel sorry for each saved soul who truly thinks they've found you We kill off the weak and stay on course towards hell It's not some place you go after life, it's to keep you in line before you die This world's not a vessel for what you think lies ahead It's more like a prison, God must be dead

God won't speak to me, I'm not sure he was ever listening All those years asking for help but I was simply talking to myself Not worthy of your grace, I'm done seeking out a god who won't show his face Hell awaits all those who won't follow blindly Lead astray, abandoned, no promise of salvation Every person put to death in the name of your god, is it actually worth all of the blood spilled? Where was god when my heart was split into separate pieces? He's too busy to pay me any of his attention He must be dead to stay quiet when I needed guidance for so long I will carry your cross no longer This has to end when I know you don't exist here No words, no signs to instill in me what is right I ripped these pages up and mourned the death of god Nothing to contemplate, your savior's not awake I don't want heaven or hell when my life ends You call it unconditional love, I call it nothing but unwavering deceit I'm terrified to admit this but I swear that I'm finished with you I've lost my faith, not lost my way You parted the red sea, but you couldn't show yourself to me Will we burn in hell or will we simply rot in the ground here

I've been noticing my clothes fit A little bit looser Worried is an understatement When you don't have a future Schizophrenic borderline, hear it in my sleep Dying is a victory if it will bring me peace Starved with no regard 'Cause I can go a little bit longer Falling, I'm falling so far away Hold out your hand when I start to break Don't leave me all alone Skin deep, no one has to know I've been noticing my bones show A little bit clearer I don't recognize who I see Reflected in the mirror Thinner, I'm not bitter of the cards that I've been dealt I would give up everything to be somebody else Starved with no regard 'Cause I can go a little bit longer Falling, I'm falling so far away (Far away) Hold out your hand when I start to break (Start to break) Don't leave me all alone Skin deep, no one has to know Try every night to swallow more than my pride But I'm starving to be empty I bite my tongue so I don't feed off your love 'Cause I'm starving to be empty Falling, I'm falling so far away Hold out your hand when I start to break Falling, I'm falling so far away (Far away) Hold out your hand when I start to break (Start to break) Don't leave me all alone Skin deep, no one has to know Don't leave me all alone Skin deep, no one has to know