Can I Exist (feat. Philippine) - Ash & Naila

Baby please It's the way you speak Forming words so easily And I think of the way you think It keeps me from falling asleep In that grave I call a bed Until you called me up and said "I haven't stopped crying My father's been drinking I need a place to stay I don't want to be here He's saying the words that He promised he would never say That liquid he consumes Makes him speak the truth" And I said "No, it's not that at all It's that bottle of lies for a troubled heart It's standing on the edge of a mountain top Screaming anything he wants Like, "Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me Because I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist" I remember the way you shook It's a shame that we're not soul mates 'Cause if I didn't know better I'd say this feels pretty good And how could I be scared? When I stretch and feel you're there So shut your mouth 'Cause these words will speak themselves I can feel them in these blankets And they're surrounding your figure Embraced in the quilts And I can't help but think You're my missing puzzle piece I wake up in the hallway, I'm looking for sunlight With rays that will cure me of the pain that keeps my lungs tight Ignoring the voices and feelings that tell me To get out of this house I can't make them stop I'm just like my mom And you said, "No, these demons will fall You're so precious to us all" And I said, "I, I can't do this alone I still need you to hold So don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go 'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid"

Stand up, you've gotta fight It's a temporary feeling, not like suicide It's like a war in your mind But you're stronger than you think now You'll be alright (Better days will come to light) (Better days will come to light) (Better days will come to light) I see the morning light and wonder why I'm still here If I exist another day would anybody even fucking care? Stand up, you've gotta fight It's a temporary feeling, not like suicide (Better days will come to light) I know it's tough, but it's not enough To give up and (Better days will come to light) You gotta stay, you'll be glad one day And you'll know that (Better days will come to light) I lie awake at night Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away and wake up on the other side You're stronger this way You're sad, it's ok And you know that I know I'm lost but want to find myself while I'm alive And I put a light up to my shoulder just to ask if I can smile They say that happiness would find me but the monster found me first Drown it out with your soul fire Let the bastard die of thirst (Better days will come to light) I know it's tough, but it's not enough To give up and (Better days will come to light) You gotta stay, you'll be glad one day And you'll know that (Better days will come to light) I lie awake at night Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away and wake up on the other side You're stronger this way You're sad, it's ok And you know that I am NULA And I am free I am NULA And I am free I am NULA And I am free I am NULA And I am free I'VE FOUND YOU MOTHER FUCKER (Better days will come to light) I know it's tough, but it's not enough To give up and (Better days will come to light) You gotta stay, you'll be glad one day And you'll know that (Better days will come to light) I lie awake at night Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away and wake up on the other side You're stronger this way You're sad, it's ok And you know that

What am I supposed to do without you? Is it too late to pick the pieces up? Too soon to let them go? Est-ce que tu gardes en toi mon visage? Et dans une boîte toute notre histoire La clé n'est plus qu'un mirage Reviens vers moi Vivons un rêve d'enfant Reviens comme avant T'es dans ma tête, encore, en boucle Et j'me répète nos espoirs et nos doutes I'd rather choke on my bad decisions Then just carry them to my grave You're in my head Always, always, always Les jours, les mois, les larmes qui coulent encore Ils partent, s'envolent les morceaux de mon cœur Ne restent que les remords Et un jour une lueur Premier regard et plongeon amoureux Dans le bleu de tes yeux Reviens vers moi Vivons un rêve d'enfant Reviens comme avant T'es dans ma tête, encore, en boucle Et j'me répète nos espoirs et nos doutes I'd rather choke on my bad decisions Then just carry them to my grave You're in my head Always, always, always Always, always T'es dans ma tête, encore, en boucle Et j'me répète nos espoirs et nos doutes I know there's nothing left to cling to But I'm still calling out your name You're in my head Always, always, always Oh always Oh Always, always, always