Contemplate a While - R W Randall

Dear sweetheart, what's up boo? What you up too? More club moves, I call her, no answer Her phone in the bag she dancin' It's four now the clubs over I call her but oh hold up Y'all know what ignore button Or the phone died lets hope for it That damier bag I bought Caught the attention of those niggas on it That cell phone that I bought Is probably filled wit some other niggas numbers So it leaves me to wonder Why do I still promise to love her? Cut me off every time, I'm talkin' Which means she ain't never hear nothin' I say stay she wanna leave She get her point across so I gotta let her be I'ma let her be by herself in peace But five years from now I bet she see When the club gets played And things you crave are no longer escapes And no longer for dates You wanna husband but no one has a cape Now you wonder and wait And I ain't tryna her what you wantin' to say It's feels good to be over you, babe So play this shit while you contemplate Contemplate, contemplate Play this shit while you contemplate Play this shit while you contemplate Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Them people they talkin' Them lights they on me This life I chose But I ain't know 'til I found it To be honest I'm modest One hater for every nigga on it One day everybody is applaudin' The next day you is everybody target Why bother, why talk to 'em? Where God at I need to call him My knees on the ground, dear father Don't let me break please make me stronger How much longer will it linger? When my heart is givin', will they believe it? When my song is over will they need me? Watch how quickly they found a new leader Questionin' the whole meaning In the viper room just me and River Phoenix Wit Courtney Love and Lake Washington Wit a note there and I'm pickin' up readin' This ain't hard Chris Benoit Heath ledger said the nites gon' be dark Feelin' signs of Phyliss Hymon No Apollo theater I just might not go Frankie Lymon in the limelight Get so cold so in the line I'm skitso I can't cope, I can't think I can't breathe, this ain't me This ain't easy I'm thinkin' Am I doin this for them or me? I can't think Am I doin' this for them or me? Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin' Who am I livin' for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Just as I'm givin' Question existin'

Before I reach the sky above I'll stretch my hands forever young Catching the rain In the middle of a summer storm There's a fire on 41 Sirens fading to a hum The only escape Takes me right back where I started from Oh, life won't be here long But heaven knows I've had it all 'Cause I was yours for a while I was yours for a while If I could let my demons go If time could mend a broken soul Maybe one day I could bring love to a world so cold Oh, life won't be here long And heaven knows what I'll become But I was yours for a while I was yours for a while

It's been a long time sense I been the old me Called a old friend told her pull up on me... Lay on your back put you legs on my shoulders Look you in your eyes while our bodies get closer I love when we fucking you like to get bolder That boy not a opp he just hate that it's over It's been a long time since I been the old me Called a old friend told her pull up on me Got Stella for her and she know I like to roll weed And she say she not a smoker but she tryna blow wit me Niggas hating but I had to learn that wasn't on me Paranoid when I ride so I keep it on me Put trust in no man, that's what my daddy told me I'll never forget the time that he ran up on me Outta town wit shorty we like to keep it lowkey Don't get done up bad jus for disturbing our peace And I hate when she tell me she don't know what she want to eat Cause baby I can't eat you if you wanna leave it up to me I'm talking I can fuck and get you right Like, on my face know how to sit you right I got it together Got candles in here all on the dresser I'm not like your old nigga shawty I ball under pressure Damn shorty a risk it all if you let her I like my bitches classy standing tall in stilettos Don't get me wrong cause shorty grew up in the ghetto By the way she keep on flossing they wouldn't know unless she tell em Lay on your back put you legs on my shoulders Look you in your eyes while our bodies get closer Love when we fucking you like to get bolder That boy not a opp he just hate that it's over Lay on your back put you legs on my shoulders Look you in your eyes while our bodies get closer I love when we fucking you like to get bolder That boy not a opp he just hate that it's over Lay on your back put you legs on my shoulders Look you in your eyes while our bodies get closer I love when we fucking you like to get bolder That boy not a opp he just hate that it's over It's been a long time since I been the old Me Called a old friend told her pull up on me Got Stella for her and she know I like to roll weed And she say she not a smoker but she tryna blow wit me Niggas hating but I had to learn that wasn't on me Paranoid when I ride so I keep it on me Put trust in no man, that's what my daddy told me I'll never forget the time that he ran up on me She pretty she sweet and she neat... she jus like I like em Don't wanna catch feelings I be tryna fight em She ask me I deny em She said kdot when you gon give us a title? I said shorty be quiet I'm jus tryna vibe maybe get up inside it You know just how I like it yea The way you moving you gotta be toxic yea Girl why we wasting time let's get it popping yea I might eat it then I pull it out the closet yea Now she screaming out my name this girl done lost it yea If you lay on your back put you legs on my shoulders And relax your mind while I pull you in closer Love when we fucking you like to get bolder I might shoot my shot when this sneaky link over It's been a long time Since I been the old me Called a old friend told her pull up on me Been a long time since I been the old me Called a old friend told her pull up on me

Waiting, within this sullen twilight, We shiver, anticipation clouding our sight. We contrived this lesson in order to reconcile. We've compiled these actions in order to retaliate. The time has now come, to swallow your lost, pride. Between your alluring pleads, and all your foul excuses. We've learned to see through your deceiving, eyes. Within a moment, The dissection begins, Leaving you breathless. The time has now come, to swallow your lost, pride. Sever, and bask within the impiety. Perish, while relishing the irony. Our anticipation rises as your heart rate begins to fall. We're liberated as you slowly dissipate. The time has now come, to swallow your lost, pride. Between your alluring pleads, and all your foul excuses. We've learned to see through your deceiving, eyes. Our fates, were once, intertwined, But now, we have, cleansed this place. We have, left it all, behind. We have, left it all, for you. We're standing on our own, we're standing on our own. We've taken, we've taken, we've taken control. We're standing on our own, we're standing on our own. We've taken, we've taken, we've taken control, of our lives. The time has now come, to swallow your lost, pride. Between your alluring pleads, and all your foul excuses. We've learned to see through your deceiving, eyes.