I just wanted love and i lost Every boy i've loved said to take it off But with you i never feel sorry Cause you never wanted to haunt me But if we stay like this Will you go break my wrists While i'm anesthetized right there in your arms And if we said goodbye Just know i tried and tried and tried and tried But i just never really seem to understand Whatcha wanna know cause i hate it when you go so i'd Bare my whole soul for you Hours on the phone cause you feel more like a home than home Like folding clothes, like open doors When it gets too dark, you're scared monsters are out You're the only boy i care about So baby please don't be mad at me If i love too hard and get real clingy Tell me if i make a mess Tell me if i am too much for your head Is there someone else you fuck in your bed Is there someone else you wanted instead Baby don't lie to me, baby don't lie to me But if we stay like this will you go break my wrists While i'm anesthetized right there in your arms And if we said goodbye Just know i tried and tried and tried and tried But i just never really seem to understand

Bathing in agony. Covered in shame. These walls cave in. Only myself to blame. Pill after pill, I prepare myself for the morning ahead. My body folds, writhing in pain. No one is here for me. Bathing in agony. Covered in shame. I listen to the running water. It fills the bathtub slowly. I am trampled by thoughts. Weighed down by memories. I lay my head still, welcoming an infinite sleep. My sacrifice for you. An endless cycle of ache. Still conscious, I am paralyzed. Eyes wide open, staring aimlessly. Water begins to fill the floor. Rising slowly, so poetically. I begin to choke, this is what I crave. I am a masochist, in my blood I bathe. Drowning in my own self-hatred, I can feel my lungs as they begin to fail. Bathing in agony. Covered in shame. This burden of living never seems to end. As I lay my body and take the devil's hand. In this holy water. In this chamber of sin. Born into filth. I die alone.

Carve your name into my skin. The lacerations open as she drags the glass down my arm, Leaving the shard stained in blood. The air grows cold. I couldn't bear it. Stained in blood. I couldn't bear it. The air grows cold. I couldn't bear it. I couldn't bear reality. In this empty house, slowly bleeding out. Her tongue caresses the open wound, I feel her hands wrap around my neck. Her tongue caresses the open wound, I feel her hands wrap around my neck. Her tongue caresses the open wound, I feel her. Bringing a sense of stillness, The wind passes through the broken window above As I suffocate to death.

Spit in the face of the corporation Shovel away the dirt and blood The walls of this place are much colder They can weep at my feet They can beg for mercy They can weep at my feet They can beg for mercy Weep at my feet, beg for mercy Weep at my feet, beg for mercy Weep at my feet, beg for mercy Weep at my feet, beg for mercy Will you be mine when the gates finally open? Suffering for a single release Pain only numbs me for the next time For the last time Plagued by fear, I lay here paralyzed My demons are at war above me Winner take all, I accept my fate I become one with myself and the world around me