Dear sweetheart, what's up boo? What you up too? More club moves, I call her, no answer Her phone in the bag she dancin' It's four now the clubs over I call her but oh hold up Y'all know what ignore button Or the phone died lets hope for it That damier bag I bought Caught the attention of those niggas on it That cell phone that I bought Is probably filled wit some other niggas numbers So it leaves me to wonder Why do I still promise to love her? Cut me off every time, I'm talkin' Which means she ain't never hear nothin' I say stay she wanna leave She get her point across so I gotta let her be I'ma let her be by herself in peace But five years from now I bet she see When the club gets played And things you crave are no longer escapes And no longer for dates You wanna husband but no one has a cape Now you wonder and wait And I ain't tryna her what you wantin' to say It's feels good to be over you, babe So play this shit while you contemplate Contemplate, contemplate Play this shit while you contemplate Play this shit while you contemplate Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Them people they talkin' Them lights they on me This life I chose But I ain't know 'til I found it To be honest I'm modest One hater for every nigga on it One day everybody is applaudin' The next day you is everybody target Why bother, why talk to 'em? Where God at I need to call him My knees on the ground, dear father Don't let me break please make me stronger How much longer will it linger? When my heart is givin', will they believe it? When my song is over will they need me? Watch how quickly they found a new leader Questionin' the whole meaning In the viper room just me and River Phoenix Wit Courtney Love and Lake Washington Wit a note there and I'm pickin' up readin' This ain't hard Chris Benoit Heath ledger said the nites gon' be dark Feelin' signs of Phyliss Hymon No Apollo theater I just might not go Frankie Lymon in the limelight Get so cold so in the line I'm skitso I can't cope, I can't think I can't breathe, this ain't me This ain't easy I'm thinkin' Am I doin this for them or me? I can't think Am I doin' this for them or me? Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin'

Within these words, I'll hide the contempt for the purpose I serve. Silently, I withhold my resolve, and pursue, while my dignity dissolves, A bit more everyday... I'll hold on to the end, and fight my resentment. You see, I have succumbed, in order to complete, what must be done. Stand tall, to keep faith and fight. Take up arms, and prepare, for the, onslaught. Prepare yourself. Concealed in shadows, there are weaknesses. I have uncloaked them, to reveal their impurities. I lay, concealed, awake, in hopes of finding safety from their, Unrelenting, beatings, which they have organized in spite Of all, your own, actions, which we have followed to a "T" But we, have been, displaced, we have been driven from our course. The battle rages on, as my mind begins to sway. I am redeemed through consequence, but my guilt is still in play. But the fact of the matter is, is that I've sacrificed, Everything I am, while I was standing here for you. Prepare yourself, just save yourself. There is no escaping, we must strive to alter fate, In order to recover, from this faltered state. Within these words, I hid the contempt for the purpose I served silently. I withheld my resolve, and pursued, while my dignity dissolved.

Desensitized, and oblivious. We have conspired, to renegotiate. These unburdened sins, must now be sanctified once again. Purified, within this fire. You're going to burn and your family is gonna watch. These flames will overtake you, as you quiver from the shock. So lie back in your makeshift tomb, Flinch as the accelerant flows, Hold your breath as we strike the match, Then scream until the flames make contact, This is a necessity, you have been begging to be cleansed. This was always a priority, we must anoint the dead. The smell of burning flesh, fulfills our world. It replaces the stinging stench of humanity. Simply put, we are the antidote. We have been sent here to replace, This tattered shell we helped build create. The smell of burning flesh, fulfills our world. It replaces the stinging stench of humanity. These empty promises have now been fulfilled, Through the hallowed fire.